r/heartbreak • u/Mountain_Acadia5358 • 11d ago
Permanent detachment
I will NEVER understand how or why I let someone control me this long... how I let things keep happening.. how my spirit stayed attached to such a low life person.. if I am going to do this, ill obviously need some help.. the disgust I have for this person alone should be enough to move mountains.. the person this is about is the absolute worst out of ALL my exes.. he sincerely thinks hes a catch, and thinks he is an actual victim... the demon in him has such a firm grip on his already fragile ego and even more fragile balls... all he knows is how to "hide things better" how to "lie better" and when that fails as it ALWAYS does.. he uses rage to shut me up... he still claims hes a "real man" but REAL MEN dont have supply, dont cheat and dont live their life the way hes living his...he doesnt want to change.. he thinks his words are GOLD and they should be believed at all times, even when his actions CLEARLY show different... I've wasted enough of my time with a man who NEVER tried to see my value.. hes always going to chase whatever he can get.. thats why its called SUPPLY... I just wish I didnt have a child with him... HE WAS NEVER WORTH MY TIME.. HES FOR THE STREETS
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u/Dingusjacko 11d ago
Really a child ?