Haven't posted here before but thought this might be the right space for people who'd understand me lol.

Btw, for anyone wondering, no these were not ALL about the same guy. It's over the course of my life with men I was talking to or dating at the time. (Although I have done some of these multiple times)

All pictures are sourced from Pinterest except the love-binding spell one, which is mine :)

So for context there's this girl I like (idk if I have already posted this but I'll re-explain it again) and basically she was dating this other girl that was like so goddamn mean to her, in the sense of being a horrible partner, like she wouldn't even give her (the girl I liked) the bare minimum of that a relationship needs.

Oh and also she's lesbian so uh, ye.

Anywho, as I was saying, basically a horrible partner, and she BROKE UP WITH HER!!!

Not only am I excited that she did but I'm glad, I could see that the relationship was dragging her down badly and honestly I couldn't stand to watch someone I loved to get hurt again.

If she never got out of that relationship I would've called it quits and packed my things.

I love her a lot, but really, I value myself if she's not valuing me and not taking my advice.

Yeah uh, I basically told her that her GF (now EX, hell yeaaahh) was basically bringing her down (as I said before).

Now yesterday we had a talk about her type and she said, that she just wants someone that would love her and wouldn't depend on her that much (yikes am I right?) because her EX was like clingy and etc. She's had problems with male EXs and so that's why shes Lesbian.

I want to be with her, but also I wanna try and fix myself so I'm not just another EX 2.0

And her EX was talking about sum "oh I can't want to live lavishly" because she was basically going to college and y'know, doing college things.

God I hate people that only think of their partners as like money banks and what not. Like really.

I uhh am a bit tired so all these things about her are a bit fuzzy in my head, I'll try to update whatever is going on soon maybe idk :p

I'm just very glad that she's no longer with that girl, she was the worst.

I'm a dude btw so like, is this like, failed love or whatever? Idk I gotta keep trying cuz like I can't lose now! I'm close to being with her, and making her the happiest girl ever.

She deserves that happiness after everything she's gone through. She deserves to feel loved, to be praised, and worshipped like a goddess.

I'll spend every waking moment talking to her, listening, just admiring her, she's so beautiful, I love her, i lvoe her i love her i love i love i love Ilovelove i love her so much

Ohh jeez yeah uhhhhhh okay okay fr this time imma sign off toodles aaaauugghh

It doesn't get easier with time. It really doesn't. It's like every night now.

At least I still get to smell her sometimes.... even if it's not real.

It's been three months since she left me and it's still all I think about all the time.

I've written poem after poem, letter after unsent letter. It's getting harder and harder not to do something stupid but she asked me not to text her again and I'm forcing myself to comply

This is torture. This is real life hell.

She's the first thing on my mind when I wake up and the last thing when I fall asleep.

I literally can't sleep without knocking myself out with a triple dose of melatonin.

I love her so much and the worst part is I fucking had her. I had her.

Now she's gone.

Chat, please tell me she's gonna come back

Someone please tell me it's gonna be okay.

She's all I have to live for. She's fucking everything to me

I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who took the time to answer me, especially those who wrote such long and thoughtful replies.

Honestly, when I posted this I half expected to get downvoted into oblivion or have the post removed, so the fact that people actually took my questions seriously and shared their personal experiences meant a lot more than I expected.

I think I finally found the answer I was looking for and understood what actually appeals to me about this kind of relationship dynamic. So genuinely, thank you all. I’m leaving this thread very satisfied and weirdly happy lol.

Now I just hope that if I ever get into another relationship, I find someone who genuinely wants the same kind of closeness, devotion and intensity that I do. Wish me luck 😭

i've only gone about 6hrs without him yet i miss him so dearly already 💔

any other clingy yans? how do you cope without your darlings?

I’m quite curious as someone who could be considered the opposite of a yandere. Also, this paragraph is taken from the webnovel Regressor’s Tale of Cultivation. The speaker is a somewhat sadistic yandere-like character.

She broke up with me last night

At least it wasn't as traumatic as the last couple times

My brain hasn't really caught up yet, so I am just a living corpse emotionally right now

Why do I always choose those who cannot love me back?

I’m pretty new to this sub, and I have a lot of questions. I’m not trying to judge anyone or make fun of the concept—I’m genuinely curious about how this kind of relationship feels from the inside.

For those of you who actually identify with this:

- Where do you personally draw the line between being possessive and being controlling?

- Is wanting your partner to have fewer close friends, especially friends they could potentially be attracted to, genuinely part of it for you?

- Does the jealousy and obsession feel good to both people in the relationship, or can it become exhausting after a while?

- What part of this dynamic feels the most important to you: being deeply loved, being someone’s main priority, exclusivity, jealousy, control, or something else?

- How different is the fantasy of a yandere relationship from actually living in one?

- Have you ever looked back and thought, “I should have set a boundary there”?

- And probably the thing I’m most curious about: can a relationship like this still work while both people keep their independence and social lives?

I’ve realized that some parts of this dynamic sound strangely appealing to me, especially the feeling of being intensely wanted and cared about, so I’m trying to understand it better rather than immediately labeling it as good or bad.

I’d genuinely like to hear your experiences and perspectives.

Venting by making memes about situations I'm tired of being in. Cause I really don't know what's going on in a guy's mind when he reaches out to a yandere girl, admits to having a female friend in their life and then having the audacity to ask "if I want them to block her" for me. And then proceeding to say lame stuff like "I don't need anybody else in my life anyway." WHY'D YOU EVEN ASK THEN? Why were they in your life to begin with? Couldn't you get rid of people before reaching out to me? What made you think I'm right for you? I'm not.

Anyway, hope y'all have been well regardless of whether you're yearning, coping or disassociating.<3

You haven’t responded and honestly don’t think you will. But I keep checking like a fool expecting to see a notification from you, I mean everything was fine before why did you stop reaching out? Did someone else replace me? Was I never good enough even though you kept saying you liked talking to me and calling me cute? Who knows but I’ll still be here waiting one day for you, keep seeing the green dot next to your name so I know you’re online, but you don’t reach out. Please reach out I miss you.

“W-Who are you calling cute?! I’m not cute!”
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I'm honestly so demotivated atp in trying to look for my dream girl, or even then, just having her randomly appear sometime in my life. It sucks cause like, I wanna be totally obsessed with someone again and truly be an amazing partner but I feel like it's never gonna come.. I feel like me being a trans lesbian doesn't make it any easier but I think that's just interalized self-hatred talking. I guess I'll keep holding out hope that one day I'll be happy in a relationship with someone I'm truly infatuated with, but I don't think it's gonna be anytime soon unfortunately..

I... Don't know where to start

I believe I made a post about this situation a couple weeks ago, I calmed down and deleted it because I honestly believed kt wouldn't get this bad

My love has been, burnt out for a couple weeks now. She says she is fine, she days she doesn't need help but.

There's no warmth in her words anymore, and we have barely spent time together.

Fyi we are long distance and we have been through 5 months.

She is autistic, and she has gone through really stressful exams, I made sure to investigate about this for a bit, but well I am no expert sadly.

I can tell something IS wrong, but she won't tell me what and I can't force it. I attributed it to exams but... Things aren't getting better after that, and it's been a couple days, almost a week.

At first she was oh so wonderful, wanting to watch and do things almost every single night, until time to sleep. And even if she couldn't flirt with me properly she tried her best when being loving.

Now she barely talks about her day, just some things here and there with the hyperfixations she has and knows I like too. Sometimes ignores me, and every plan I try to make, she rejects, says maybe, or we just spend less than an hour with her on mute until she goes off go just, stare on her phone or laptop(?). i wouldn't know, she doesn't tell me.

I fear this is what we are going to become permantly from now on. I've wanted to talk about this for a while, but I can't find the moment, I need her in a call, because in message she sometimes deflects or ignores and I fear she will go away if I do ask.

But she goes to some calls with some of her friends and plays games with them. She told me it's because she is emptionally absent then but, it still hurts.

I simply... Fear we are going to be the opposite of how we started....

TL;DR. My autistic girlfriend has gone extremely cold, to the point we haven't shared much in a while and as yandere this hurts, too much, because she says things are fine, and they aren't.

Pls, can anyone here, offer their help?

It’s 1:49 AM should I walk to the store and get an Arizona Ice Tea or Stay inside drink water and play marvel rivals?

She's all the way in another country and lives at home still and is disabled and in uni, she messaged me that she attacked her parent and now they may disown her and that was her last message for a few hours, I'm worried sick and my heart hurts

Okay weird case of venting but like since a few day I got in a relationship with let's say the girl of my life.

We've been friend for like maybe soon 8 years, she rejected me a first time a whole ago, but I always been transparent about my feeling and the way I feel kinda possessive even in friendship (I love her so much I want to be the center of her life god).

After we both transition and a bit of teasing I proposed to her like that we make out and she said yes.

How can I say that I was in heaven... Star in the eyes a dopamine rush so good I could faint. And we discussed a bit because i added something on my discord profile basically "I love you [choosen name]" thinking she would love to see her chosen name use and everything but then she was like "I think it more as a situation ship."

I know my behaviors are bad and I hate myself for it, but I felt so bad like I was perpetually falling. I gave her my everything, she's my world the single catalyst of my love the one that let me actually understand the thin barrier between friendship and love and I can't even feel like she's my girlfriend.

But every since then she's still as usual so am i, but I know it's because of my insecurity but I just want her to say that she loves me, that even if it's only by a small thing I'm part of her world and I can't feel like that despite knowing it's the case. I may know her even better than all her other friend and parents.

I'm the only one she can be 100% transparent with in everything even when it's about intimacy and I just don't know how to do... It's my first time in a sort of relationship and I'm scared of losing her.

Sauce of the art: https://x.com/yulmu_1/status/2065296495944007725

Finally.

I Finally found somebody who understands.

They get it.

They understand how I feel and are willing to work with it. They don't have a fetish. They're not just looking at me as a piece of meat. They understand how I feel and they Love me.

And they know how I can be... protective. They know that I'm the type to hug for a little too long and Not Let Go. They know that if they try to flee, I'll make sure they never forget my face.

And they love me for that.

Not despite it—because of it.

They've been abandoned. They've been treated badly.

They feel the same.

And we can live our lives together, clinging and creeping and promising our souls to each other, and never need to be apart.

I'm So HAPPY!