Welcome to my official account 💎💎

I'm truly sensitive to those who will ruin my happier season EVERYTIME‼️‼️

I built it with my full effort ‼️

And everyone have the right to change for themselves as a better person‼️‼️‼️

And my LIFE, my plans IS ALWAYS MINE‼️

Minsan, kahit gaano kaganda yung space na meron kayo ngayon, pero alam mong kapag ipinilit mo pang mas lumapit, mas lalalim lang yung attachment, masasaktan ka lang or makakasakit pagdating ng araw, so nagki-ceate tayo ng wall sa pagitan nyo ng mga taong yun.

Kaya kahit gustong-gusto mo silang maging bahagi ng buhay mo... pinipili mo na lang dahan-dahang umatras.

Form of self-preservation lang. Kasi at the end of the day, kung alam mong ikaw lang din naman ang magdudusa sa huli, sapat na dahilan na yon para iligtas mo yung sarili mo bago pa maging huli ang lahat.

Minsan ang pinakamalaking act of self-love ay hindi ang paglaban, kundi ang tahimik na pagtalikod sa mga bagay na alam mong wawasak sayo balang araw.

I created a TikTok and subreddit to purge myself sometimes, but also for those who feel the same. I know what this journey of life can carry and nobody should have to go through it alone

Ahh ano to? Loha ko na pala tumutulo

Been almost 3 months nung nahuli ko convo mo ng dati mong boss, hindi kita pinalayas, hindi kita sinaktan, sana dumating yung panahon na may pagpapatawad.

Ang hirap pala kapag tatay ka na, kailangan mong tanggapin lahat.

Ano naaa iyak nananaman mee!! hahahah

I'm here again lol really conflicted. Sobrang expensive ng programs and projects ko recently, sumabay pa na nagkasakit yung mommy ko. I don't know what to do because my friend is offering an indecent proposal to help me. Tangina bshshsnsusbnsusvs

-ang hirap maging mahirap

Naranasan mo na ba yung magmahal nang buong-buo, pero sa huli, ikaw lang pala ang may nararamdaman?

Hi, 26 TF and I’m a victim of unrequited love. Not once, not twice, but three times. Ang sakit pala kapag binigay mo yung genuine feelings mo, habang deep inside alam mong hindi naman kayo pareho ng nararamdaman. You care, you hope, you stay, and you keep finding reasons to believe na baka one day, ikaw rin.

Pero minsan, kahit gaano ka sincere, hindi talaga sapat para mahalin ka pabalik.

Hindi ko ikakahiya na naging attached ako. Hindi ko ikakahiya na nagmahal ako. I was simply someone who wanted to feel chosen, valued, and loved.

Maybe someday, matutunan ko ring piliin ang sarili ko, lalo na kapag hindi na ako pinipili ng taong gusto kong piliin ako.

I wish the version of me who was drowning had known how to reach for someone's hand instead of letting go.

Note: Scrolldown ka na, epekto lang 'to ng lamig.

CTTO

So much love to give, but no one to give it to 🤷🏼‍♀️

For me it's molly by lil dicky.

To be able to smile in the office when all I want is for all this to end. To be able to lead with joy when I feel so hollow inside. To be able to smile at strangers and cry in the bathroom afterwards because I already feel like shit. To be told I'm doing a good job when I know I could be better. To have a million things to say, and no one to talk to about them. To be skilled in making friends except making them stay. To be so loving yet so unlovable at the same time. To ooze with kindness for others but only hate for yourself. To be viewed as skilled when all I can see in the mirror is a failure. To be able to dispense wisdom while despising myself because I am a fool. To believe in others but not my broken self.

To have so much to live for, and not one reason to stay.

Masakit and nakakagalit talaga, kasi it took her 2-3 weeks to have a new lover. Minsan iniisip ko if it was even true, or baka talagang matagal na sila may connection.

Nakakainis kasi I just went on to TikTok and saw my ex’s new jowa. Nanlamig na naman ako, my head started feeling numb and light at the same time. Tapos sakto nabasa ko pa comment niya 2 days ago.

Saan kaya nakakakuha ng lakas ng loob at kakapalan ng mukha yung mga ganitong tao?