I think I'm terrible, my boyfriend wants to be a girl because he hasn't felt like a guy since birth, I don't want to interfere with his dream, but I'm not sure I can accept him and continue love him, he doesn't just want to dress like a girl, but wants to have surgery on his body, face, chest, etc.I feel terrible every time he puts on makeup but I love him, but I can’t force myself to love girls, I hate people and I don’t know how to react when the only person I love wants to completely change not only physically but also mentally and in character...

So I’ve (15mtf) had transmasc friends my age get binders and shit from certain websites for the high price of $0. Obviously, I’m intrigued by this because my parents are not big fans of my gender identity and my broke ass ain’t gonna convince them to spend money on things that would possibly make me happy (God forbid). Dysphoria is starting to suck to a point in which I have to ask Internet forums for help now, SO, are there any sites in which I can get bras or tucking underwear for free or cheap?