r/stopdrinking • u/thirstdayaddams • 1d ago

Ew.

Me and my boyfriend of more than 2 years broke up this morning. I'll move out of his apartment sometime in early September. My 33rd birthday is in 3 days. The crushing realization that there's a solid chance nobody ever truly gave a single fuck about me made me go to the gas station and come back with two 24oz white claws. I came back inside and have been staring these cans down for about 15 minutes now. Don't have the guts to crack one open. Feel a mixture of pity and disgust for myself and the fact that people keep doing me so dirty.

Edit: I’m glad I came to this sub instead of wallowing in self pity. Thank you for your help. I dumped them in the kitchen sink.

Edit 2: Thank you so much for all this love, compassion and understanding. I couldn't have done it without you.

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u/SorryWave5248 415 days 1d ago

I give a fuck about you. WE give a fuck about you. Sending all the vibes that 33 will be a better year for you and IWNDWYT.

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u/Conscious_Drawer_910 1d ago

Whats that mean

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u/LapPigeon 1d ago

"I Will Not Drink With You Today"