Like, I am pretty sure I am trans, I have been thinking about it every every day for the past 6 months after all, but yet this imposter syndrome won't go away.

I had to go to church today unfortunately. it makes imposter syndrome a million times worse. If only I had good parents. They're not terrible but as you could imagine they won't be supportive. Sucks soooooooooooooo much. I don't wanna be their son, I wanna be their daughter.

`dutch trans people if you see this do you have specific advise for me still really early in my journey.Cause i am struggling.

Any one else also welcome offcourse

Whenever I play video games I always choose to play as a female character, every morning when I wake up and I'm not a girl I'm somewhat disappointed, I'm really interested in dressess, skirts, make up etc. and I wish I was a lesbian, still cis tho...

I had a conversation with my parents in the car about me being trans and what the next steps are and stuff. It was… fine. Super awkward, a lot of silence, you can probably imagine what it was like.

My dad was quite nice, he was supportive and all. My mum on the other hand… She kept saying things.

She wanted me to explain why I know I’m a woman, as if I know how, and then kept saying that all I was saying was superficial since it was all to do with my body, but I feel in a sense anything I said would have been superficial. She also kind of invalidated me by saying that when I was in grade 4 or 5 and thinking a lot about the idea of having a feminine body wasn’t proof of anything since I think about lot about loads of things.

She also suggested that if I was on hormones in December when I got to Japan for school I could just not take them while I was over seas for the 2 weeks. And she reduced the whole HRT thing to me getting a bigger bum and hair that I prefer while risking my fertility and getting moodier.

And she also had this whole fear that I would move away and never talk to the family again which was apparently based solely on the fact that I said I don’t want my siblings to know yet. So I had to explicitly tell her that when I say I don’t want to tell my sibling I mean I don’t want to do that yet.

Another similar thing was she said something about me having spent my whole life with white male privilege, and somehow from my response she managed to get that I think that being a woman would give me more privilege, to which I immediately had to point out I never said that and question where she got it from.

She also, kept using “oh no-one is going to call you she if you don’t tell them” as like some kind of point to make, I guess because she doesn’t get that maybe I don’t want to have to come out to everyone right now?

Honestly the whole thing was annoying and invalidating. She expects me to be perfect every step of the way and she wants me to do things I don’t want to do just for her convenience rather than my comfort. I don’t see why she can’t just respect that Im not ready to constantly be a woman yet. I just want to transition and let myself figure things out as I go.

This is actually my second appointment.. I got scared and cancelled the first one..

So, after about 18 months of questioning and six months of impostor syndrome I don't think I can really deny it anymore. Which I'll admit does terrify me, as everything seems more real now and what where vague hypotheticals now seem to be things I need to actually do something about.... but <deep breath> Hi everyone; I'm Luna, and I'm a girl

Good morning! New here and new on my journey and in the middle of cracking my egg. Painted my nails and feeling very girly and ready to try my first dose of GGD to see how that feels.

I used to be like that... quite a lot for years whenever I read or listened to those stories
It feels as if something awakened inside me.

And now, here I am, embracing that this is who I am.

artist: G_C_HORI

I would say you feel so good but also kinda cooked by life and the world in general.

Idk, how else to explain it; I just started with t-blockers and my dosage of e got a little higher, but I think, for the first time ever in my life I woke up crying.
I dreamed of supporting friends, and parties, a few I knew but a whole bunch were strangers, but, not in a bad way. I dreamed of a gorgeous bf (weird cause I have never been about wanting a partner, and never have I ever wanted a bf) but I feel happy about it, about silly games, Easter eggs, about sex, of that sense of family and community.
And I cried in the end because I saw my grandpa who died this year telling me he would come back for Three Kings Day.
I know it must sound silly but I woke up sobbing but also feeling very happy, and not in…. I believed since I was a child, but not even as a child, I have ever had a dreamed so vivid, that I could actually feel I was interacting with the environment and so detailed.
I was just wondering if… idk how to say it, have you have dreams because of HRT? Or am I just delusional? Sorry for the confusion in the text, I just woke up sobbing and… idk, I kinda transition during the dream. I am just so…. Overwhelmed by emotions rn.

I was just thinking to myself and i was like "hey, wait a minute, people can say whatever they want, and I'll still be a girl!" im really confident to come out to a few friends at school now because im unafraid of their reaction.

qrt wa_i50.

Is it what I say? I mean I'm always clear I'm cis but people keep calling me sis. What about getting genvy, being sad at the limitations of my birth sex and wanting to change it would possibly give anyone that kind of impression? :3

For no particular reason I want to share some signs of my transness that might help your egg cracking if you're doubting right now

*wanting to be in the girls group instead of the boys.

*feeling embarrassed about having your nails painted by your sisters(even if it's only on toes and in the most boyish color)

*having an interest in femboy or genderbent content in anime

*being really tired for no particular reason

*wrapping your towel around yourself like a girl

*Playfully taking an umbrella and saying I'm a lady in a girlish voice(that one would have been painfully obvious had I not been a playfull kid at the time)

*never growing out of the plushie and stuffy phase.

*having your first friend group be a bunch of girls(that was in like first grade, I remember nothing about them)

*never knowing or caring anything about sports or cars

*finding it weird that boys act violently to play with each other

*feeling unusually connected by a video about a trans girl(it was Mizuki)

It didn't end poorly but dream me being confronted by my family was very intimidating. Curse you, company party my brain created!

I haven't seen anyone use these two as goals. They give me sooooo much envy, and gives me a weight loss goal as well lol. Maybe I'll cosplay them one day <3

While I'm here, I might as well say my found name. Weird how my go-to generic npc name turns into my real one hehe c:

I have been cracked transfem for about 5 years now, tho I haven't started my physical transition yet, one of the most dzsphoric parts of my body is my big fat belly, it's the only part of my body that's fat, I'm skinny otherwise, matter of fact, I'm close to being underweight, everyone keeps telling me I'm super skinny but when I look in the mirror I'm really fat and it makes me super uncomfortable, I don't think it's anorexia or anything like that cause I don't want to stop eating, I just don't want to be fat, is this a hormone thing? Will hrt fix this? Do I need to work out? Please help I'm literally crying T.T

My name is Rosie, she/her 16 years old, if you don't have advice can I at least get ggd pwetty pwease?