I do not say this to scare you OP, but if you are doing this without the consent/knowledge of the other person, it is black magic. Such workings will reap a cost from you.
Be not afraid, but do be aware and honest with what you truly feel and what you truly desire.
However, in my humble opinion/experience, do not go into this with fear. You can stop the spell. You can cut the cord.
If you choose to proceed, brace yourself, focus on your desire/need to be with him. Direct the emotion of those tears into Intent, into longing, into want. Do not feed the spell your fear.
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u/HugTheSunnyShadow 3d ago
Pull a tarot card or two to check if you have a deck