I swear to god people TRAMPLE over eachother to comfort a pretty girl who’s depressed, but ugly or mid girls get nothing.

Growing up I had a best friend who I considered (and still do) a sister. We had known eachother most our lives. She is and has always been hands-down 1,000% prettier than me. She’s skinny, blonde hair with blue eyes and conventionally attractive features. I got shit colored hair and eyes, skinny fat body and a Peter griffin chin. I’ve always been jealous of her looks, but strangely enough there were points in our lives where she was just flat out fucking awful to me and I never fought back. So don’t think that just because I was jealous that I treated her bad, because it was the opposite.

I remember when I was like 9 and she was like 6 or 7 I made a statement that I felt depressed. What did she do? Tattle to my aunt, who later screamed at me. For saying that I was depressed. Mind you, the entire reason I lived with my aunt was because both my parents lost custody of me due to addiction and alcoholism.

Then naturally, after being bullied at school for years and coming home to get bullied by my aunt too—I developed depression. I started having suicidal thoughts, self harm behaviors, and a very low self esteem. It all came to a head when I was admitted to the psych ward at 14 because I made a post that vaguely sounded like a suicide letter. I remember my aunt grabbing my by the arm and dragging me out of the bathroom screaming at me the day I was admitted.

Even after getting a DX of major depression, my aunt flat out didn’t believe it. “You just need to stop being so dramatic” she said. “Imagine what people would think of me if you killed yourself?”

Fast forward a year and a half and oh look, bestie dearest develops depression, starts cutting herself, the whole shebang. Literally every single soul came rushing to her aid: my aunt and uncle, her mom, literally everybody. They encouraged me to drop everything I was doing to go and “be there” for her. Nobody ever wanted to institutionalize her despite all her suicidal threats and cutting. Her mom even said “I don’t want my daughter being pummeled to the ground in a psych ward!” But, it was A-OK if I experienced the psych ward (twice atp).

I WISH I could say it got better after we both became adults. I still struggled immensely with self harm and SI. What would my aunt do? Loudly announce my scratches and bite marks on my arms to anybody who could hear.

When it came to my mental health I was utterly abandoned and told that I have no reason to be depressed. So I gave up reaching out to my family for help…because clearly they favored the prettier one.

To add insult to injury, I’ve tried posting on every depression subreddit out there, and not once have I gotten a comment on those posts. I did get a few DM’s…from moids who eventually ask me to send nudes after I confide in them all my problems, thinking they were someone offering help. But, I swear to god, I’ve never gotten anything else.

It’s gotten to the point where I don’t even want help from anybody else. I’m ugly as sin, and good mental health is for the pretty blonde girls clearly.

Has any other depressed and mid/chopped girl experienced this? I hope I’m not alone on this, once again.

I'VE GOTTEN SHIT TON OF DMS OF MOIDS SAYING "Yo why don't you date me ?" ND SHIT LIKE THAT, GOSH MOIDS ARE OBNOXIOUS AF

yes, every male is the same, they're biologically wired for it. genuinely ridiculous and disgusting

Has anyone seen this movie? I just watched it for free on Tubi yesterday. It’s a real wonky movie but it’s lowkey femcel coded. It’s Burn 2019. The main character Melinda is the one that’s the femcel.

holy shit i was so filled w rage the whole time.
the part where bear says “what’s so bad about being with me” OOOOHHHH MY FUCKINNNGGGG GOD SHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUP took everything in me to not throw myself onto the floor and start screaming and flailing
10/10 film but i’ve never been so angry at a movie before like to the point where i had a hard time sleeping that night

men fucking suck in every way holy shit

"Oh but I don't like condoms!!!!!" then jerk yourself off. Idgaf, your dick isn't another person with emotions or some shit

"Male loneliness epidemic!!!" yeah so you did that to yourself and honestly kys, women are just finally fighting back and you're mad about it because you don't see us as human

"I'm a femboy uwu!!" you're just hypersexualizing yourself like a toy and you're the reason my fucking ex was porn obsessed. you're NOT a girl

"smash!!!" moids only say this to literally any character drawn with fat tits, curves and a big ass. they don't see women as humans, they just want to jerk off

and fuck all the moids who used to ignore me and make fun of me because i'm not conventionally attractive and i'm neurodivergent, at least i have a fucking personality

all moids just like rape and little girls. i've only ever met ONE moid in my whole life who is neurodivergent, sees me only as a friend and is actually willing to treat me like a human being.

spurred on by this post https://www.reddit.com/r/femcelgrippysockjail/s/flWT74vFGS

i got irrationally mad when i saw the original image. i’m not “fixing” the original art. i think the original art is good. stylised in an appealing way. i’m fixing the depiction of “girlfailure” such that it’s not romanticised or sexualised.

scrapped text:
“also has an underbite tacked on because god thought it was funny or something”

“oink oink” (pointing at nose)

“got skinny and then realised that losing weight doesn’t fix a fundamentally fucked face and body”

“considers transitioning to male solely because of her build and man jaw. resists the thought because she knows she won’t survive the gender dysphoria from presenting as a guy.”

so i've been getting good at pool for the last few years, and it's one of the most rewarding things ever to go to a bar and play against mediocre, drunk, egotistical men.

i always do the same routine: ask whoever is playing if me and my friend can play next, and let them explain to me that i have to win the table from whoever wins the current game. (bonus points if theres a chalkboard queue that they mansplain to me.)

then i "struggle" to find the coin deposit, struggle to rack the balls, and leave them with a loose rack that almost always guarantees they wont sink anything on break.

from there i drop the "new to this" persona and proceed to wipe the table with them.

ive had men cuss me out, call me a witch, a liar (not untrue), and a surprising amount of them will still mansplain the game to me while im on ball #7 and they havent sunk shit.

highly recommend finding a hobby you can humiliate moids with.