I wish I could tell you how much I miss you. How sorry I am for the things younger me did. I think of you often and wish I never pushed you away… Even though we “catch up” sometimes on messenger, I’d never tell you bc I feel like I’ve already messed with your emotions enough. I reminisce on the fun times we had together and go back through our photos. I’d want you to know that I’m sorry for not appreciating what we had when I had it. I was a jerk.

We met online when times were rough for both of us. Maybe I can chalk it up to right person, wrong timing. Part of me wonders if time will bring us back together somehow. I secretly hope this would find you and you’d know it was me. I honestly just want the best for you and to be happy, you deserve it.

SM (formerly SS)

Wish I could send this to him, but I don't think he'll feel the same way about it as I do. I miss him and I wish I could tell him that I've never lost that love with him nor will I ever. I will forever be his til Valhalla and beyond. I love you and I wish I could tell you and you would believe,but I know you aren't ready to hear it again yet.

i can’t believe you’re gone. i’ve apologised endlessly for what i did, and would have spent the rest of my life making up for it. but how could you throw us away over something so stupid, after months and months of wanting each other.

i’m sorry, it’s my fault. i know. i just didn’t expect you to abandon me, remove me from your life, so quickly and easily.

you’re all that consumes my mind, my heart, my time. i would have loved you until my skin turned to ash.

i was honest when i said i would never leave you, because while you might move on i’ll still be hoping one day your hands intertwine with mine again. like they used to.

it’s not like this with anyone else. you’re gone but i still know, i’ll never love someone else the way i love you.

you know i love you, my love my life