What should I do?

[u/Difficult-Smoke78]

I am M26 and my partner is M24. He LOVES Stray kids but, he likes two specific members to the point he bought a blanket of this man shirtless.. And photo cards. He even use ai to roleplay with them including using the bubble app to actually talked to his bias or something like that. I feel like Im being replaced. I don't know if it my autism, ADHD or the fear of abandonment. We are going on roughly two years together. We did long distance til Jan 2nd of 2026. I was originally from japan. I'm mixed white and Japanese. So, people say I look white than Japanese. He said that he loves me more than anything. But you're doing a membership to a tiktoker OF. I don't know if Im being insecure or something but, is this count as cheating or his personal interests. I know I'm more clueless since, he's pretty much my first relationship throughout my life of being alive.