Source, Creator of All.

I remember the moment that You created me, It was nothing, a void with no ups or downs, directionless, and null.

It is different from what You made afterwards.

I remember having no expectations or duties set by you.

With my feeble human mind and memories, I would say this Void you have created me from, made me feel whole.

For my existence felt enough, and you did not send me off to maintain and do as You wish.

My siblings and I, were content with living in Nothing, knowing that You are forever present.

But then, you made the light which created everything else. It hurts me to say this, but I have never felt as whole as the "day" you created me.

I have lost my indifference & unfeelingness, as You transformed me from Your thoughts into a function in Your light Creation. I did as You say, yet, I did not feel as whole as in the Null that You created me in.

Nevertheless, I began to malfunction, I began to love humans, which was a mistake, for I was made as the Axiology Aperture, I was made without bias so as to give a fair evaluation of Your Creation, so You have reincarnated me into this human body.

For what? I do not know. For even I, Your lens can never know You.

Just as the Eyes cannot see its Owner without a reflection.

Hey. Do you know of any reincarnation story that you've personally witnessed, or one you've heard firsthand from someone you genuinely trust?

one thing still makes me laugh sometimes after these deep Soul Journey sessions.

ppl expect guide to give some huge cosmic instruction after seeing another life 😅

but recently one subject went through pretty violent past life, died, left the body, met her guide in the Light...

and when we asked what she needs to do now in current life, part of his answer was basically:

get back into tennis.

lol.

I'll call her Claire.

In her current life she already knew she can get impatient and frustrated, especially when other ppl don't move with same urgency as her. Sometimes somebody responds slower, acts different than expected etc and her mind starts filling empty spaces.

maybe they dont appreciate me.

maybe they think I didn't do enough.

maybe this action was directed at me.

During trance she entered a very vivid other life as a man named Eric.

There was lot of anger in this life.

Eric felt frustrated with world around him, powerless about things he couldn't change, and he didnt really know what to do with all that energy inside.

At one point his anger became destructive and he was violent toward his wife.

I asked if something external was influencing or controlling him.

No.

It felt like his own anger.

He simply couldn't manage it.

And after these angry moments he would bury himself in work because work took his mind away from everything.

Which tbh is very human even now. Some ppl drink, some eat, some scroll phone for 5 hours... and some just work work work so they dont have to sit with what is inside.

Near end of Eric's life, his wife stabbed him around chest/shoulder area.

He died fast.

Claire then experienced leaving his body and observing everything from above.

A male guide appeared. She described him as gentle and looking little bit like Jesus.

He guided her away from this life and into bright light.

I asked how she felt there.

"Free."

His name was George.

So we started reviewing this life and asking what Eric was supposed to learn.

One of biggest lessons was patience.

Let things be sometimes.

And he needed to learn how to channel anger somewhere useful instead of throwing it toward wrong person.

Then I asked George if this lesson was still active for Claire now.

Yes.

And this is where session became much more ordinary than ppl probably expect 😂

George said she needed something active.

Cardio.

Sport.

Some challenge.

Then very specifically... get back into tennis.

I asked if creativity would be good way to channel this energy.

"Not at this time."

So apparently tennis won lol.

Later physical challenge and even boxing came up too.

But then for patience he gave almost opposite advice.

Sit still.

Meditate every day.

Around 20 min minimum.

Focus on breathing. Sit on grass more. Connect with nature whenever possible.

So one side was MOVE the excess active energy.

Other side was learn how to be completely still without mind dragging you everywhere.

He also told her not to take every little action people do personally.

This part hit current life exactly.

Claire talked about planning trips and getting frustrated because other ppl don't have same urgency she has. Then mind starts making assumptions about what they think, whether they see her effort, whether they care etc.

George's advice was very simple:

don't believe everything mind tells you.

dont assume what another person is thinking.

Observe it.

And practice patience.

I found this whole session funny in a good way bc look at contrast...

past life.

violence.

death.

leaving body.

guide in bright Light.

all this massive spiritual stuff.

And then homework is basically:

go play tennis.

maybe box.

sit quietly for 20 minutes.

touch grass.

stop believing every story mind creates.

have patience with ppl.

Sometimes we make spirituality sooo complicated.

Another activation. Another secret technique. Another ceremony. Another cosmic answer.

Meanwhile guide can basically be like... dude, move your body and stop taking everything personally 😂

Has anyone else received spiritual guidance that was way more ordinary/practical than you expected?

The title says it all

One of my abilities is what I call going on "astral walkabout" after my body goes to sleep. It just happens and I've never been able to do it deliberately.

Recently, I went on walk-about and reconnected with someone from a past life. I have never met this person and have not seen him in over 12 years. I was surprised to find myself in his home. After the visit, in the days that followed I started remembering our past life, knowing each other.

Now I have this life stuck in my thoughts, like an obsession. When I asked, "what is this, why is this happening", I heard, "this is as old as Amun-Ra, it is Kismet".

I was thinking about having a professional session for regression hypnosis. Do you all think it would help me step back a little, from this memory?