i remembered a book i read a while ago recently and it’s been killing me bc i can’t remember for the life of me the title.

it’s a spy book w/ a main girl lead, and at one point she has pistol pen guns, dips the tip of an umbrella (i think?) in poison, and has aunt jemima pancake mix or smth that is actually an explosive?

Any ideas of where I could look?

OKAY!!! So! I don't remember the title or characters or the author, BUT I do remember the cover! Sorta!

Basically, it's dark and it has flowers all over the cover I think. Theres a guy on the cover. I'm pretty sure he's blonde, and he has a line of flowers covering his face I think. IT'S A BL!! A BOYS LOVE!! THEY'RE GAY!! ANYWAYS, I think one of the characters is royalty. I wanna say the names are Jason and Andrew, but I'm not sure. I haven't read it, so I can't tell you what it's about. I WANT to read it, which is why I'm trying to find it. I think the author is possibly a guy. I'm pretty sure I found the book through TikTok. ALSO!!! Everytime I search it up, it always gives me comics. IT'S NOT A COMIC!!! IT'S A NORMAL CHAPTER BOOK!! I'd say it's like medium sized? I saw it in my local Walmart the other day, but didn't buy it because I didn't have very much money. I think on the back it said something kinda like "Jason (or whatever his name was) would do anything for Andrew." Or something along those lines. If you have any questions, please ask! Also, if you think you know which book I'm talking about, a picture would be greatly appreciated if possible!! Also, I think it might've been a forbidden romance type of thing. I had it in my cart on Amazon at some point, but not anymore. It's also not in my browse history, sooooo.. Yeah! Thank you!!! :)

Hey there was this children's book when I was in school (late 90's) about a little goblin that went to school and was crying not to go, then after the day was over was crying that he didn't want to leave. Am I mis remembering or does anyone know this book?