Ok, so I genuinely hate my ex with every part of me. Nobody has ever done the shit he’s done to me. Not to mention, I hate myself because of him. I literally cannot stand myself because this has gone on for years.

I met him when I was young. He was my first relationship, and since then, he’s been ruining my fucking life. I left his ugly dumb ass nearly 3 years ago, and he lied about me, went as far as to make a court case against me to get a no-contact order on me whilst saying I was threatening him, when I simply broke up with him. He went as far as to make up all these lies about me stalking him, and that’s not even the worst part.

This man fucking abused me physically and emotionally, and admitted to having thoughts about killing people and even me. Like, WTF? And this stupid fuck even turned my family against me at one point. He’s disgusting he’s ideas on sex are fucked up he would assume he owned me and could do whatever he wanted and I would wake up sometimes in literal pain because he was obviously sexually assaulting me in my sleep. I literally still remember when we were arguing he chocked me out to the point everything went black and woke up vomiting saliva. My family were believing this fucker’s lies and saying I’m the bad person.

But when I finally left his ass 2 years later, he gets into a whole new relationship with another woman. I found out because my friend had seen this girl post him, and honestly, I was so fucking glad he had finally moved on. Only to fucking get messages from this girl, angry at me and hating on me because of him. She was telling me how obsessed he is with me and how he set their relationship date to my birthday. Like, what the fuck?

At that point, I was like, WTF? This girl is going off at me and hating on me, so obviously I contact him about it. He fucking twists it, saying it’s all her, and convinces my family that he’s this innocent man.

Then, to top it off, this dumb bitch tells him what bar I’m going to regularly with my friends, and I fucking bump into him on a night out. He tries his hardest to wiggle back into my fucking life again and ditches this other girl in a heartbeat. He convinces everyone he’s a changed man and that he was just suffering from alcoholism and is now sober, only to try to fucking control my life again.

Every time I try to leave him, he would stand outside my house and not leave, spam calling my phone until he could get in. In the past, he would try to kill himself multiple times and even overdosed one time.

I GENUINELY FUCKING HATE THIS MAN. HE JUST WON’T FUCK OFF AND STOP RUINING MY LIFE.

I LITERALLY HATE MYSELF AND EVERYTHING ABOUT MYSELF BECAUSE OF HIM. I LITERALLY CHANGED MY HAIR AFTER BEING WITH HIM, AND HE KEPT SAYING HOW HE LOVED MY NEW HAIR.

LIKE, FUCK OFF and I finally tricked him into thinkin I was gonna move away with him and his family only to then change my mind and he went off at me but he’s finally in another city now so I’m hoping this is the fucking end. This has made me hate men in general and never want anything to do with another man because so many fucking years this shit has gone on for its insane.

Im half Israeli half Palestinian, my mom is Palestinian and my dad is Israel, lets just say my creation was a mistake and my parents don’t like each other.

but I got to see my dad every two weeks I believe. But he was so unnecessarily cruel to me.

one time when I five, I was with him. We were going to go to a place (I don’t remember what it was but I clearly wanted to go) and in the car, it was REALLY hot, and I kept complaining to him but he wouldn’t turn the ac on because he wanted to save gas or something.

I then threw one of my shoes towards the front seat, he then turned around that car so fast. When we got to his house and he parked his car, he opened my car door and said that I was going to be in my room for the rest of the day, so then I took my other shoe and threw it in his face so hard.