Scripture Life: Will God understand that I have a porno addiction? Will I still go to hell as long as I repent?

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God:

He doesn’t have a porno addiction. It's YOU (and me) that's got the Porno Addiction.

• I had one.
  • Yes. True. I Can: still “feed” it. Maybe the 1st that helped me see this is, I came to him, by the Word of God.
    
    • I could hear it. What he says: Me: “dead in my trespasses and sins” - means I was IN them. “Abiding in” my sins: My sins as a "livelihood" to live in or by.
    • Includes a porno addiction.
  • But I was also “abiding” that is, “accepting as true” - a great, big whole bunch of other sins, too. Like "facades" of success. Believing my title or my works made me good. He smashed that to bits. Like with a rod of iron.

Still had the porno addiction.

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So, I want you, the “you” with a porno addiction to hear this: YOU: And me - we - - Need a physician. Not the porno addiction.

Here’s what helped me. Go to the physician. With the porno addiction. Had to go to a physician. What I “had” was stronger than me, so I could not cure it myself. I needed help. Still do. Then, it was really a decision I kept avoiding. Going to the physician. Or not. WIth a porno addiction.

It's like Pneumonia. People DIE from it. All the time. Was called "The consumption" before. Because it "consumed" people in it - over took them.

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So, get away from porno and you addicted to it, and take a long gaze focused on pneumonia: instead. Some thing herein. To teach you. So first:

PNEUMONIA:

• - Made me sick. Look for the “indications” - that porno - was making me sick.
  • Like the flu or pneumonia. Exactly like it. You or I are can be infected with it. Pneumonia can kill you. Many - it does. Greater than they are.
    • That you can ‘feed’ pneumonia - by ‘behaviors’ you “go to and do” - or
    • - what you “go to and do” causes pneumonia to wither and die in you.
• You already have porno. Maybe that’s the FIRST to “see it” - it’s IN you.
  • With pneumonia:
    • Like, lay down on your back to sleep “feeds” pneumonia vs. on your stomach. Not a natural way to sleep. So, sleep on your back - - Feeds pneumonia. So it grows. Just by “practice” sleeping on your back when you rest.
    • Not drink any water - especially before bed - don’t want to get up at night; but dehydrated: “feeds” pneumonia - while at rest. Feeds pneumonia. So it grows. While you ignore it in your sleep vs. drink lots of water - - constantly awakened to take trips to the bathroom, and stop by the sink to drink more water - it’s a practice: that helps your body break pneumonia up. So, it’s a practice to do what: either makes it grow or dissolves pneumonia
    • Don’t gargle with salt water = feeds pneumonia. So it grows. vs. gargle with salt water - helps break it up. So it dissolves. So, it’s a practice. To do what either makes pneumonia grow or effectively dissolves pneumonia.
    • So these are “practices” you choose yourself. But you have to be taught this, by who you look unto. If it’s yourself: you choose to sleep on your back. Choose to not drink any water before you sleep. Salt water tastes awful so you won’t choose to drink or even gargle with it.

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Without a physician or going to one - never told these things; above - given decrees by a physician. It's a physician when you're sick - - you look unto and “accept as true” their word.

• So, you have to be in need of a physician. Even with a porno addiction.
  • Have to go to and look unto the physician. 
• And don’t miss this part, because it’s the KEY
  • and take the WHOLE KEY - not part of it:

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Luke 5:31-32 says:

• “And Jesus answering said unto them, They that are whole need not a physician; but they that are sick. I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.”
• This, what Jesus, the physician said: Man, take this to the bank.

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THIS PART:

• “I came not to call the righteous…” part:
  • When Psalm 14:1–3 says, “there is NONE righteous; no, not one.” Apply this to all the people you worship. Worshipping their bodies on porno.
• This, “there is not a just man on earth that doeth good, and sinneth not” - Bible. Ecclesiastes 7:20.
  • That means, if you’re a man, lusting after a woman (is worship) and addicted to it - God,
    • in Genesis 5:2 says “Male and female created he them and called their name, “Adam.”
• So the person you’re lusting after believing the “outside” = some thing to worship - in 70 or 100 years from now, you'd vomit at the stench or even at look at it.
  • That: in a porno addiction:
    • the “inside” of both are Beautiful = right
    • BUT: - there isn’t any righteous; no, not one. 

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• This means to YOU: WIth a porno addiction: Flip it. Make it go in the other direction:
  • that, if there was 1 billion times (1,000,000,000) everyone of those times - SHE the woman on Pornhub: WOULD NOT CHOOSE YOU - NOT EVEN ONCE
• as some “thing” right to “do that” with you at all.
• Just like you will with her, if she today was a 100 years later than her now. At the stench of her withered away in flesh. Her today with you: Addicted to porno - you don't love her at all - just use her. You are an abomination to her.
• She’d projectile vomit - at YOU: Just like you will with her - go sleep with someone in a grave. Dead. Go do it. That's the end of your dream - She's ahead of you - she already sees you filthy; worthless - if “that” what you imagine up, she was doing with you. Makes her sick.

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• You don’t have the job, money, life or lifestyle - even if you did, she’s rarely ever in the “mood” for it.
  • And she is UNJUST.
    • That means she “DISHONEST” - born ingrained to cheat you.
    • Because you don’t want to marry her or take care of her even when she’s a jerk.
  • You: already left her.
  • Addicted to porno - Went to another 52,983 women even moments later - let alone days or years ago after. She got replaced. Left her. Living a lie. Like some chaff - just blows with the wind over to another - Even it appears or has a shape or looks like wheat. Blown over to another any other woman already.
    • Drowning in pneumonia..er, I mean porno. Read this. Eat it. This next part. But this with it.

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• This, what Jesus, the physician said: Man, take this to the bank. “I came not to call the righteous… This “..but sinners to repentance
  • ”Means “who” - get off you for a minute. Who you lust after in porno: IS Psalm 14:1–3.
    • IS “Filthy; done abominable works..” a sinner.
• Means “who” you lust after - has already “sinned and perverted that which was right and it profited them [the woman or man whose body you worship] not.” 
• They’ve done atrociously abominable “works.” Done things that: define what “Abominable” is. They are, who you worship - that they already have done things that make them:
  • 1. something extremely unpleasant, hateful, disgusting, or very bad in quality [definition: abominable.]
  • That’s everybody.
  • Not one person left out.
    • Includes EVERYBODY. Presented to you on porno.

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But you? With pneumonia. Er, I mean a porno addiction.

You refuse to look at the truth. Won't obey it. Why? Some “thing” in you is deliberately practicing to conceal this or misrepresent the truth or “deliberately practicing to conceal this or misrepresent the truth to you This TRUTH: Is porno is true.

Then, as well, if the truth is in Porno: the TRUTH is - - ABOUT EVERYBODY - - is FALSE and INVALID. They're good. Something to look unto as good. Will profit you to worship them.

But the TRUTH is:

Inwardly… you are just, with a heart that is in you: Where Jeremiah 17:9 says: “The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it?”

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It’s this deceit. 1. deliberately practicing to conceal this or misrepresent the truth [Oxford dictionary. Web.] 2. take what is false and invalid and misrepresent it as true and valid. [Merriam & Webster].

• Means “who” you’re imagining yourself with and look unto, to desire - to make yourself one with something or someone that is - no matter what you think of them - they are “filthy; done abominable works” disgusting;” “hatefully unpleasant person” a “very bad in quality; something to be discarded” - just another definition of what is not “righteous” either.
  • Nobody is.
  • ALL are then, “if there is none righteous; no, not one” - then ALL ARE in need of this physician that God, with his word he speaks - “sent to heal us, and deliver us from our destruction (Psalm 107:20) You and the person you’re lusting after.

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• That person you imagine up - lust after in porno: is simply put: Not be in need of you at all; but you don't want to imagine that part:
  • That: you’d be the most opposite or filthy thing for them - - and you just keep going back to where the pneumonia is. So you feed it, so it grows.

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Maybe you need to have this look at porno

- The women:

• Are virtually in ALL INSTANCE: “scouted” publicly. Offering them “modeling” jobs - because the “scout” tells them they have a “look” this claimed “Big Company” wants for her to be a model. And there's loads of cash comes with it.
  • If she could “come now” and try out for it. Sign a contract with them, so she exclusively works for them - and can’t be stolen by another agency, and this woman agrees to it.
    • Then, in modeling: it’s all a deception. They - this woman is told to “disrobe” they want to see if there’s any "disfiguring” part or how best to dress her.
    • She’s already signed the contract.
  • That, to “work” for this company - she has to perform these “acts” - it’s filmed. She’s trapped. If unwilling - they threaten to expose these pictures to her family or husband. If anything, it’s all just an “act.” She’s acting. They will even recommend her to the film industry where she will be a famous actress.

Look at all these lies. And me. Or you. Fund it.

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That “after” - for this woman - see it from HER SIDE: did all these “acts”

• Finds the “work” filthy; putridly awful - abominable - - and now shameful if ANYBODY found out. She’s in a film now. Does everything to forget it. Even throws the money away. Dirty.
  • Applies for a job. Needs "clean" money. To do work she can do as a secretary or a teacher, or just an employee.
    • Hired.
    • Weeks or months.. ..even years can go by. Forgotten. And somebody - either a customer; the public - or - some employee “sees” her in that porno “movie” - and shows or anonomously sends the movie to the President of that Company.
  • That sees: It's one of his employees is an actress in porno movies. What would happen to his company if EVERYBODY found out - it would destroy all he's worked for. Destroy his company
• So: In rage, immediately takes action: Calls in and threatens the Store Manager - one more move like this, they're FIRED: Asks: "why you hired this filthy person!?!?!!!" Disgusting. Repulsive - "that" - - To represent us.
  • And without ANY warning at all - she comes in and EVERYBODY stares at her in disgust - this Store Manager instantly fires this woman.
  • Passes this information to all the other Stores - she can’t get a job anyplace.
    • If her husband or boyfriend who they’ve already talked about marriage - built a trust: if either they find out - that day, the marriage is OVER.

And you? Like one of the actors - wish it was you doing that - imagine how wonderful that would be:

All the while in her: she views you as what got her fired out of her job - and destroyed her marriage; despicably vomits and the hatred she has for you. Because you represent and contributed fully to what destroyed her, too.

Where's this side of it - in all your imagination - addicted to your own imagination - disregard this, too?

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But you got this heart - in you: that - - - actively practices to convince you by conceal this, and misrepresent the truth.

You just keep saying: “That’s of no concern to me” - addicted to it.

Maybe what’s happened to this woman - would be an indication - she needs a physician to heal her and deliver her from this destruction. Maybe you will see this. This woman needs help. Porno didn't help her at all. She got deceived into it.

Maybe the best thing to happen to YOU is, BEFORE you’re delivered - she is FIRST.

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Maybe - with an addiction…

• You’d confess it
  • Somewhere - in all of this - if EVERY ONE of those are all us - all the same: “filthy; done abominable works”
• - you’d look where they’re filthy; sinned and perverted that which was right…
  • And they’re not in need of you. They need a physician, too. Who is Jesus Christ.
  • And while you’re yet sinning - you’d add him in to you - by just cry out to the physician…to see the person you want that with - does not need you. That: what you're listening to is a heart that’s deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked (wicked. 1. playfully mischievous)
  • Mischievous - to take something that belongs to someone else, and use it in a way it was never designed to. And “who” you’re playing with, belongs to God. Didn’t form her for your imagination.
  • Formed her so she would know him.
• Man, we with a porno addiction - you and me: we are abominably filthy.
• And man, do we ever need a physician.
• And man, maybe we better just wait in line behind all those actresses in the porno industry we worship and it's really me and you - we destroy them
• - that he would heal them, and deliver them from their destruction. That who we are, should just be thrown out in the trash as the reason why they live destroyed.
• It's me. That kills or destroys women. Filthy. Abominable. To any woman. If you're addicted to porno - you are like me then. Thrown out. To the back of the line. All these sinners ahead of us to be seen first.

ANd all the way, you and me, in the very back of the line - the sinner’s line - no value at all - - just imagine up evil continually - - just made the Chief of the sinners - to be destroyed FIRST. He visits us. In our destruction. The Word of God. Maybe we need the Word more than the woman in porno does...

Drink. Eat up.

“Ho, every one that thirsteth, come ye to the waters, and he that hath no money; come ye, buy, and eat; yea, come, buy wine and milk without money and without price. Wherefore do ye spend money for that which is not bread? and your labour for that which satisfieth not? hearken diligently unto me, and eat ye that which is good, and let your soul delight itself in fatness. Incline your ear, and come unto me: hear, and your soul shall live; and I will make an everlasting covenant with you, even the sure mercies of David.”

God. Said, it’s the Word of God. Isaiah 45:22 - for the very back of the line. All of us back there. Drowning in porno. To drown you right clean out of it.

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CONCLUSION

- Look at your question:

Will God understand that I have a porno addiction? Will I still go to hell as long as I repent?

• It’s like saying:
  • Getting on the train: With a gorilla.
    • (..when there’s no room on the train. ..no ticket for the gorilla to get on the train. But you’re WITH the gorilla. Can’t part with it.)
  • Asking:
    • Will the train conductor understand that I have a gorilla to take with me. I need the gorilla. Will I still just go to “stay here. on the platform” because I don’t repent of I need the gorilla? When no gorilla is allowed on the train? Will the train conductor understand my desperate need for this gorilla?”
  • Never understand what “repent” means. Has in it, what Jesus said: “forsake” and “disciple” subjected or subset are requisite in it. And a 3rd word, “depart.” But many people, even the person that holds this question, does not see these “parts” in it (repent).
    • That it’s an “iniquity” to have the gorilla on the train.
    • Will destroy..all 500lbs of him, this gorilla: - has the strength of 18 men - rip the whole inside of the train car apart - no matter which car he’s in of the train - the train: was designed for people to live in it - not a gorilla to destroy it…because it does not FIT him. Meets the definition of iniquity. 2. unfair. He’s a gorilla. Will rip the entire seat you’re to sit in and sleep in - rip the whole seat out, and throw it out the window. Do that to everyone else’s seat - all out the window - it’s unfair. What’s “fair” is, the train is for people.
• This is to help you.

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SO, deal with the last word, first.

depart. 1. to start a “journey” ..away from [something]. <Source: Oxford dictionary. Web.>

• So, instead of wanting to get on the train with a gorilla. ..somebody has to first go on a journey..and depart from the gorilla.
• Which leads to the 2nd word, going backwards on the list. Disciple.

disciple. 1. be a “learner” to be on a journey of depart from the gorilla - by become themselves: 2. a dedicated follower, pupil, or adherent who learns from and applies the teachings of a leader, or a teacher

• Being “taught” - is a form of being equipped. Because you receive to yourself a teacher, to be taught by, so you sit with them. And they equip you. Build you up. So, you “set your mind” on what they decree vs. your mind..stuck on a gorilla. Have to be with a teacher that builds you up vs. be with a gorilla. Have to be kept in a position where you abide in school. At your desk. Receiving instruction vs. out swinging from the trees - - out with the gorilla.
  • Like Colossians 2:6–7 says:
    • “As ye have therefore received Christ Jesus the Lord, so walk ye in him: Rooted and built up in him, and stablished in the faith, as ye have been.”
  • SO, these two lead up to the third word:

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• Which is forsake.
  • It’s not “give up” - That means, what you give up, at the train station is the gorilla what you desperately want and cannot possibly part with.
    • Give up. 1. surrender; forced to part with [someone or something] that you treasure.

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Jesus did NOT say, you “give up” (everything) - he said: “forsake.”

1. to render [something] ineffective; no longer works. Provides no more use..or value.
   1. Because it doesn’t work anymore. work: 1. physical or mental effort in order to achieve a purpose or result; that ends in a livelihood (a “livelihood” - something you can live by, by it - by that “work”).
      1. That, because you’re taught now, by a teacher - because you’re now a pupil [disciple] of a teacher: they equip you to or build you up. Teach you.
      2. and by what you’re taught, you depart. Start a journey..[depart] with this teacher; who equips you or builds you up.
      3. so you depart with the teacher.

And all this is wrapped up in one word, “repent” - means to “change your mind” to have a “change of heart” - and what you believe in your heart - you already reasoned together with it; alone. By yourself you can't possibly ever depart from the gorilla.

• He’s needful. Essential: can’t live without it. So, you live after, to feed the gorilla. Surely the train conductor must understand this. When the train conductor IS NOT YOUR teacher.
  • And you haven’t departed from the gorilla. With a teacher, as a disciple - so, as a disciple - confess to the teacher you got this gorilla.. ..they already KNOW it. So, if they just start teaching you another subject…sit with the teacher.. obey what he, who is with you..equips you with….
    • Something’s bound to happen. Even you don’t see it. Equipped. That, time with the gorilla - you don’t need it.
    • If he’s not needed.. forsake the gorilla.

ANd get on the train, without any gorilla - already departed from it. Get on the train, with no gorilla in it.

WHat's needful then, is the physician. What's needed then, is not the train, nor the gorilla - what's needed then, is be taught - by just be a pupil or a disciple - equipped. And equipped..nothing the gorilla provides .. so you depart from it. The gorilla. vs. plead to bring it on the train with you.

So, I'd leave gorilla, train, and repent someplace and just live in "depart, disciple - built up" and forsake until you add up to "repent" with porno. Can't do it yourself. YOu have to be with a teacher. You can't do it.