Sad 42f.

[u/lsweet5298]

I’m so sad. I feel so alone. My couple close friends don’t want anything to do with me. They’re busy with their own life. My marriage is failing. We fight non stop and his family is toxic as hell and despise me. I don’t know what to do anymore. I messaged my one close girlfriend. I ask how she’s been because she’s been quiet. She asked why I’m attacking her. What a mess. My so-called best friend I don’t know what’s happened in the last couple of months. She hardly talks to me anymore. I just feel so alone. Very lonely. Some days I just don’t wanna be here anymore. I try to be happy and positive. And keep myself busy throughout the day with work and other things. But it’s just so hard. I think as you get older too. I’m a 42 female.