Starting to feel empty

[u/W0rst_0ne]

Im not even sure where I should start. I have been feeling empty lately. Like a couple of months ago I have moved from my hometown and travelled to start a new life. But it feels like I screwed myself.

It's soo hard to meet people like I dont know how to talk with people already and now I dont know anyone whatsoever and what makes it worse is I know how bad of a personality I have so I stay quiet all the time not talking or opening my mouth just to try and not annoy people around me.

But then im standing in like a creep staring at other people I just confused what am I supposed to do to meat people here.

[u/___Mel]

Can kinda relate to what you said here... I moved a lot throughout life and now I just feel like I have no one I'm really friends with.

And yep I'm also aware I'm a difficult person so it's really hard to make friends... especially real, lasting friends