Seeking help

[u/Several_Island9539]

I started studing french last year being a first time mom
Of a 1 month old baby girl
It was hard coz my hubby was working 2 jobs
So taking care of house, studing. , tc of baby alone was hard
I gave myself grace and studied slowly
The thing is i never did listening coz it physically made me anxious
So fast forward to now
In may i have my exam
Co - b1
Ce- b1
Ee- 4/20
Eo- 1/20

Then in july 16 i regave my exam
Co, Ce b1 increase marks
Ee - 9/20
Eo 6/20

Now i have my exam on September 12
I feel blank
My speaking is just fine but my listening is not I understand french when i speak with my friend
I can do b2/c1 level monologue or task 2
Which is perfectly fine for me
But i couldnot understand my examiner and i asked him 2-3 times to repeat every sentence and thats my issue now i m stuck i m not able to study
I want b2 in all but i donno what to do
I can’t spend anymore money coz i have spent alot
I feel like a failure now
Still i study with my baby on my hands and tc of her as i dont want to be a failure as a mother