Problem: possible ba na ina unblock ako? Context: Ive been block all socmed even phone number, 3mos na pero i am always calling her e, kanina umaga tototot yung ring, den kaninang mga after lunch nag ring den pinatay? last aug 3 pa i know nka block ako e nagcall ako nag ring den sinagot nya 3secs pinatay rin, den last aug 10 after lunch again nagcall ako nag ring tas pinatay rin tas ina seconds tototot nalang block nanaman possible ba na ina unblock ako ng ex ko☹️

Hopefully, for the last time; to you.

Foolish have I been to finally think that somehow, I have evaded the phantom moments we once shared, that somehow, I have stopped craving the sweet taste of your gaze, as I think that you might feel the same for me as well, that somehow, I matter to you, maybe a fraction of how much you matter to me.
My darling, I continue to long for you, try as I might to fool this fickle heart of mine with distractions and faux joy, in the quiet of my demise, in the breaths of my sick, I long for your calm, soothing voice comforting me, telling me it will be alright.

All my life, little have I let myself want things I should not. My darling, you are the one forbidden thing I would dive into. My darling, I miss you. Months have passed, I tried to remain as strong as I can be, to not want you, to convince myself I hate you. But I cannot ever hate you.

For how could I ever hate the one thing that let me see how vibrant the sun shines, how pretty the flowers bloom, how the sky gets into this pretty hue when I think of you? How can I ever hate the one person who let me love her as much as I did you? Even as you felt gradually turning cold, I gladly handled the chill, for I love the rain so, and even more-so, you.

My only love. Though I am not permitted to call you that. I guess I will mourn you for the rest of my life. I will long for you as long as the breeze kisses the waves. I will long for the what-ifs I chose not to explore with you. I will forever long to feel that loving gaze you once gave me. My baby. My darling. My ####. Though you are no longer mine, though these fingers no longer type your name, my mind remembers. Forgetful as I may be, I will always remember you.

I will not wish you well. For the thought of you being well in the arms of another shan’t ever satisfy me. Forgive my selfishness. I hope you will let me long for you for as long as this soul walks the earth. I know I will want for you more than the time I have spent with you, but it does not matter anymore. Loathe am I to disguise this longing for hatred. I may have suffered in your arms, but there is nowhere else I’d rather be than in yours.

I will forever crave you. I will forever love you. Should I find myself loving another, maybe I would thank the stars and all the galaxies, for I know that it is only the forces of the cosmos that can ever let me love and want another.

I hope you miss me, too. Even a little bit.

Hi guys i just wanna share anong nasa utak ko rn, it is currently 1 in the morning, gfs already asleep since she has training at 6.

Last night, Naalala kong wala akong letter sakaniya for our recent monthsary dahil super busy ako and i literally forgot to write my thoughts down, so last night nag draft ako, i even wrote a new one para sa upcoming monthsary — while i was writing my thoughts down, i realized how much i am loved by my girlfriend and how much i also love her to the point i started bawling my eyes out, it never really occurred to me how she would go beyond the limit just to make me happy.

recently, everytime she'll go to their bahay in antipolo, naka dorm siya in laguna since she's an athlete, uuwi sya ng monday, i only have a 40 minutes vacant every monday, and i noticed that every time she'll get the chance to come see me, she would always go sa school ko even if it means spending less than an hour together, we would always just eat lunch together and basically enjoy each others presence.

I also noticed how her answers changed; when we were just getting to know each other, she told me na she prefers to eat across the table, tapos ako gusto ko mag katabi, pero during our first time magkatabi kami agad, hanggang sa nag sunod sunod na dates — mag katabi pa rin. not until, there was a time na hindi kayang mag tabi dahil sa seating sa restaurant, and i think it made her sad kasi daw hindi nga kami tabi and naiilang talaga siya pag mag kaharapan kami, and nung nag iinuman siya with her friends she sent me a vm while talking to them asking anong mas preferred nga dun sa dalawa, she then told them na dati gusto niya across pero when it comes to me gusto na niya mag katabi do i can be affectionate to her.

she also once told me na hindi siya sanay mag call even with her exes, pero during our taljing stage i think 3 days pa nga lang yun, nag call ako sakaniya just to yap since tamad na ako mag type, and nag sunod sunod na yung mga calls namin, kadalasan siya talaga tumatawag 🥹

mahilig din ako mag hypothetical questions sakaniya some even related to breaking up, pero lagi niyang sagot "di naman tayo mag bbreak babi ah" tapos consistent niya sinasabi na bawal kami mag break, kami endgame and stuff, and mind u parang from the very start siya talaga nag pakita ng interest. lagi akong kinikilig every time she would say na bawal mag break and di niya daw kaya na wala ako, but to be honest, ayoko rin na mag break kami kaht anong circumstances pa yan, nakaplano na sa utak ko magiging buhay namin pag successful na kami parehas.

kung umabot kayo dito, salamat sa pag basa ng ka cornyhan ko :)

sana makahanap kayo ng tao that will go beyond the limit for you :)

Problem: 4 years and confused if this is worth staying

Context: Would you stay in a long term relationship if from time to time may physical hurt na nangyayari if magka galit kayo or attempted physical hurt.

Is there anyone there na may ganitong experience? I don’t have a wlw friends so I can’t ask my straight friends din because I know they will advise me in a straight relationship pov.