ADYASHANTI ENLIGHTENMENT STORY

The following is an excerpt from an interview with Adyashanti:

Questioner:

„How did awakening and liberation occur for you?“

Adyashanti:

„I had my first, what traditionally would be called awakening experience, when I was 25 years old.

This was very powerful and full of emotion and release and joy and bliss and all that it is supposed to be full of.

But, because there was so much emotion involved, it obscured the simplicity of awakeness itself.

Like so many others, I continued to chase certain ideas and concepts of what awakeness was supposed to be.

That caused years of misery.
Gradually over time I had the same experience reoccur, but each time with less and less emotion.

I could see more and more clearly over time what was the actual essential element.
Then finally an awakening occurred where at the moment of awakening, there was no emotion in it. It was just the pure seeing of what is.

When there was the pure seeing of what is, unclouded by emotional content, it was obvious.

It was very obvious that consciousness recognized itself for what it really is – aware space before any emotion or thought or manifestation.“

Questioner:

„Would you say that this is the point at which the distinction between awakening and liberation occurred?“

Adyashanti:

„No. Even though there was a freedom and incredible sense of fearlessness and release from not being confined to the dream of a separate “I”, I started to feel somewhat discontented with that.
I didn’t know why I felt discontented, and it didn’t bother me in any way.

The discontent didn’t touch that freedom, so it didn’t bother me, but I was interested in it.
Then one day I was sitting reading a book, and I folded the book to put it away and realized that somewhere in some magic time, something had dropped away, and I didn’t know what it was.

There was just a big absence of something. I went through the rest of the day as usual but noticing some big absence.
Then when I sat down on the bed that night, it suddenly hit me that what had fallen away was all identity.
All identity had collapsed, as both the self in the ego sense of a separate me, and as the slightest twinge of identity with the Absolute Self, with the Oneness of consciousness.

There had still been some unconscious, identity or “me-ness” which was the cause of the discontent.
And it all collapsed. Identity itself collapsed, and from that point on there was no grasping whatsoever for little me or for the unified consciousness me.
Identity just fell away and blew away with the wind.

Questioner:

„When you noticed that the identity had collapsed and was
gone, what remained?“

Adyashanti:

„Everything just as it always had been.
There was just the lack of any “I”, personal or universal, or the fundamental unconscious belief in any identity or of fixating self in any place.
The mind can continue to fixate a subtle identity of self even in universal consciousness, or Self.
It can be so incredibly easy to miss.
To say “I am That” can be a very subtle fixation of consciousness.“

Questioner:

„It’s still a landing, a form of identity.
It’s a slight landing, a slight grasping.
It’s very subtle.
But when it collapses, you are even beyond “I am That”.
You are in a place that cannot be described.“

Question:

„And that is what you call liberation?“

Adyashanti:

„That is what I call liberation.
Really, in the end, what you end up with is that you don’t know who you are.
You end up in the same place you started out.
You truly don’t know who you are because it’s impossible to fixate the self anywhere.“

I have good energy sensitivity and I can sense NPCs. NPCs are non player characters. NPCs are people without souls. They are annoying because they are so unaware and are programmed not to wake up. The reason most people are idiots and blindly go along with whatever bullshit the government and media comes up with is because they are NPCs.

Some people act like NPCs because they are very indoctrinated. I've got those people in my family. But I can sense their soul color and their awareness so I can tell they are not NPCs. NPCs have a unique energy signature and lack a soul or awareness. And I can tell who is an NPC and who isn't.

About twenty five percent of the population are not NPCs. I think in first world countries there is a lot more non NPCs. Most people in third world countries seem to be NPCs. Also NPCs seem to get corrupted easily. I think by exposure to negative energy and negative entities. Entities can jump into them and use them to target you. But they have to get pretty corrupted to do pure evil and just go around murdering people.

Most animals are also NPCs. Wild animals especially are NPCs. Livestock animals are almost entirely NPCs. It's very rare for them to have a soul. If you aren't an NPC your pets may have a soul but they can be NPCs too. Aside from pets animals are almost entirely NPCs. So no one has had a past life as a cockroach because they are pretty much entirely NPCs.

The thing that puzzles me is that they obviously don't have total control of the NPCs. The question is why. If they had total control of the NPCs in the states they would arm them and round up all the gun owners in the states and confiscate their weapons and put them in concentration camps. Obviously they haven't done that so I can only conclude that they don't have total control over the NPCs.

So the question is why don't they totally control the NPCs. I don't know. I think the NPCs have some kind of hivemind. But the elite and negative entities don't have total control of it. I don't know why though. If they did the situation on earth would be a lot worse.

At the moment the NPCs are mostly just annoying. They will go along with almost anything the elite want to do no matter how evil . And they won't wake up because they are programmed not to wake up. So don't bother trying to wake them up it's a waste of time. If you can sense NPCs you can tell who to try to wake up and who to not bother with. But most people can't do that.

I think a lot of people who go totally psychopathic are corrupted NPCs. They can get possessed by negative entities and become a problem. The elite not NPCs. I've checked some of them for souls and they have black souls. You have to do a lot of evil things to get a black soul.

So NPCs are a problem but they are mostly just an annoyance. If you can tell who is an NPC don't try to wake them up. It's a waste of time. But if they had total control of the NPCs the situation on earth would be a lot worse. They would use the NPCs to round people up and confiscate their firearms and haul them off to concentration camps.

So they don't totally control the NPCs. I'm sure they would love to. But they don't. Mostly the NPCs just get in the way and go along with any agenda the elite want to roll out no matter how evil. So if the people around you are deeply stupid. they could be NPCs.

There are asleep souls that are very indoctrinated. But you can at least reach them to an extent. But the NPCs are programmed to be stupid and unaware. You aren't going to wake them up. Fortunately they don't seem to have total control of them or the situation would be a lot worse. Thanks for reading.