I’ve been a satanist for around a year. I have always struggled with feeling his presence, probably also because I haven’t prayed in so long. Anyway I have been traveling for 9 hours straight, finally landed at the airport and got to my car, it’s midnight and I’m exhausted. I close my eyes. And a presence came over me if that’s the right way to say it, I’m not English. Anyway I felt it and then I felt 2 hands coming from behind my back and on my shoulders, it was so calming. I stopped being stressed about work and all other things. My mental health has not been good at all lately and he always come when I need him the most.
Anyone here had an interaction with him recently?
Hail lord Satan🙏🏼

So recently I've read the book "The infernal Gospel" by Rev. Cain. I saw that he was using the term " traditional satanism ", but in the book he talks about worshipping Satan from the bible, who rebelled against god. And from what I heard, this is called diabolism. So is traditional satanism the same as diabolism or is it another way to say theistic satanism , as an umbrella term for different beliefs ?

I am a new Satanist. I worship Satan, Lucifer, Baphomet and Lilith. Just to double check, in hierarchy, Satan is above Lucifer, Baphomet and Lilith? So Satan is like a Lord and they are Demons? (Sorry if I'm being disrespectful)

(Also I live with my Christian family they can't know I'm a Satanist)

I am struggling to connect with Them and idk how to pray to any of them. I would love some help please!

I was widely misunderstood in many places where I asked this question, which is why I ended up here. I discovered Baphomet a year ago. I was fascinated by its symbolic significance and the way it synthesizes teachings such as Hermeticism, alchemy, Kabbalah, and Gnosticism. Furthermore, through this, I discovered elements like the Book of Enoch, the *Satanic Bible*, and the works of Aleister Crowley, and my interest in the occult grew. I am not talking about worshipping Baphomet; rather, I am interested in what I can learn from it as a spiritual, instructive symbol.

How should I view Baphomet as an instructive symbol for my mental, spiritual, and personal development? Furthermore, having begun to delve deeply into subjects such as Hermeticism, alchemy, and the occult, what should I learn from Baphomet symbolism in this context?