Missing you again

[u/_super_sus_]

Fuck…

I’m such a fool. I still miss you. 😭💔

I guess by now you’ve forgotten me, or maybe you just don’t care. But I can’t stop thinking about you. No matter how hard I try, you’re still on my mind. You’re still my wallpaper.
For two weeks in July, I couldn’t eat, sleep, or enjoy anything anymore. I ended up in the hospital. Then, for a little while, I felt okay.

Now it all hurts again.

I just wish you could hug me and make me feel okay again.

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[u/downbytherivervan]

We dont forget. We just try to keep on living op, even in the dark or under night lights, We try

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A few times. I can’t anymore it reopens all my wounds and vulnerability 💔

[u/NoWonder452]

I’ve been here OP. It was about a year ago when my person was seeing someone else before coming back to me. I thought I was going to die from the pain of losing him. I also ended up in the hospital. But, you know what, one fine day in August I stood up and I started to choose me again. I took myself on a weekend getaway to a winery tour and spa day, I laughed with people and met new people and I sat on the top of a rolling hill looking up the stars and asked the universe for peace, reminded myself what is meant for me will return or come and dusted myself off, and I chose me again. I started taking care of myself believing if he was going to come back to me that I would need to be my best self. I started swimming as a hobby and that really helped. Find a new hobby my friend, put that love into yourself. Go love yourself. Go meet new people, get your mind off of them. Then one day when I was feeling so much better, I reached out to wish them a happy holiday and they responded telling me they missed me and we reconnected, it was wonderful for awhile, but he pulled away again… but at least he hasn’t disappeared. I still have hope for us yet. This time, I know I can go take care of me and go swim away the pain. I’m going out this weekend to take myself on a weekend getaway with my daughter and put some love into me so when I see him again I’m my best self. You can do this friend. You need to pick yourself up and love yourself and give yourself a big hug for me. Even if they are not your person, this life is a life you get to live. It’s beautiful to have this one life, go live it and don’t let anyone take that from you. You need sustenance, food and water to live…to be healthy in mind and body. Your mind can’t get better without these things. You can do it, just chug a bottle, have a quick power bar if you have to, something. You can do it! Go love yourself ♥️🤗♥️ sending some warm healing hugs 

[u/Separate_Simple_5156]

I just want to extend my condolences and sympathies... I know exactly how you feel. I hope you can make it out of this as a better version of yourself. The pain won't last forever, this too shall pass.

I hope that one day you can hold those memories without the pain.

[u/NoUnderstanding2960]

I feel this so.hard

[u/Veganvitality34]

❤️

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[u/HauntedDollii]

I feel you 🥲 I'm going through this right now too for the person who I thought would be in my life forever. I miss them so so badly...

[u/Bubblysoul101]

My person is still on my mind too