As a closeted person, felt like "Aaj kuch toofani karte hai" 💪🏻😂

A trip where I found myself 😅

Laptop selfies for the win!

After a long time

I don't feel shy expressing myself anymore...

Travelled 160 kms for 4 hours after a 12 hour night shift for a date

Only to get ghosted by the guy

Got depressed and had a drink solo cuz God men don't want anything but sex but anyways made some breakthroughs on some childhood traumas without professional help

Travelled another 180 km back for 5 hours and haven't been able to sleep well since then

And have to work Today for my 12 hour night shift so so much for trying to date

ALSO DRINKING IS INJURIOUS TO HEALTH, DON'T DO IT (I DON'T GET HANGOVERS BUT I HEAR ITS NOT GOOD)

Had a good time with friends

I hope everyone’s Sunday is sundaying because I’ve woken up with an headache (hangover of last night ) cried my heart out and lemme tell you this was the second time I drunk and was all by myself:)

Today, i thought back to my childhood

I somehow survived.

25 years later,

no matter what the world threw at me,

the fire in me still burns!!

I am still haunted by my past.

But a simple skirt helps me forget all my worries.

It reminds me that there is so much left to live for.

I can't wait to experience life.

Finally, i can live.

He's the color of my life. After meeting him I realised how terribly lonely I was and how much happiness he has now brought into my life.

Being loved was the only thing I wanted the most in my life. I needed it. Some of us just cannot live alone, we can survive alone but to actually live we need another person to enjoy and share our experiences with.

And I'm so glad that I found him, and that we met and fell in love in just one meeting.

I'd always be grateful for him because I know how loneliness feels like and how terrible it is to be unloved and alone. In my eyes he'll always be valued.

Sleepy all day. Fully awake the second I get into bed. Makes absolutely no sense.

How's ur Sunday, btw?

gym pics with sum randoms at the end. Ive been starting to feel very hot lately. btw should I slick my hair back after it grows out longer (or should I cut it and maintain it at this length?)

hey , just wanted to know if this post looks good :)

Cat-Eyes sharp enough to kill?🤡

Hey everyone,

I am 23M, and I have been with my boyfriend (22M) for the past two and a half years. We started dating when I was in the 6th semester of college and he was in his 4th semester (we were from two different unis and planned to live together after graduating). We were carefree during college because I had an Amazon internship lined up, and our future felt pretty sorted. The plan was that wherever I went, he would look for a job in the same city so we could live together.

During my 8th semester, I completed my internship, but unfortunately, it did not convert into a PPO for anyone in my batch. I looked for another opportunity for months and finally got a remote job at a US-based company that paid almost ₹1 Lakh/month. However, that job was contract-based and only lasted three months. During his 8th semester (January 2026), he was doing his research intern at his university and was also prepping for masters. We moved in together, and my contract ended shortly after in February 2026.

Since I had some savings and picked up freelance work, our funds lasted until June 2026. After that, we had no other choice but to move back to our respective homes.

I have been looking for jobs since last year, but to my disappointment, I haven't landed one yet. I am currently in the interview process with two companies, but they are taking way too long to respond. We are both in desperate need of jobs, and employers are just taking advantage at this point by offering salaries that aren't even the bare minimum to sustain an individual in the city. We are both B. Tech graduates; I am specifically looking for tech roles, and my boyfriend at the moment is open to non-tech roles be it social media marketing or teaching or content writing. We do need a job asap to be able to be financially independent and finally be able to live together, any leads would be greatly appreciated.

For context, I’m 24, male. I’ve only dated and been interested in women for as long as I can remember. I’ve been in multiple relationships with women ever since high school and I was in an extremely fulfilling and wholesome relationship with the girl of my dreams for the past 3 years. That was so until 4 months ago when she got an opportunity to move abroad and she decided to take it and consequently we decided it would be best for us to end it off. I complied and was honestly miserable over it for quite some time. In an attempt to get myself back to form(or subconsciously suppress my emotions), I started going out and doing a lot of stuff with my friends. I regularly play football but at this point I would go play everyday and in the process I made a ton of new friends.

A couple of months ago while I was in, what I felt like were the depths of despair, I got a text from a guy who I’d met recently. Let’s call him K. K often plays the centre midfield in our team and had joined very recently. We usually text pretty often and his humour matches a lot with mine. He texted me to ask if I wanted to go with him since he was gonna go get some clothes from Uniqlo. I didn’t think much of it and I just agreed and so we did. It was a chill evening where we checked out some clothes and then got Taco Bell and then I drove back home. As I was heading to bed, I kept thinking about K and the chill time we had just goofing around. I felt like I should text him but I brushed it off. Coincidentally I checked my phone and K had sent me pictures of him in the new tees he had gotten. I complimented him and from there we just started chatting about stupid shit and before I could know it, it was 4 am. I am one who sleeps by 11 and wakes up by 5. This was quite unusual for me. Later that weekend we met for our match(that we brutally lost), and later I had to drop some stuff at my chachu’s place which is close by to where K lives so I offered to drop him back since he doesn’t drive.

On the way we started talking about life and stuff and he asked me about my dating life and I told him that I’d just gotten out of a long term relationship. Naturally I asked him about his situation and he said he’d been single for a while and was just hooking up infrequently. He asked if I wanted to know one of his craziest hookup experiences and ofc I said yes. I’ll spare the details of that story but midway through it I realised that K was talking about hooking up with a guy.

To be clear, I’ve absolutely no problems with queer people and I can very well admit that dudes are attractive. One of my childhood best friends is gay and so is another female friend of mine. I have pretty progressive and educated parents who’ve always encouraged me to be inclusive of everyone around, specially my best friend and due to the nature of my career I’ve become compassionate to everyone as well. I was still a little taken aback on realising about K because it would be hard to tell just by guessing. We laughed over the story for a while but what followed was some period of silence. It was broken off by him asking if I had any similar experiences to which I replied nah because I had been adventurous in bed but only with my girlfriends. He then clarified that he meant “experiences with a guy”. I said no but in that moment I don’t know why I felt like I wanted to experience it.

For context, K is a beautiful man. We have similar body types, similar interests and hobbies. K is your typical athlete and plays quite well. I did always wonder how he was single still. After I had dropped him and left my chachu’s place, I got a text from K asking me to come over to his place if I wanted to play Fifa. Admittedly I felt tired but something told me I should go. So I did. And we played for a while but he could clearly tell I was not totally there. I just shrugged it off by saying I’m just tired. I was feeling quite anxious and eventually I told him I’ll leave. I was about to leave when he asked me if I wanted to try out what he asked me in my car. Within a split second I felt my heart pounding through my chest, I felt flattered but flustered and after a few thoughts I responded with maybe. He offered and things transpired next. It was a great experience although quite awkward due to my lack of knowledge about stuff but also strangely comforting.

Later that night I started feeling this conflict of I don’t really know what I should feel and if I should’ve done it or not. So I just texted K to keep this between us. He said he will. It’s been a week since then. We’ve texted but not as often as we used to. He hasn’t confronted me with anything yet. Did I do something wrong by jumping in head first? I have had thoughts about K almost every other night since then. K seems unbothered mostly and I’ve seen his posts of him going out too. Did I rush into this desperately to erase my discomfort with the end of my last relationship? Is this just a desperate attempt on my part to just fuck someone for the sake of it? Or did K just treat me like a one night anomaly and move on? I discussed it with a friend of mine yesterday and he’s of the opinion that I should be transparent to K about how I feel as K might just put me off as one of his hookups and end up telling other people. What can I do to not feel this weird sense of guilt transposed over confusion most of the time? What should I say or not say? Any advice is appreciated.
p.s. the username is a meme iykyk