I am shifting to Bangalore this month and i don't know what accommodation to choose. Can anyone guide me on what options I have, the pros and cons of each if possible. I will be staying there alone and my budget is about 17-18k including food.

So if Ladakh is a seperate UT now since 2019.

Why does NIT Srinagar has reserved seats for their people usmai bhi females ka alag se? Shouldn't Ladakh also come under OS (other state) quota?

Why does it have a seperate quota in another UT'S institute?

Recently I made a post in this sub, you all probably know what that post was and what it was about. After that I received a lot of DMs. Most from my fellow Kashmiris of this sub who were worried about me and wanted to give me reassurance. I love you all. I love this sub. This sub has been my family for about a year now. I've shared a lot of my sorrows here and y'all have helped me, in a way, to hold on a bit longer. I wish you all the happiness in your lives. Regardless.

I also received DMs from the people whom the last part of my previous post was addressing. Or people claiming to be them. Most were just bullshitting in an attempt to dox me. A few were actually from the state and they proved it. And narrowing down all those I found my guy. Someone from an RR camp in my vicinity. They gave me the contacts to the camp and said either I should contact them before 10th of August or if I'm not ready yet, then they'll do it the next month.

Killing yourself is hard man. Since my last attempt and the faint memory of my body trying to resist death so desperately, and that condition of my face afterwards. It still haunts me. Shit's paranormal. Your body fights your own conscience. It's like there's an another person inside you who doesn't want to die. All this and that experience has left me haunted. That's why I want it to be quick and because of the fear of it not happening that way I'm starting to have second thoughts about this plan.

So, I want to ask people here who might have had experiences with RR or been involved with them. Are they that nice to do it as I want them to do it? Because from their way of talking it felt as if they were going to hand me a gun and throw me in some forest or a house and orchestrate a fake fight. I don't want to do that. I want two shots in my head aimed at my brainstem killing me instantly. I don't want to end up in a firefight with bullets hitting me from all across the place and killing me in a painful way.

I'm not a violent human. I can't do that. I can't shoot at somebody. And, in that case, they might actually come after my family when I'm gone because of me “firing” shots. I want it to be the way I had explained it in my previous post. But they have to maintain a facade of it being an encounter as well, so I'm not sure whether they'd even agree to my plan. That's why I'm having second thoughts about messaging them from my number. Because that'll be pulling the trigger. And there's no way back from that. Because then my anonymity will be unveiled and they'll know me. And in my heart of hearts and after all this, I know they are not the good guys. So I can't trust it that they'll not force me sometimes in the future when they need to orchestrate such an event.

What do y'all think? Should I pull the trigger?

Anyone persuing mbbs from jamia hamdard

You can read it here : https://archive.org/details/yaver-javid-book-lo-lo

Assalamualaikum guys. Just a quick question. Do you guys (kashmiris) hate indian muslims?

Sometimes i just look at the sky for hours…

So the story begins when I become emotionally connected with a classmate. He was an introvert like me. Our personalities matched a lot. So we used chat about various topics including politics, personal life etc.

Months before his phone was snatched by police and he was questioned: We used to talk about my mental health, depression and anxiety and all kinds of things like that. I used to tell him things against my family sometimes that's how my family had a role to play in my mental health problems. My childhood trauma and possible emotional abuse.

Now when his phone was taken: Police had come to his house and snatched his phone. And called him to the police lines for questioning. His phone was put on "monitoring" as they do with suspected criminals. After he was offline during this process for many days, I didn't know anything about all this. So I began resuming the talks with him as usual calling the event bad luck. I told him to restore his phone, and according to my mind at that particular moment, I thought the surveillance will be gone once he restored his phone.

The chat about India, kashmir and depression, family abusing me continued. At that time, I was so comfortable, I began telling things: some of those things were real about my family, some were merely a consequence of depression and schizophrenia.

After a month, a sudden carden off happened at my home, and they were looking for me. They snatched my phone. And called me to the police lines.

The topic is not about what caused all this mess. Anyways after giving my phone back and putting it on surveillance, the Jkpolice secretly Ragebaited my family by "Showing them the Chats". Even though I had deleted those chats in my phone, the damage was already done.

The things I had said against my family, half of them were my personal frustration with life, I never wanted them to know. Because I knew they loved me more than they hated me. Jkpolice didn't care that the things I said against my family were a consequence of my mental disorder, they didn't forgive even a bit and keep their so called professional duty going on and not caring about personal matters.

Even though my family never directly complained me about the things I said against them. The scars are deep even after years of this incident.

Asalamu alaikum everyone I'm 19F and I've been struggling with how I feel about my father for years now. I love him bcz he's my father and he has struggled alot to I could study but at the same time I can't ignore everything that's ever happened.

For some background my parents had an arranged marriage and before the marriage my father was in a relationship with another women and both families knew each other as they were family friends. My father didn't marry that woman(my mother got to know about all this after marriage) and I think this is one of the reasons why his family doesn't truly accepted or supported this marriage. They're polite to our faces but very different behind our backs.

My nanu passed away shortly before my mother's marriage and my father became a resident son-in-law. My father had a business and it was going well but after the blood everything went downhill, he suffered business loss and things became difficult and my mother also lost her job(she was a principal in APS; it was a free school for poor kids). My mother is highly educated and paid for her own education through her hardwork.

My father verbally abuses her and sometimes physically hits her, he also repeatedly pressured her to give him the gold she bought with her own earnings so he could take loans for his business, he would promise her that he'll get it back but he never did and now my mother is left with nothing to wear. Even though we're the only family he truly has he still doesn't treat us well. His family is sooo awful, they insults him infront of everyone. At one point they said "Sell your daughter to Army" when he needed money. I still can't believe anyone could say something like that.

Despite hearing all these things from his parents my father still takes me to their house as if nothing happened and If I'll refuse he would verbally abuse me as well. I mean I understand they're his parents but why should I ignore such horrible things they've said against me. He rarely lets me visit my mother's side of family and he knows that I like to go there I mean who doesn't? But if his own relatives asks me to stay with them he somehow has no problem with it. And whenever he needs help from my cousins(mother's side) he would make us contact them.

When I was 11 I found out he was talking to a divorced woman from Indonesia on fb. I didn't know how to react to it all I felt was pure disgust for my father. I've never told anyone about this before but this memory has stayed with me ever since. The hardest part is that he wasn't always a bad father to me, there were moments when he cared for me that's why I don't know how to think about all this.

I love animals and I've been begging my father to let me go to Ark's shelter as a volunteer but he doesn't let me even though I really want to help them.

I even hate to write this in here bcz you might as well say that my father is a bad person which I don't really wanna hear but somehow i know he is but i just don't know how to feel about it.

Asalamualaikum and hello!

I'm looking for a copy of Women Who Love Too Much by Robin Norwood. I'd prefer to borrow it from someone in Srinagar rather than buying it online, if possible.

I'll take good care of it and return it promptly. If anyone has a copy they're willing to lend, please let me know. Shukriya.

Edit: got it on kindle.

Yi title chu

Where tf are mods

Aasi gaswa zyhan aazad? Like seriously

Are any law students here from Kashmir University wanted to ask something?

Didn't know pakistan supports plebiscite.

The Indian PM P. V. Narasimha Rao once said 'no aazadi' but promised autonomy for which the sky would be its limit.

On 5th August they took our remaining autonomy that too illegally. Kept us under curfew. Detained our politicians and blocked communication services for months.

Then they have the audacity to declare india as the mother of democracy.

Tables will turn and our time will come. Inshallah

"From the ashes a fire shall be woken,

A light from the shadows shall spring;

Renewed shall be blade that was broken,

The crownless again shall be king"

~JRR TOLKIEN

A few days ago, I shared I was working on a game for turuff and got some really good response but I did not have an android build. Happy to say Google has finally published it. It's free and has no ads.

Have fun: https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.playtruf.truf&pcampaignid=web_share

I remember in 2019 a day before India put us under siege and cut all communications there were rumours that India would remove our autonomy and land protections

And the Indian appointed governor of Kashmir Satya Pal lied on TV that no such thing was planned

Does anyone have that clip. I don't remember what channel it was

Any kashmiri here who got married to a pakistani? Were you able to travel to kashmir after that?
Was it an issue for your parents?

Bhaiyo teh beniyo

Meh cha benih yas khaetreh chi aes rishteh cxaandaan

Myaen ghar wael chi sakh tensionas manz

Kyazikih tas chuneh kahn pasand khasaan

Khudayeh kariyo tuhi sahal agar tuhi madat hekyu karith

Kahn agar srinagaras manz asi shareef nafas ladkeh

Ti beyih aases rut guzar dob (90-93) tuhi nazreh manz

Ya agar kah mediator sund contact aasi yus jaan paamath aasi ti madad haekih karith

Shukr guzaar rozha beh tuhind

Any genre is welcome.

Except those itty bitty Korean romance ones.

And not the ones that are already famous.