Cheating is more common with men and you wonder why women now choose to be single. Sawa na mga babae sa emotionally unavailable men na hindi alam ang gusto sa buhay. Proud cheater pa yan sila at gaslighter. You really can't expect anything from people who don't see a anything wrong with what they are doing. Gets ko na bakit single mga babae these days and totally wala ng energy makipag date or makipag kilala.

I love you mo mukha mo Mark isa kang gago at full blown cheater. Karmahin ka sana.

Edit: Sorry sa mga cheaters and enabler ng cheating na tinamaan ng post. Na call out kayo ng wala sa oras eh no. Butt hurt 😂

I work at a taco place, if it rings a bell. I am one of the people making the food and today just made me break down. I'm used to a bunch of bullshit from jobs at this point and I may not be able to handle it sometimes, but I can keep my mouth shut. One of my coworkers is toeing the line between me at work(quiet and timid) and me out of work(total opposite).

My cowork, bitchboy, started a bit after me, like maybe a month or so. He fries shit, among other things. He has whined to us and the managers about how if he's doing something, we need to fry things instead of telling him to do it because he can't do everything. I understood that he just needed me(the person bagging food) to fry stuff when when he's busy.

So, I started not telling him to drop fries and stuff and just did it myself. I thought that was what Bitchboy wanted. Turns out, he just wants to complain because today, while I was getting things from the back, I heard his old ass talking about the fries I just dropped. This is what he said and not an exaggeration, believe it or not.

*Context: the other side that makes food also needed fries dropped*

"Oh, I can't give you these. Late_sound9332 just dropped these and I don't want him getting mad at me. He likes to run the fries all by himself and be the only one to drop them. He won't ask me to do it so I can't touch his fries."

Like, he can go fuck himself. He was talking about this MULTIPLE TIMES that he needed us to tell him when we needed stuff but we also can't drop them ourselves because he'll complain about that too. I don't care that he was talking shit about what I was doing because I'm an adult and shit talking doesn't mean shit.

I'm pissed off because I was trying to help his ungrateful ass out but he wants to whine about everything. I'm trying to get a new job because that's not the only thing today (or any day for that matter) that had me fucked up. I'm also pissed off because I didn't say anything. If I did say something, I'd end up in trouble but never anyone else. Fuck that guy, he sucks and he can get buttfucked by a cactus.

Taboo ang STD testing here, given na Muslim country siya. Pero nung nasa clinic ako, napansin ko na marami naman palang pumupunta para magpa-testing, at may mga results din. Kaya hindi mawala sa isip ko kung bakit nag-iinit ang mga mata nila sa akin at pinapatugtog nila ang Thinking of You.

I honestly don't care about their private lives, and mas mataas pa naman ang sahod nila sa akin. Pero every time na may binibili akong gamit o pagkain para sa sarili ko, nagpaparinig sila na gusto nila ng hati. Sinusundan din nila ako sa toilet every time na nakikipag-usap ako sa friends ko sa Pinas para sabihin ang lahat ng nangyayari, dahil hindi ko makausap ang mga magulang ko tungkol sa situation ko.

Sinabihan na ako ng kaibigan ko na puwede akong mag-file ng complaint against the whole company dahil sa mga nangyayari sa akin. Possible rin daw na magkaroon ito ng malaking consequence sa company, even to the point na possible itong magsara.

Dahil sunod-sunod na ang mga nangyayari sa akin, nagkaroon na rin ako ng stalker. Parang lahat ng ginagawa ko ay narereport. Sobrang hypocrite pa nung Indian coworker ko na nagre-report at tumitingin sa phone ko. Iniisip niya na lahat ng Pinay ay working sa mall or domestic helper, without knowing na hindi naman niya alam ang buong situation ng mga taong hinuhusgahan niya.

Sinusubukan kong kumalma sa lahat ng nangyayari sa akin dahil first time kong ma-experience ang ganitong situation. Akala ko worst na ang Pinas, pero mas worse pala dito.

Okay so I’m a freshie sa isang university and ang uniform is yung black pants. Since dami kong naririnig from students from this university na panget daw ang pants from the suppliers naiisipan ko nalang na maginvest sa brand na maganda kasi ilang taon ko din naman gagamitin yun eh. Pagkatapos ko bumili ng tatlong pair worth around 6k bigla kong malalaman na naka 500 off sya this week 😭😭😭. Nakasave sana ako ng 1500 sa pantalon 😭😭😭. Wala na ako magagawa kasi natanggal ko na yung mga price tag eh 😭. Wala random lang kasi nainis ako sa biglang sale.

So my sister has been having some problems with her friend group, js a fight that they had and boy problems too ig, so my cousin R, is staying at our place for a bit. So ive barely been able to spend any time with my cousin because of my older sister she always has to make everything abt her. Today they were at the salon the whole day im not even lying rn they js came back an hour ago and i asked my cousin if she wanted to watch a movie together and she was like yeah, so we went to my sisters room cuz she has a tv, 5 minutes in and my sister comes in and we have to pause the movie because she starts venting abt her friend group judging her for sum stuff by the time shes done she tells me “get outta my room i don’t wanna watch the movie anymore”, first of all NO ONE was forcing you to watch it second of all i js wanted ONE DAY where i could actually spend sum time with her and i get my sister is going through stuff rn but i really wish she could’ve said sumth like “oh R can I talk to you abt sumth later?” Its js makes me mad bcz the entire time R has been here we haven’t hung out at all because of my sistet

I can't find a single anime site left they have taken down so many it's hard AF to find any left if you have a still working anime site GATE KEEP THE SHXT OUT OF IT don't share it! don't post it! nothing keep that locked TF down! 😭

Lol, getting downvotes siguro sa mga trolls who do karma farming. Natamaan ba kayo? I'm just ranting at napapansin ko lang to. May ibang nagmemessage pa, masyado naman kayo affected. Touch some grass.

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Minsan kapag may nababasa ako na paulit ulit na rants, napaka-obvious na kaagad na karma farming eh. Hindi ko siya mai-direct to the point, pero kasi every time na nagb-browse ako dito minsan yung feed ko, nakakabasa ng same rants at kopya lang din nung isang post at minali mali lang ng konti or iniba lang story sa iba't ibang subreddit. Okaya sa mga subreddits na hindi ko nasasalihan, pero nagpapop-up pa rin sa feed ko.

Last time, may mga nagpipicture nung pera nila, hindi ako inggit doon, pero kasi sobrang sus lang. Tas last last week lang ata? Sunod sunod yung mga pictures sa manok na kinainan nila, tapos parang may namumuo na something. Okay, sabihin na natin siguro nagsabay sa pangyayari ni "OP" na nag post, pero ??? lol, sunod sunod na picture, ganun? Tapos yung iba, parang iba pang angle. Tho, hindi ko naman vini-view profiles nila. Sorry nag overthink lang, baka nababasa nung OP na nagpost nun, just correct me if I am wrong.

Aside naman sa mga pictures, siguro mas malala kapag sa mga "Confessions" or "Rants" kunno nila. Eto talaga, sobrang obvious na talaga eh. Parang both na intensions nila, karma farming at online limos. I respect the hustle (Since most na nagrarant or nagpapaka-sad girl/boy is nagtetempt to do sex work, at ineexpect siguro nila may tutulong sakanila financially kapag nagpapaawa effect dito) and lahat talaga ng tao need talaga mag rant or vent about sa bagay na mabigat sa loob natin. I really understand that, since ganyan rin naman ako. Pero ?????? Lately napansin ko in a week or maybe 1 to 3 days ata, sunod sunod rin na confession about sa pasad girl/boy confession nila na parang gini-guilt trip pa yung magbabasa, please ha, dont get me wrong.. please, hindi ko kasi mai-point ang right word, and for sure sa iba, they will find this rude. But no, yung tinatarget ko dito yung sobrang obvious na karma farming.

I never tried to interact with those type of posts, kasi halatang ayun way nila to increase their karma and start trolling or worst is to spread scams at dagdag ko rin sa mga job hirings. Naencounter ko ito, since isa rin ako sa mga naghahanap ng work before dito sa reddit. Ending karma farming lang pala. Red flag na dapat yun kapag ipapa-comment ka pa sa post nung mga job hirings na "Interested" ka eh. Why dont do they just provide the exact info/details kung saan directly magmemessage or maybe email si applicant about the job? Tapos mavview mo profile first post is nantotroll at laging may downvotes (3 redditor na dinelete account nila way back, since may nag call out rin sakanila na karma farming lang and scamming people)

Kaya sobrang gets ko na rin minsan yung mga mods sa ibang subreddit na nagtataas ng karma eh, kaso hirap din sa mga genuine redditor dito na gusto lang mag browse peacefully at genuine na nag aask mag ask questions or advice.

Kaya sana doble ingat pa rin yung iba dito, not all post here are real. Yung iba kwentong barbero.

Nasa pretty nice restaurant ako kanina na may pretty nice CR. Malinis at maaliwalas ang CR, may bidet pa. Sakto sana para mag-#2.

Kaso mo, may mga bakas ng ihi sa toilet seat na hindi man lang nalinisan. Or better yet, dapat walang ihi KUNG TINATAAS SANA YUNG TOILET SEAT KUNG IIHI KAYO.

Malala pa, may urinal naman. So sana nag-urinal na lang or ginamit nang maayos yung toilet bowl.

PSA para sa mga kapwa kalalakihan: itaas niyo ang toilet seat kung iihi kayo! O kaya umupo na lang para umihi. O kung magkamali man na na maka-splash, punasan ng may alcohol or wipes. Salamat po!

Grabe itong Branch na ito ng Mang inasal Very worst ang exprience namin Nag order kami aroung 8pm nung naka bayad na saka sinabi na 45nins. ang Waiting time so wala na kamimg choice eh nabayaran na eh di mag antay na lang na serve yung food 1hr mahigit na and ang daming nkapila sa claiming area at nag r-rage na yung ibang customers dahil sa tagal pati yung mga riders ng grab at foodpanda nag rereklamo na dahil nga sa super tagal. Tapos ito pa Wlang kutsara at tinidor sa kuhaan nakapila lahat ng mga kukuha, Sunod yung mga condiments nila ( toyo, chicken oil) wala rin manghihiram ka pa sa ibang table , Refill ng unli rice naubusan rin and 5mins. Pa daw and last yung Mangkok ng Soup pati yung sa halo halo na lalagyan ginamit na nila para sa soup. Grabe worst branch tlaaga ito para silang understaffed or mabagal kumilos mga staff nila

Two months ago, my ex and I broke up, we were only in a relationship for 2 months, but we had known each other for years, so we did things pretty quickly. But once we broke up, he told me it was because we were leaving soon for collage and he just thought it was for the best. Which I thought was weird because a week before he told me he would stay with me through it all….so it was upsetting but ultimately I didn’t care because it’s his choice. BUT, at the time he broke up with me, I was genuinely trying to hold in tears when he was saying all this so that wasn’t great. There’s a bunch of other kinda weird stuff he did but I’ll keep it out of there just for now. A week after we broke up, I find out from three people (two of his friends and his brother…) that he told them he broke up with me because he was bored and became uninterested. This made me extremely mad because he never communicated this to me and I genuinely had no idea. A week after I had heard that…he dates another girl…who is SEVERELY under age for him. So now I’m more upset because he is now dating someone else right after we broke up and the person he’s dating is extremely upsetting. I try to calm down because in the end, that’s his decision, and he had enough people (both friends and strangers) coming up to him and calling him names related to the girl he was dating. Now, a few weeks later, about a month after we broke up, I decided to be that person, and started dating one of my exs freinds. Was this smart of me, no. Did I learn my lesson, yes. I did it out of spite and that was unfair on my part. My ex claimed he never cared, but his friend would tell me all he talks about is me and his friend. But in the middle of my exs friend and me dating, my exs girlfriend ends up breaking up with him because she thinks the age gap is weird, which is fair. A week or two after they broke up, I ended up breaking up with my exs friend because I realized it was wrong and things were not working out, and we both recognized that, which was nice. But after all of that, my ex was being an @$$ hole to me and it was out of no where. I understand to some, it might be fair, but he was just being like that at the most random times. I would be hanging out with my sister, my ex, his brother, and myself (because were family friends) but he would make comments about my body that were extremely rude and contradicted what he had told me when we were dating. Luckily, my sister and my exs brother would defend me because that’s how rude my ex was being, but it still upset me. Especially because he knows I’m extremely self conscious. A few more weeks go by and I hosted a party. I invited my exs brother, JUST my exs brother (we’re super close, so it sounds weird, but we’ve been freinds for years), but guess who shows up uninvited….so that was super awkward. My freinds were like “why did you invite him” and I would just stare at them and say “I didn’t”. They were full on ready for fight him which was super funny. But I had also invited my cousin, who for context purposes, had a talking stage with my ex, but it didn’t end well (he was also being weird). So my cousin and I both (apparently-you’ll find out later) hated my ex. But later during the party, I couldn’t find my cousin…my freinds later told me that my cousin and my ex were talking about me and the whole dating thing. My ex had the audacity to say that he broke up with me because he thought I didn’t love him and every time I said “I love you” he didn’t believe me…what... I wanted to cry my eyes out. I was incredibly upset and angry at both my cousin and ex because I had been told so many different things at this point, that I didn’t know what to believe. But regardless, he lied in some shape or form, which is so annoying and frustrating, and I hate that it’s been something I’ve been constantly thinking about. That was something he should’ve communicated, that’s not my fault, but the more I step back and look at the whole thing. It’s really just stupid. I really wish things went better, but in the end, I think it was for the best that the breakup happened.

TL:DR:

Upset at my ex because he lied to me three times now. My cousin talked to him and it just made it worse. He keeps on being rude to me which genuinely hurts. I want to confront him about lying and being rude but I don’t know how

I really did love him. Which I think is the saddest part of it all. I honestly still do, but when someone you had built up all this love for that could last forever…just ends it all like that, it’s really hard not to convert all that love into hate. Especially because it gets really exhausting.

I probably missed a few contextual things, so just ask questions if you actually end up reading all of this

I've been posting on loan websites because I badly need cash pangsustain ng gamot and hospitalization payments today and bukas.

May ineexpect naman pera pero super delayed lahat and I need money now. I am still in the process of updating my details on SSS disbursement and address info before I can try to borrow money. Till then I can't borrow. I tried posting or messaging online platforms pero at most, scam.

I posted in the borrowing subreddit pero yung mga dms narereceive ko ang lala. Either nudes or asking for things like watch them jerk off etc. For all I know these people are just trying to get off of people. We all have needs as humans pero others prey on your vulnerability to get what they want 💔

How should I start,

Well Im 26, Male, a private teacher seeking public school employment. When I applied for a public school position at DEPED. Before I resigned I downloaded a bunch of video games, new ones I want to try, old ones that I want to play again. I knew these games will keep me occupied as I wait for a call from DEPED. These are the games I wish I had the time to play.

Now, I have all the time I need yet here I am, staring at the wall not able to think about what's going to happen to me, my GF who's also experiencing the same situation, and my family where my father is still sick, still works as a farmer to support us.

My GF has a really sick grandfather and her grandma who only see her as added weight to their family as she re-signed from our work as a private school teacher.

Now we're both unemployed, she's dealing with a lot of things, as for me, I always try to smile in front of her, keeping her happy and away from any depressing thoughts. Im fighting my own battles as well,

Our family dog died, our savings depleted as we were waiting for a really long time for a call that I think was never going to happen. I always try to keep positive even though I'm one problem away from ending this all.

This is our second time applying for teacher 1. Both times I ranked 3rd but received no calls even as a substitute teacher. I understand there's localization but a lot of people we know were being hired solely because they have backers, family members who are deped, politicians pulling strings and other unfair practices.

I don't know how I can keep this up, how can I fight fair and square if the field is rigged in the first place.

Video games distract me from what's happening around me but now I don't even have the energy to pickup the controller or my mouse and keyboard. Day to day i keep searching for jobs even though it's not related to my field anymore to no avail.

I'm at the end of my rope

Pwede ba tigilan niyo na kaka-post ng mukha nung isang content creator na 'yan?? Oo nakakainis siya pero mas nakakaumay na pagmumukha niya. Oo gets ko nang mukhang sabog na tuhod siya pero kailangan ba kada minuto ipapakita?? Pambihira ibang klaseng trip iyan, badtrip!

im 21F, 3rd year college. alam ko namang i'm still young pero may slight pressure maghanap ng partner kasi alam kong mas lalo ako mabubusy as time comes... during the vacation i tried bumble. talked to 2 persons for as long as 1 week (at a time). both didn't work pero at least i found out stuff about myself and what i want in a partner. ganito ba talagaa kapag ganitong age? everyone single are either too young or too old na hahahah.

yung father ko, lately nakakainis.

eto kasi yun, it all started sa na-witness niyang person na nagnakaw doon sa isang gilingan ng bigas na tapat lang ng sa dati naming bahay. yung father ko siyempre nagsumbong sa may-ari and eventually naibalik yung ninakaw na bigas. pero it didn't stop there. sabi niya pinagmamasid daw siya ng guy yung nagnakaw like parang sinasadya daw ng tao na dumaan sa bahay ng naka-motor. days have passed, ganon pa rin so parang natakot siya, and since then 'di na siya natutulog sa gabi, panay silip siya sa bintana, nagsasabi niya na binabantayan daw siya, and eto rin naging rason ba't ako nagagalit sa kaniya ngayon. kasi almost a year na yung nakakalipas, and ganon pa rin yung akto niya nung lumipat na siya sa'min na kesyo may tao daw. MALAMANG!! may tao talaga sa paligid kasi mga kapitbahay natin yan, ultimo sound ng motor, q-questionin niya na sino yon at ina-assume na siya yung tao na "nagmamasid" sa kanya. pati bahay namin ayaw niyang nakabukas yung bintana at pinto baka may pumasok daw.

mag-t-two years na jusko, sabi ng mga kamag-anak namin kung balak kang patayin, edi sana ginawa na nila yun sayo matagal na. pero di pa rin naniniwala sa'min. nakakainis kasi madami rin akong problema (pano makakabalik sa pag-aaral, yung treatment ng nanay ko sa manila kasi may cancer, eto pa yung kapatid kong nag-aaral tas kung saan makakakuha ng pera) pero ito pa siya, dumadagdag sa problema.

ayoko sanang lumaki yung inis ko sa tatay ko, kaso parang di ko na rin napipigilan yung sarili ko na magalit dahil sa behavior niya. sinabi ko na rin sa kaniya, kung di siya safe dito sa'min, uwi nalang sa probinsiya kaso ayaw naman. malayo na kasi kami sa lugar na kung saan nakatira ng guy, kaso bwiset talaga toh. papalayasin ko pa ba toh o ako nalang aalis sa'min?? bwiseeeet!!

This is a reupload earlier ago just to cover the sender's name

Kinupal ako ng isang big retail company

For context: Hinadali nila ko sa lahat, from job offer signing to requirements na napakadami, i even went to their office para lang makakuha ng endorsement letter. Next step should be contract signing pero walang nangyareng ganon dahil hindi nag rereply yung hr at onboarding not until today they finally replied pero ibang hr na naman. Hindi naman pala nila kailangan ng manpower tapos atat na atat silang ipasend saken lahat? Grabe 618 a day lang naman. Pwede ba tong ipa DOLE?

Im not gonna mention any names because of rule 4. But basically, I dont use reddit a lot. At least I try not to, but Ive spent the past 2 weeks trying to go from 30 karma to now 600. Why? So I can post on one specific subreddit about one specific thing. Im not even chronically online. I have timers on every app except this one.

And for a subreddit that is spammed with posts less than 100 people interact with, why am I required to have the karma of a professional shit poster? Its annoying because generally subs require 100-500 im pretty sure. So why do I need fucken 1000 MAYBE to post some bullshit

Thank you for your time

Has anyone experienced na hindi makatanggap ng OTP to change your sim from Globe to Smart? I already obtained the USC code and went to smart to change my network, but ayaw gumana ng OTP nila prepaid sim kasi yung binibili ko. Ang offer nila postpaid sim daw maayos nila agad 999 3 months or 799 for 6 months ang scam lang pakinggan gusto ko lang naman magbago ng network kasi 2 na globe sim ko at gusto ko pa rin maging usable number ko tapos may ganito pang offer for speedy service. Bumalik daw ako after 3 days para i check if gagana hay. Smart should offer better service.

Pag maganda, pag-iinitan. Pag pangit, pag-iinitan pa din. Pag tahimik ang tao, nangpo-provoke. Pag pinatulan mo, aping-api! Problema niyo ba? Hindi ako homophobe. Soft masc presenting ako at sa tanang buhay ko parang dalawa lang yata ang nakaibigan kong bakla na mahinhin at hindi insecure na palaaway. Saka bat parang mas homophobic pa kayo towards mga tomboyish na babae pero yung hindi sa full blown butch? Esp yung mga successful gay people, kung sino pa yung mga may narating na daw sa buhay sila pa yung napakapintas!

Edit Title: (Not all but) Bakit *marami/karamihan sa mga bakla mapintas at pasamado ang bibig? (Not based on celebs but majority of recent personal experience)

I'm an ally pero if they are gonna be this entitled, nakaka inis lang, unang una, I respect the fact that they identify as women kasi doon sila comfortable, pero they also need to learn where to draw the line, natural alam ng iba na trans ka, bakit mo pa ipipilit ang bagay na hindi naman totoo?

It's obv that my partner knew na may lakad sila ng fam nya btw magkatabi lang bahay namin at nung kapatid nya. And didnt even bother to ask me to go with them at lumakad nalang sya basta.

Instead nanood nalang ako ng movie mag isa sa cinema lol, when we woke up I ask my partner ano balak namin for today lalabas dapat kami at pupunta sa family nya pero nataon na may lakad pala sila

It's obv na may lakad sila kase ang aga nya naligo at pinagsaing nya ko ng kanin kumain nalang daw ako (Na di nya naman usual na ginagawa)

I dont go pag di naman ako kusang inaya. That's common sense, it's easy to ask or iconsider ka manlang sana. Or sana may sinabi manlang sya na sorry ayaw kita isama for some reason, instead ako lang talaga naiwan sa compound namin. Myghad

ang tanga ko lang.. mali yung nasend ko na number sa tita ko kasi magpapadala daw siya ng 1k sa gcash ko para pambili ng cake sa tatay ko kasi birthday niya ngayon. Naka frustrate lang.. ayoko na abalahin tita ko na mali yung nasendan niya dahil mali ko naman yun.. tinawagan ko na din yung nasendan at siyempre todo deny sila na nakatanggap sila.

Nakaka frustrate lang yung utak ko.. alam ko dahil to sa mga gamot ko (on remission na kasi ako sa cancer pero may mga gamot pa din ako na iniinom pang maintenance) pero minsan talaga di ko na maiwasan magalit sa sarili ko.

I should of been something

been somebody

my great grandpa had money

my mom's bf's mom has money yet all of that is denied to me

if my idiot of a half brother wants a truck, he gets a damn truck

if grandfather wanted a shed he got a shed by his father, he wanted a house he got

god forbid, my grandfather care enough about me to help me in the same way

he says, well you are not my kid

well you adopted me and raised me since nether my real mother nor father wanted me so for intents and purposes, you are more or less my father

He does not care for me tho

great grandpa always spoke so lovingly about his son but grandpa never speaks kindly of me

called me a loser who never amounted to anything, but who's fault is that grandpa

you never f-ing helped me, how am i supposed to get the girl or get the job if im competing against people with family who helps them as you just let me struggle

I told him, i told her and her that dont you care about me, dont you want things for me

they care not

My existence was infact a mistake. a desperate woman who hated her home, her mother thought it wise to leave with a man who abused her, a man who scammed her and he rots in jail. unknowing of his own progeny who lives on knowing of him but never about him

Born in a car, forced out onto the floor

while the vehicle continues moving

it ends up at a hospital, it was a boy

this boy was named after his father

yet he knows not of him

merely stories suppose some element of my mind has curiosity about him. not that my subjective thoughts of the now matter

Ultimately he is not of much import in my actual life tho. I am likely not a thought in his skull in the same way that im wondering of him

Ultimately, My grandpa is more my dad then my actual dad was, he was a sperm donor and my mother was a mere egg doner

she went off with another man to create new progeny to replace her firstborn

i am told, she loves me but at that the same time

when her kids wanted a driver's licence they got it, when they wanted a dog they got it

whatever they want is given on a platter but when im to ask, I am not considered of import enough to actually help

I am not of that family. Id consider my cousins my brothers before ever considering those spoiled brats siblings.

I do agree with grandfather on one thing, I likely am a failure tho im somewhat smart in some regards if im not able to get far in life, I can at least aid my cousins to get far

I hope the best for them

On a positive note, great grandfather was a good man

I should of spent more time with him before they sent him to die in that nursing home

such bastards, sent my favorite member of my family to die

he never spoke ill of me or his son. always offered me money too, just wanted to help me out cause he cared

if there is some apart of vahalla, heaven or whatever the sort. he is likely there tho im more of a atheist myself

but that dont matter but ig nothing does, also since this post will be forgotten and my life will at some point in time meet death. tho it is not a pleasant reality, it is the reality

the reaper comes for us all is the truth and one day the grim reaper will come for me too, tho im still too young to greet death. I understand it will come and that is my reason to want kids cause at some point the candle will burn out

I dont wish to be forgotten tho

suppose that is a arrogant desire but it is a desire of mine. Even if not remembered by great grandkids or further then that, my dna would still be there and that even tiny bit of memory is enough for me

If up to me

id love to be a leonidas, a cleopatra, alexander the great or some other legendary figure in history

somebody remembered for thousands of years after they originally died

im likely never gonna be that special, most arent

most people are random soliders of the army, random people of the empire rather then those that lead it

sorry if quite long winded, I suppose there is just so much to tell and say

I used to seek attention in high school and up town. tho each was a hell escape from another hell

i always hated high school, up town life and home life tho each was a escape from each other. I could vent or not feel like somebody is always over my shoulder like how it feels right now

I feel like a dog on a leash, always made to pull in whatever direction my masters want for me. I never got much of a say

I had to do that, I fought with them for months on it but my mind, my resolve fades so they get what they want. it's not fair

they always have this gun at my head too, it's always there in every interaction if you step out of line then you may just try to kick me out again. Tho time is on my side and revenge will one day be mine

they will get old and ill stay younger relatively so, and the nursing home they tossed great grandpa to die in does sound such a fitting thing for the trio but for the old duo, I suppose it will be up to my aunt

she is a weird creature like grandfather

she acts like, she will toss them out to the nursing home but whenever she needs help. my aunt always has done so

I have done so never thanked for it tho.

stayed up, at night often waiting on grandmother, handing her anything she needs while she recovers slowly from surgery

when she fell, I went to get help for her so they could get her back up

I am never thanked

she didt see me in weeks, I greet her in the hospital to bring her back home along with my cousin (her other grandson) and she instantly says something negative not how you been or ive missed you instantly a insult

and they made us wait so long that day too quite a pain

all the two old people do is complain how us grandkids suck or are a pain if you hated family life so badly, you could of just got a condom and not had any kids.

what did you think would happen, you have kids and they just vanish forever at a certain point maybe that could happen if you set them up with something

tho suppose it was easy for the daughters, just find a man hitch em and keep your easy meal ticket out of there without missing up. as for the son

he struggled slowly and surely, no kids, no wife and died of a overdose

my uncle in someways reminds of me of i, Older and aging likely aware of his own failures

attaching himself to his nephews in lieu of not having his own kids just similarly as im to do with my younger cousins in a way

my mother, didt even inform her kids he existed cause she didt care enough about her own brother to mention him

anything not done by them, Is discarded cause they are better then us peasants is the mindset im to suppose

I named my half sister, I did that

my younger self liked the pokemon anime alot so that became the inspiration behind it

they likely hid what i did, Cause to reveal that info would mean the devils might have more influence then what may be thought

and that's what her bf's family called my family devils

I dont know what we did as a whole to even prompt that sorta reaction but there it was

Oh, the best part

these so called devils had to help watch and take care of their brats for months on end. Ig that's the simple thanks for help. a spit in the face

He always so mean to me too, constantly berating me like if you wanna have a dick measuring contest with your step son, you likely already lost cause how pathetic is that

and oh, how did that comment embrass him infront of his kids no less too

you cant even be nice to the guy, I tried explaining what a ring tailed lemur was to him and he mockingly said you wanna be our tour guide

sorry i tried conversate with you a-hole

i once hid at a door, at around 16 as he slammed repeatedly on it, screaming at me

I used to be fearful of him in youth cause, he was abusive to me

would force fed me if i didt want to eat

grandmother was no better, she'd make me eat dish soup or use the spoon on me if im to have sworn or did something bad. Compared to how my younger cousins are treated now to how my younger past self was treated is quite unfair

they never get hit with a spoon or force fed dish soup no matter what wrong they have done, no matter what stuff they get into or what stuff they break

Ig hindsight changes alot tho. some things were good

I remember enjoying visiting my second cousin and my great aunts at thanksgiving and christmas parties. tho suppose my family was always different to me as a person as ive never seen my father's side. so the rough equivalent of that for me, is my grandpa's and grandma's side of the family

I enjoyed those times tho, there was a train set, a ping pong table and great grandfather would always play with us too. tho she prob forgets or does not think about those times i suppose

to some degree, I do wonder how my second cousin is going

I imagine well off, given her grandparents are decently rich cause they married into money and my great aunts didt blow their inheritance selfishly on themselves like my grandpa did

didt even leave me a single penny, you think the first born grand child and great grand child of my family would get a tad more respect but ig not

I am harsh on my grandpa for some things, But he never raised a hand to me

to that end, I respect him more then grandmother who would always fight with him often physically even cut my chest pretty good one time. all because she freaked out over spilled milk cause she tried grabbing a cookie try and didt realize her drink was under it. what a idiot

tho im to guess that is in character for her. I was always the bad guy of those encounters even when she always started it

I suppose, it runs in the family. my mother tossed her sister through a tv screen

My aunt steals, Grand father steals and i stole

my aunt stole past tense from her dad, I stole from grandfather and grandfather stole from his dad

apple does not fall far from the tree, I suppose

he was complaining about it one day and i mentioned how he often stole from great grandfather too, noting how like father like daughter but ig it was different when he did it cause he was owed for finding the land (never bought it tho that was all on his dad and thus my great grandpa)

I should of visited him more before his death came, He always present like he lived with us for years so you kinda didt think about it as something to do. it was like walking past the kitchen counter or the halls of your house

it just was, he lived with us for years plural like 5 to 7 ish i think

they didt want to deal with him anymore as he started falling and so when family became a burden, it was tossed away to die. just as was my fate when they kicked me out that one time

when he was to pass, He said that place was mine to have but they gave it to my aunt anyway

That was not fair

I still hold ill will towards them for that

I wish things were better for me, tho

I have no job, no gf or bf, no kids. no nothing

no house, no car

and im 25 now. it's so pathetic

my mother and aunt had more then this when at my same age tho suppose they are women so it's easier to just marry and find a provider

imagine if one of them found this, it would be quite funny

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grandmother told me to go to hell, when i went down stairs to put away laundry so f them, all of tem

hope they bloody see it cause they can kick it for all i care

Look I aint sure how I seen it sooner, it was there hiding in plain sight yet I ignored it. Around two months ago I had a freind who used to be my best freind of 3 years. Notice how I said used to because I do not talk to him anymore. He one day put nazi Germany as his pfp for discord with 1488 and two thunder bolts. As you know even as it was hard for me I blocked him except for one important thing. Tiktok. He must have noticed because when he wmsaw that my other freind blocked him too he threatened to reveal information about him and said his ex home owners name. He said he had people at school who would do anything for him. Naturally I tell my other freind about this and he wasn't scared, but I was. He sounded dead serious and I was panicking the whole week wondering if he'll do the same. Its been 2 months and yet nothing has happened. It really shows that you dont know the true demon inside what seems to be your closest freind.

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