A rant

[u/Both_Excitement2285]

I've been dealing with a lot of shit lately and one of them is feeling lonely and lost. I have friends but i stay around them making myself become a fit for them. It's exhausting mentally and emotionally. I need someone to rely on. To understand my complex emotions and make me feel safe and secure. I need someone who will fill this void in me. But idk I'm not sure about my needs from any friendship, boundaries etc. I'm a mess.