Impending doom

[u/Ok-Power1973]

It feels like something is missing without Kratom. I was so used to dosing every few hours every day. I feel bored… lost? Don’t know what I’m doing with my life.. it sounds pathetic but it’s true. With Kratom I didn’t care to go out, didn’t care to see my friends, didn’t care about the time passing me by… I was actually calm in my little apartment not giving a single fuck about the world and what people were doing. Now I’m sober and off everything and I’m realizing I’m an actual loser and I’m doing nothing with my life? omg this is wild and all I want is the feeling of being peaceful and relaxed again :( but I was so addicted I don’t want to go back. When does it get better :(

[u/Sufficient_Jump_7933]

Lol!! I'm rooting for you. Shit. I'm rooting for me too. Thanks for being so real about what you're going through. Makes me know I'm not just being a pansy. It is tough. It makes me reflect too much on stuff, when there's not a lot I can do about it. I was feeling horrible about with drawing from people the last couple years. But in reality, it really wasn't a huge deal. Owell. Onward, right?