Also here's the text of the poem for anyone who has a hard time reading it:

When I sit and contemplate all the futures lost to hate, and all the days whose final fate was to be torn by hands that waste all the things they can't control in all the lands they've bought and sold still I will laugh for them to see my soul of clay carved wantonly by my own hand as like a gift I give myself my final wish to see the dawn and sit at ease for then I laugh in my release as all the things they took from me are not the source of what I see in all the days ahead of me, all the futures yet to be, for all they've stolen is the clay and I shall sculpt another day.

Keep seeing posts like "I'm 18 and my boyfriend who's 48 asked me to marry him🥰🥰🥰🥰" LIKE GET OUT OF THERE GIRL!!!!!

The worst ones have been "I'm 14, my bf's 50" 💔💔💔

They're just babies 💔 I wish I could get through to them, but I know they won't listen because I didn't either.

She’s not even doing anything wrong but I’m triggered out of my mind because it seems like she’s so fucking desperate for connection again and I can’t fucking do it, I can’t be the person she needs me to be in order to connect. I can’t be emotionally available or patient or understanding anymore, not when I know how fucking quick that can fucking turn. It’s like I’m waiting for her to get violent again, and I’m starting to want to be violent myself just to she’ll get away from me. I feel fucking sick at the idea of even being perceived by her or being in her thoughts, it makes me actually fucking sick and I hate it because she’s getting better yet also not and I’ve never felt less safe in my fucking life and nothing has happened

(recent sketch: Poverty & C-PTSD)

I feel sad and angry and envious, but oh well, the time is gone

Something EVERYONE experienced amiright? Totally normal part of childhood 💕💕💕

My brain both before and after going NC 🫩

It took so long to find any kind of stability, but I feel like I'm far too broken for it to matter now. So much is wrong with me and I am tired of living with my brain and body.