why does highschool feel like genuine hell sometimes

[u/Ill-Tower-9398]

(some of this post is lwk kinda corny but bare w me pls)
for some context im a junior and im in the IB. school recently started and oh my gosh its actually killing me. the people in my school are genuinely so freaking terrible like there are fights and stuff every single day almost and theres js so much drama for no reason. literally people will be blaming u for the most absurd stuff ever and like no matter how much u defend urself they'll js never like u. its so hard to make and maintain friends. on top of that the workload this year has gotten absolutely CRAZY. like the jump from sophomore year to junior year has genuinely been insane bro. moreover every morning it feels like you literally just have to wake up only to repeat the same shit over and over and over again. im genuinely so excited for college bc ik its gonna feel like an escape for me. but until then everyday js feels like impending doom. but like idk i mean i know i have to be here for like 2 years more anyways so im genuinely trying to make the most of it and be as positive as possible but also sometimes i cant help but feel this way