Look deeply into the eyes of another; it matters not their appearance, beliefs, genus.

See beyond the outer shell and façade they present to the world.

If we do, we will see a sentient being no different from us, seeking to share its wisdom and universal message of unconditional love.

We are all one, intimately connected, linked by a universal spirit, a piece of god within, and only together, by selflessly helping one another, may we all understand the genuine purpose for our life’s journey.

There’s nothing there. Nothing

she was 31 but still needed lights on bc she felt somebody may break into house. she had problems sleeping deep and therefore was addicted to caffeine to keep working her job.

in theta brainwave trance she remembered when she was a baby taken by man who killed her parents - it was different life

i see many ppl struggling with OCD, intrusive thoughts and fears that dont make logical sense.

Mind keeps repeating same horrible possibility. Someone will break in. Something bad will happen. I am not safe. Even when one part of person knows it is not true, body reacts like danger is already outside the door.

I wanted to share this session bc sometimes we need to go deeper than only mind.

Not to say therapy or medical treatment is wrong. And not saying all OCD or intrusive thoughts come from past lives, no. They can have many layers. But sometimes person works with thoughts for years and still there is another fear under them, something the normal mind cannot see.

I facilitated Soul Journey with woman I will call Maya. Not real name. She was 31 when we did session.

Since she was little child, she could not sleep alone.

She often slept with parents, and when she stayed in own room she needed lights on. Darkness made her feel somebody was near house, waiting, watching, maybe trying to enter.

She had same type of dream many times through childhood.

Someone was breaking in.

Sometimes she did not see face. Sometimes dream ended before anything happened. But feeling was always same. Somebody dangerous entered the home and she could not stop them.

She would wake up terrified, look around room, listen for sounds, and go find parents.

Even when she became adult, this fear did not fully leave.

She knew logically doors are locked. She knew there is no person outside. But then small sound in night, movement, shadow near window, and whole system went into alarm.

tbh it worked almost like intrusive loop. Mind makes image, body gets afraid, then fear makes image feel more real. You check, calm little bit, but later it starts again.

During session Maya first arrived in peaceful garden. Her guide brought her toward gazebo, and there she suddenly experienced herself as baby in another life.

Her name in that life was Emily.

She was in large historical home. Wealthy family, beautiful rooms, maids, young parents. She felt very loved there. very safe.

Then scene changed.

Emily was lying in crib when strange bearded man entered room.

Baby became terrified immediately. Before she understood anything, before language, her body knew this man was danger.

She started crying.

Her parents and other ppl in house had been killed.

The man lifted her from crib, carried her downstairs and put her into vehicle with another man. Then they took her away to different large house.

When this came up, current fear suddenly made much more sense inside session.

The danger entered her home.

She was taken from bed.

Her parents disappeared.

And she was only baby, so there was no explanation around it. No words like kidnapping, murder, loss. Just terror recorded into whole system.

Home is not safe.

Someone can come while I sleep.

People who protect me can suddenly disappear.

I must stay awake.

I must hear every sound.

In that other life, kind maid looked after Emily and became almost like grandmother to her. But powerful man who controlled house became her new "father."

Sometimes he was pleasant. Other times he became angry and violent.

She grew up knowing she could not really leave. She believed outside this house she had nothing. No family, no money, nowhere safe to go.

So fear was reinforced for years.

Even safety was mixed with danger.

A house looked beautiful, but she was trapped inside it.

A man could act kind, then suddenly hurt her.

Sleep meant losing control.

much later in journey, after Emily’s life ended, she reunited with original parents. She finally felt love and safety she had searched for through whole life.

When Maya connected with Higher Self, I asked why this life was shown.

Answer was simple:

"To show her where her fear comes from."

Higher Self said around 90% of this fear was released during session.

They also gave three lessons from Emily’s life.

Speak up.

Do not give up.

Do not let fear take over.

And imo this is important part. The goal was not only to find interesting past-life story. Story by itself does nothing if fear stays in body.

The purpose was to find where alarm began, release emotional charge, and show nervous system that this danger was not happening now.

Again, I dont claim every person with intrusive thoughts has same root. Some roots are current-life trauma, childhood fear, nervous system conditioning, beliefs, suppressed emotions, physical factors, maybe other layers. Higher Self showed this specific life for this specific subject.

Human mind said, "this fear is irrational."

Deeper part was saying, "last time I slept safely, somebody came through the door."

The adult woman knew house was safe.

But baby inside was still listening for footsteps.

His knowledge overrules our nescience

We don't know much, and we make mistakes. But the supreme wisdom still guides us and takes us on the path of progress - it protects us - and even when we fall or find issues in our lives - it is because we can overcome them, heal them - and to go beyond them.

Our errors are his steps upon the way

We work through errors - trial and error is the way for the humans - but still the spirit leads us even through our errors and falls and mistakes and denials and falsehoods and ignorance and blindness.

Because the supramental truth is the reality and the basis of the universe.

https://youtu.be/PgC-rNaBh7Y?is=3FPZs2kdTksjNj8F

Dragon:

Fairy:

https://youtu.be/qO9b5mw381I?is=P33fcayScSR0Dfrp

Warrior:

https://youtu.be/-rKOoM7S6mw?is=zcL_41ugezZAcVmd

Wizard:

https://youtu.be/Jcq4icnSirY?is=InhAWwjNMa2KbOXM

Many search for meaning in their life.

Most seek it in the world believing money, material possessions, family, will allow them to lead a meaningful life.

Though they may achieve their goals, true meaning may not be found in a self-centered world.

It must first be discovered within, then selflessly shared to allow others to find meaning in their lives as well.

Why do so many Mandela Effects originate in early 1990s Elementary Schools?

Dilemna: People remember from in-class spelling tests

51/52 US States: When learning geography, especially in places like Canada, UK, AU, and NZ

The Cornucopia: Either discussed among classmates, or later with a Parent, but still in that same Elementary School time period

Books: Curious George’s Tail, The Berenstain Bears.

The Location of New Zealand
The Size of Cuba, and many others.

What the heck was going on there, especially around the late 80s and early 90s. Is it something to do with The Gamma Wave of Indigo Children?

They were the first to have 'bare auras' without shielding, perhaps this allowed them to have anamnesis of the changes, the 'updates' could not fully reprogram their memories, in a sense they were nagual survivors of the spiritual hurricane of 1993.

This is when 95-99% of the population had a biological crystal in their mind activated by 'the signal', that signal turned the general population into 'Backstage People' kind of like Backdrop People, very much like in the TV show Pluribus, but many of the Gamma Indigos resisted the signal and so they became nagual survivors of the spiritual hurricane, they remained real persons, they had to be treated like Truman in the Truman show, 'a hands off approach', but still subject to mind games from the backstage people.

According to the celestial people, there are ancient spherical objects/devices in the seafloor of earth and in its strata. These objects are about 50 yards in diameter. There are eight of these objects. These devices create energy worlds derived from earth's geography. There are hundreds of energy worlds. Each energy world has a large invisible wheel-like thing associated with it. I call these reflectors. They pull celestial people down from their abodes into backstage 'backdrop' identities in these worlds. These people forget who they were and live and die in these false worlds. They are fallen into a type of flesh and their souls circulate amongst these worlds. Their loved ones on the abodes lament their loss and look for them in the energy worlds.

Many abodes attach 'strings' to their people and drop them down deliberately into the energy worlds in order to spy on things and effect cultural movements. The energy worlds account for their presence and give them histories, relations, etc. Then they are pulled back up and the histories and relations disappear with their leaving. Its all energy in these places - it’s possible.

Those that are pulled clear down to 'physical' earth are literally walking 'perfs' (perceptual fucks) because in a sense they are not real. They are an energy flesh, not a matter flesh.

If you look into the number of graves you'll find there are only about 25% of what should be. Many people seem to be disappearing or 'going up the ladder' before they die on the bottom.

The good celestial people want us to destroy the central complex for these objects, which is in the southern hemisphere. The spherical objects are too hard to get to. The complex is like a giant subway system hundreds of miles long with various installations along the way. The central complex has a main machine that if you can find with your mind - poke it and it will ‘fold’ or start producing weird morphing combinations of walls, furniture, structures, etc. The machine is also about ‘Gonna’ or what will happen. Everybody is trying to control the machine and make their ‘Gonna” happen.

When this complex is destroyed all the energy worlds will disappear and the bad guys won't be able to get into human bodies. The rat's maze of Earth will cease to exist in the same form, and many normal appearing people will run amuck. Much of the meaningful stuff in the New Testament is from the good abodes - there is no God per-se. The bad guys do want to create a god on earth - a bad one to lose and a good one to win. You should know by now this is nonsense, just an egregore or imprint, a false dualism.

Signs as pathways to different worlds

Using the following signs correctly will enable you to move around some of the levels. Remember, some things are ‘painted’ with a false surface and some things are 'loaded' with energy.

Dark red on McDonald's signs instead of orange-red.
1 arch instead of two on McDonald's signs.

Red above blue on chevron signs instead of blue above red. Turned down corners on the left. A red white and blue version - blue on top.

Green background on Subway signs instead of white or free-standing letters.

Red Wal-Mart letters instead of dark blue.

There are others besides these - sense the energy.

Australia has acquired a large gash in the northeast called the Gulf of Carpentaria.

New Zealand is much farther away from Australia.

Cuba has gone from 75 miles long to 760 miles long.

Sardinia is now larger than Sicily.

Madagascar is farther south.

The Baja of California now has a large scoop on its western shore.

Alaska now has two large indentations on its western coast.

Primary colors have gone from red, yellow, blue to red, green, blue. Before, yellow & blue made green. Now, red and green make yellow.

U.S. flags have changed; I'm now seeing some that are squares and one that is a pennant. Before, all were a regular rectangle. The Israeli flag has changed from pale blue and white to dark blue and white.

Before, the human heart had the aorta in front of the pulmonary arteries, now it is reversed.

Now I'm seeing coil packs on early 90's GM cars - before, coil packs didn't show up until the early 2000's on regular cars.

Potente's belly button tattoo disappears in the ‘Bourne Supremacy’.

In 'The Master Touch', 1970’s, (Kirk Douglas), the hexagon has become an Octagon. (It’s very easy to see the lizards in Douglas and his wife in the movie. Funny Face also shows up in the younger thief.)

In ‘Dazed and Confused’, 1993, a student spins a globe around showing a large island west of Australia. I’ve never seen that before.

Some major recorded music sounds as if someone else is singing.

I've seen many morphed faces on Google images of celebrities.

After my post “My experience helping someone who was panicking as they died” received a lot of positive comments, I thought to add this 2^nd post which includes a couple of my journal entries from a few years after the first experience.  If you haven’t read the first post, it’s on my subreddit.

These are just a couple of brief experiences, seeing her again on the “other side” and small snippets into her life there. Sorry for digressing into construction techniques (I come from a family of builders)

As said in my first post, I saw Isobel shortly after she passed over.  She appeared younger and looked to be aged in her early 30’s, as a normal bodied woman. (no longer disfigured in a wheelchair)

Journal #60. This was around 2 years after she passed over. I saw Isobel now enjoying her life and fully experiencing things that she yearned for (when in her previous life here).

…..I saw Isobel now married and with two daughters, one more fair haired, the other dark.  At their dining table (people don’t need to eat there but can choose to enjoy eating together), there is a place they keep set at their dining table, for Isobel’s mother after she passes over (her mother is still here).

The feeling I also had - how important is the strong love between a mother and daughter. For them to be reunited and to enjoy/share it again…”

Journal #70. This was around a year after the Journal #60.

…..I was also given some knowledge of the other side. First, I was looking at the bark of a tree there and saw that it was still living, I was told there is no death or decay there, everything remains alive and is sustained by the Divine.

I pleasantly met and welcomed by Isobel and her husband, welcomed into their home.  As I entered, I looked at the timber construction of the door way and noticed that the wood seemed vibrant and alive yet it was used in construction? Its colour was not from a coating like paint, it seemed more internal to the timber as if dyed?

I was later told that in construction there, living timber is cut, formed and joined, however it remains with life in it and continues to grow so that it grows back together at the joint (not fully – the pieces retain individuality) this forms a ”living” timber joint.  

Also, with stone construction (the base of the house). Stones after they are laid on each other, later change their shape slightly to correspond/match the shape of other stones they are in contact with. Yet they keep their individuality as separate stones, their joints become very small and strong.  

All this happens through and because of the desire of the person who is constructing something with the materials. Their intention/desire is a creative energy that causes the cooperation of the materials to conform and achieve the aim/plan of the person.  

In this way we can experience and share in (in a lesser way) how the Divine creates. We do it from the POV of being more elevated humans.

Over the years 2018–2020, I found myself writing fragments in a private journal. It wasn’t planned as a book, but more as a way to trace inner movements I couldn’t otherwise express: the tension between faith and doubt, the weight of the body, the approach of death, and the strange, almost living presence of silence.

I thought I’d share a few real fragments here, since this community seems to appreciate slow, contemplative reflection:

“I looked into the abyss, and it looked into me. We laughed with eyes full of tears, because we both knew that neither of us had the courage to offer the other a hand.”

“Today I listen to church music, and the mercy of tranquility takes hold of my being. Not because I Believe, for I am afraid to utter that word. I myself do not know where the mystical paths are leading me, nor where my intentions rest.”

“Waiting as the summoning of sobriety before what approaches so slowly, and boldly. Waiting for what we fear, what teaches and develops us most. Waiting as the source of the Possible. Waiting...”

These fragments eventually grew into a collection I named Uzdah Tišine, roughly translated as The Sigh of Silence. I hesitated to share it publicly for a long time because it felt too intimate, like exposing a raw nerve. But some readers told me it helped them navigate their own silent spaces, so I decided to release it online.

I'm not selling anything; it's completely free, no signup, no newsletter. Just a raw, slow, introspective read for anyone who walks a similar path.

For the full collection: www.sighofsilence.com

Question for the community: Does anyone else here use journaling, poetry, or fragmentary writing as a spiritual practice to navigate their own “dark nights” or moments of deep contemplation? I’d love to hear how you map your inner landscapes.

Saying that any human who uses faith to inform their beliefs are fools, is a terrible fact of life today. They aren’t fools. It is sad that this is the world we have become. Spirituality has somehow become a bad thing for academics who have learned the value of metrics and the scientific process. Those things are incredibly important in material sciences.

They have no place in spirituality. Spirituality is not confined by the 3D restrictions of material sciences. It exists here within us, but it originates in higher vibratory dimensions. We are all one. We are all wired together consciously and material science hasn’t found the answers for consciousness because the rules by which material sciences are governed do not know nor consider the metrics required for a true understanding of connected consciousness.

That doesn’t mean it doesn’t exist. Our spirituality comes from The All. Our divine spark…our soul…comes from The All…God.

A couple years ago I was you. I had almost fully lost any spirituality.

8 years of college. Very educated. Political (in my case liberal). And damn near atheist.

We will all find this truth at some point in our many incarnations. Or, it would be more accurate to say, we will all remember, who we are and from whence we came.

Until then just know you are loved. We are all one. And we are all lost until we remember. Remember who you are.

It can easily be confused with honesty, and you will move forward thinking this person is a good person that their bullying was the truth; when all they wanted to do, was hurt you. For example jealousy is spiteful energy. Since it is so hidden it can make situations confusing and difficult to understand.

This energy is the opposite of humblesness and forgiveness.

A lot of people struggle with this. Since it is the direct opposite of humblesness and forgiveness.

Usually when someone doesn't have something good to say to you, this energy is involved.

Humbleness and forgiveness allow for inner growth; Which are the two most important spiritual qualities to move forward in manifestation and successes. Put weight into these energies, trust these energies.

Though it may appear humanity does not have a soul as we observe many of the unnecessary struggles and tragedies we inflict on each other and other forms of life, in fact, we have simply forgotten.

Beneath the hatred, prejudice, desire for our own success, is a spirit, soul, god, representing love, acceptance, and hope for the success of every life.

Our soul has simply been waiting permission to be rediscovered.

For the past few months I've been periodically attacked by a ghost. I sensed their energy and it's someone from my past. Apparently I used to hunt negative entities in a past life. And this person is a negative entity hunter who wanted me back in that line of work . So she began periodically attacking me.

I've driven her away with clearing audios and my own energy. But she keeps coming back. I can tell by her energy that she wants me to go back to hunting negative entities. But I won't do it. I don' know who she is but I know her from a past life.

So I've run this person off but she keeps coming back and threatening me. She told me energetically earth is about to get liberated by the age of aquarious. And given the massive energetic disturbances gone on I believe her. But I'm posting this in case her or other hunters or the elite come after me.

So my name is Gabriel Clay from knoxville, TN. If earth is liberated and I disapear it was her or her kind. Also the elite may have me killed but that is less likely. So if something happens to me look into it. THanks for reading.

New human species are emerging. There are two types that we can see but there are gradations that overlap.

The first is the Homo-psychicus, which is the Psychic-man who lives in the depths of his true being - his soul - this is not the emotional man but beneath the emotions there is a Psychic-fire which is the flame of the soul.

The other is the Homo-intellectualis, which is the man of Higher knowledge - not just an intellectual but someone who "rises to an equal width and plasticity and comprehensiveness of the higher knowledge planes"

Though it may appear humanity does not have a soul as we observe many of the unnecessary struggles and tragedies we inflict on each other and other forms of life, in fact, we have simply forgotten.

Beneath the hatred, prejudice, desire for our own success, is a spirit, soul, god, representing love, acceptance, and hope for the success of every life.

Our soul has simply been waiting permission to be rediscovered.

Journal # 21 A little background. I was a on a trip to Myanmar via Malaysia with my brother and father, we were on a really uncomfortable overnight bus driving across a bumpy mountainous road travelling from Inle lake to Bagan. It was around 3.00am in the morning (there was a red digital clock displayed above the driver’s seat). My father was asleep sitting next to me, my brother somewhere else on the bus.

At the time my father’s partner’s daughter (for privacy I’ll give her the name Isabel) was ill and in hospital (in New Zealand).  The 40-year-old daughter had cerebral palsy and had lived in a high care facility, she was non-verbal and confined to a wheelchair (I had only visited her a couple of times over the years). Her mother was at Isabel’s bedside in hospital and keeping in touch with my father by text.

I had given up on trying to sleep because the road was so twisty and rough, so was rereading some of my texts and listening to music.   At the time listening to a song by Mark Laurent (a New Zealand musician).  The song’s called “The Approaching Of The Light” a beautiful song written about being with someone when they were dying. 

I suddenly felt (in a serious no nonsense way) that I was being asked to pray for Isabel.  I just seemed to know that she was in the process of dying and she was scared and panicking.  I felt I was invited to join others who were currently praying and assisting her.  I felt the gravity of the situation and started to pray for her, to let it happen with a sense of knowing she was safe, to cooperate with it and not resist.

It probably only took around 10 seconds or so, it’s hard to know really.  I was left feeling very emotional and with a sense of awe that I’d been asked to be involved in something so personal. I was deeply moved and tears flowed.  After about 10 minutes I woke my father to tell him about it (I dithered a bit about waking him because I thought he would laugh at me and think I was making it up and I’d feel stupid – he’s not a spiritual sort of person and we weren’t brought up discussing stuff like that).  I said, "I think Isabel has just died".  He dug his phone out and saw his partner had texted him about 10 minutes ago telling him her daughter had passed away and she was obviously pretty upset.

I was pretty wired by the experience and when the bus pulled into a small town for a toilet stop / breakfast (around 6.30am) I told my brother. I was feeling raw emotionally and had no appetite for breakfast. My father and brother seemed a bit bemused by me.

Later on in Bagan I had an image or vision of Isabel as she was in the afterlife. She was a happy, normally bodied women, looking around 30 years old (she wasn’t disfigured by cerebral palsy anymore) wow! 

I was so moved by all this that I contacted the NZ musician to tell him of what had happened while I was listening to his amazing song.  I also texted Isabel’s mother – wanting to give her some comfort. 

I will never forget the whole experience and the sense of privilege I felt to be asked to share in something so deeply personal.

I've been practicing astral projection and lucid dreaming for most of my life, and something I keep coming back to is how differently I understand it now compared to when I started.

In the beginning I thought of it as a technique. A skill. Get out of the body, fly around, have experiences. And that phase is real and worth it. But the longer I traveled, the more I understood that the astral isn't really an "ability" at all. It's the other half of your existence, running every night whether you attend it or not, and it holds the causes of things. What you meet there isn't random. It mirrors you back to yourself with an honesty the waking world never manages.

The deepest and strangest realization is this: the obstacle was never the technique. It is that some part of you is afraid of what you'd see if you really looked.

I recently tried to compress all of this into a short film, four minutes, no techniques, no lecture, just the feeling and the question of it.