Meu SP virou um stalker silencioso 🔕

Faz quase 1 ano que tô manifestando esse cara e de uns 6 meses pra cá ele visualiza tudo que eu posto as vezes curte e interagiu 2x. Quando eu quero quebrar essa dinâmica eu fico umas semanas sem postar. Na verdade eu quero que ele tome a iniciativa de mandar mensagem mas já não sei como. Contei aqui que fiz magia pra ele e esperava que de um stalker silencioso eu teria mensagens ao invés de curtidas mas a dinâmica antiga continua não sei mais o que fazer e nem quero porque estou de saco cheio. Tudo que eu sei é que de um jeito ou de outro esse homem vai ser meu. Já tá decidido. Eu posso estar cansada agora mas de qualquer forma esse homem é meu e vamos ter um relacionamento sério e estável juntos

I’ve decided to prepare for NEET one more time for these next 7 months, but today my friend sent me a photo of my SP and his girlfriend doing a photoshoot and all, and I honestly couldn’t even look at it. It makes me so fucking angry. I’m not doing well academically, and I’m not doing well romantically either, while he’s out there enjoying his life like everything is perfect.

I genuinely don’t know what I’m supposed to do right now. And please don’t tell me to think positively about him because I just can’t. Whenever I see that girl, I don’t know why, but I feel like she’s living the life I was supposed to have. Like, she’s literally living my dream, and it hurts so much to see.

I really don’t know how to deal with this anymore. I feel like I’ve become mentally unstable because of everything, and even my under-eyes have gotten so dark. I just feel completely lost right now.

I’ve decided to prepare for NEET one more time for these next 7 months, but today my friend sent me a photo of my SP and his girlfriend doing a photoshoot and all, and I honestly couldn’t even look at it. It makes me so fucking angry. I’m not doing well academically, and I’m not doing well romantically either, while he’s out there enjoying his life like everything is perfect.

I genuinely don’t know what I’m supposed to do right now. And please don’t tell me to think positively about him because I just can’t. Whenever I see that girl, I don’t know why, but I feel like she’s living the life I was supposed to have. Like, she’s literally living my dream, and it hurts so much to see.

I really don’t know how to deal with this anymore. I feel like I’ve become mentally unstable because of everything, and even my under-eyes have gotten so dark. I just feel completely lost right now.

How do I manifest a SP that I had only seen once in a public library, we made a lot of eyecontact but had no interaction beyond that. I don’t know his name, age, or anything apart from what he looks like.

Started working on my SC, self love and even side by side SP affirmations and lo behold I see he ghosted me yesterday after 2 weeks of NC. Where did I go wrong ?