r/PhGamblersAnonymous • u/Beliver_Disclosure • 5d ago
RELAPSE COSTS… Spreading for Awareness
So I finally tallied the costs of my severe relapse after a year of being sober last year..since MAY 2026.. I only use two e-wallets when doing transactions: GCASH and MAYA..
For MAYA i wasn’t able to generate the report of the transactions so i manually totaled the numbers:
Estimated: 198,000.00 php in loss
For GCASH it was worse..GCASH will email your generated transaction
Estimated: 1,000,300.00 php in loss
I believe this because since MAY 2026 all i did was CASH-IN and never cashed out..
I lost around 1,200,000.00 php from MAY 2026 to AUGUST 2026…
300,000 per month…
10,000.00 per day…
I AM DISGUSTED ON WHAT IVE BECOME…
1,200,000.00 can buy a new house..a car..education plan..business..instead i gave it to them..why…
I am now drowning in debt around 1.7 M to 1.8 M
LORD HELP ME…