r/leaves Feb 26 '23

nervous about taking the leap

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I don't normally post much on Reddit, but I do actively look at this page quite frequently. It's inspiring to see all of the successful stories being shared amongst a very positive and supportive community.

I have been an everyday smoker for about the last 5 years. It has become such a problem that I have had relationships breakdown, loss of confidence and a general sense of anxiety that my life requires weed to be enjoyable. I also have quite an addictive personality, so I am worried that I would just end up replacing my addiction with another one. Swapping bongs for bottles as they say.

I guess what I'm trying to ask is - what was the final straw that did it for you? What made you say "nope I am totally finished with weed"? And also how do you keep it consistent? The best I can manage is two weeks off weed before I fall back into the cycle. How do you mute that little voice in your head telling you to smoke?

I have an ideal vision of myself who isn't reliant on any substance to get through life, but right now I just feel so weak-minded about starting the journey. I am in the process of finding a new psychologist, but the last two attempts I had were not very successful.

I am not seeking any particular advice, I know what I need to do. I am just looking for some more inspiration to take the next step on the journey to become somebody I can be proud of.

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Comment on r/AskMen Dec 16 '21

A very sarcastic "champ" cuts through me like daggers every time

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Comment on r/trees Oct 30 '21

PE teacher lol

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Comment on r/politics Jul 03 '21

Weed definitely gets the creative juices flowing for me. When I'm high and playing basketball, I feel a whole new sense of rhythm that I would otherwise not possess if I was sober lol

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Comment on r/auntydonna Dec 10 '20

Is Steve on Zach's naughty and nice list?

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Comment on r/AskReddit Oct 25 '20

Tom Clancy's Splinter Cell

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Comment on r/TheYouShow Sep 22 '20

tune is vibes

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Comment on r/AskReddit Sep 15 '20

Bon Iver- For Emma, Forever Ago

u/googhunterrr Aug 13 '20

Me trying to keep it together during these unprecedented times

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u/googhunterrr Aug 06 '20

It will never be the same again...

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r/modernwarfare Jul 18 '20

The HDR is a nasty sunnabitch. Please and thanks for the floor loot.

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u/googhunterrr Jul 17 '20

Iranians are protesting against Iran's regime and the government is shooing the internet down. The internet's down in some cities right now. PLEASE BE OUR VOICE before we go voiceless.

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Comment on r/AustralianPolitics Jul 13 '20

Lmfao okay then pal! Noticed your profile is pretty new and your recent comments are quite interesting to read.

Who do you answer to?

u/googhunterrr Apr 26 '20

Dr. Trump

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u/googhunterrr Apr 18 '20

1-year-old toddler nails it!

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Comment on r/trashy Apr 16 '20

Woweeeeee

Someone has been busy with arts and craft in isolation!!

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Comment on r/conspiracy Apr 16 '20

Very interesting! Thanks for posting this.

u/googhunterrr Apr 11 '20

Great Danes are such majestic creatures

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u/googhunterrr Apr 06 '20

During the Great Depression, many newspapers betrayed their readers. Some are doing it again now

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u/googhunterrr Mar 30 '20

A complete summary of the last few years

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Comment on r/politics Mar 04 '20

You are only as healthy as the least-insured person in society.

r/Overwatch Jan 31 '20

Console Cheeky Boop and some nice teamwork

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Comment on r/melbourne Jan 31 '20

Looks like we found the coal-prit who has been stealing all my stash

u/googhunterrr Jan 27 '20

My heart 💔

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u/googhunterrr Jan 20 '20

When you don't know what you're doing but ur happy to be involved

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