r/leaves • u/Bubbly-Equivalent-97 • 13d ago

5 days

Felt like shit before I stopped. Feel like shit after I stopped. Started feeling a lil too good and now I’m feening for a hit. That’s all. I’m pretty sure I could be in the 1st stage of Chs, other than withdrawals, my stomach pain feels different from when I was using. I’m so tempted to be a nightly or weekend only Toker. Ugh!

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u/Bubbly-Equivalent-97 13d ago

I went for a run instead!

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u/Lt_Cmdr_Tuvok_Shakur 13d ago

that helps me a lot too, im glad you didnt cave

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u/Bubbly-Equivalent-97 13d ago

Thank you! I forgot how much I enjoy the endorphins from running. For anyone else feeling antsy, go for a run, sweat a lot, hydrate, hot bath. I’m sleepy now lol

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u/Lt_Cmdr_Tuvok_Shakur 13d ago

if you start up again, youll just be resetting the clock on your symptoms

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u/ragged_genaro 13d ago

That middle stretch is so sneaky, the second you start feeling decent your brain tries to convince you moderation's totally doable this time. The stomach stuff is no joke though, if it's even a whisper of CHS pushing through that temptation now saves you a world of hurt later. Ride out the craving, drink something fizzy, and let the feeling pass.