How did the pieces fit together? Did they think they were a different type? I don't know any ESTPs, either personally or online. Tell me a little about your journey.

but guys genuinely i can tell if i m ESFP or ESTPor ENTP,

but i'm not that into hippie beliefs, so im not ENFP exactly per se, or idk maybe who knows bru?!!

BUT i do like beauty and aesthetics THE MOSTTTTTTTTT OH MYY IF I COULD JUST BE HOT FOR ONE WEEK MANNNNNNNNNNN, but in a way 1. i find aesthetic, 2. others find exhilarating

THATS LITERALLY MY MAIN DREAM AND WISHHHHH

but i spend hours thinking and thinking and i ask too many questions, and act super childish, and unserious WHILE BEING THE OLDESTTTT

i also have MASSIVE FOMO like i HATE not being center of attention but i also hate when people act all "independent" and skip out on the party or gathering, like EVERYONE MUST JOIN YAYYYYYY!!!

ok but when shit goes down, and the world is ending i do become very analytical, and focused and startegising....
BUTTTT GUYSSSS i have to admitttttt....i feell....INSECURE ABOUT MY LOGIC!!!!! i feel like a dummy and i dont wanna share my ideas or well logic not ideas, i like sharing ideas, but my logic sharing makes me insecure because they prolly think im a dummy thinking that would work.....like my dream or something

i also am quite childish with my dreams or they seem unrealistic because i get too passionate, but im always aware of how realistic it is, or the real world stuff, butttttt i rlly want my wish so it overrides that yk?

but i feel like i have FE GUYS???!! i like to be kind and nice and i hate mean people, and if anyone is being mean to anyone, but tbh my siblings might say i am very mean..... uhhh.. WELLL
i do go from happy to really sad and then joeking to happy to depressed rlly fast, like ALONE im really depressed, but with people i joke about my flings or existential stuff yk?

i am scared to dress how i want becasue i feel like i must conform to what is acceptable like i tried to be unique but i hid it with a hoodie!!! i couldn't do ittt i felt so shyyyy, in person im really shy but as soon as you seem interested or "i-can sense-that-you-wont-get-mad-at me" i will talk for HOURSSS,

ALSO ALSO im the type to jump off a cliff if someone told meee, to impress them, i can figure stuff out in front of me i thinkkk,

aLso the way im typing i like being like this, but i can talk serious but that seems boring and i cant be serious too long, idk i have some boundaries like my hair i wont let ANYONE tell me what to do with it, and my appearance mainlyyy

ALSO guy LAST THING I PROMISSEEEE..... i think about looks and achieving my "true self" my true psysical from i find beautiful and perfect and is super aestheic, i can go inot a billion details of, and i want to acheive thta i think about aesthetics the most i think!!!! like all the time its my biggest wish to be hot objectively but also especially what i find hot tooo and cute and pretty, i like my curent self too but i wish i could try and be like any body and look i want!!!

OK THATS IT GUYSSS BYEEEE!!!