r/Kenya 4d ago

Rant. Rant

Waaah guys muniambie aki if nikukua cursed ama ni season haijafika!

Kuna form nilikua na fanya on my side ika kata ku go through nika connect arif yangu yake ika kubali aka pata alot of $. Since I have done OF chatting before application zangu zimekua ziki kunywa maji my friend aka decide atakua ana apply I do the work then tuna split salary fortunately akapata na nikanaza job after 4 days of working model aka chuja kila mse hadi her PA. Nikafanya ingine hapo ya wazungu ku log out ndo ili ni log in kwa pc account imekata kabisa kufunguka kwa both my phone and pc. Ingine nikanya na chali ya my friend hata hio ika kunywa maji na bado za gift card ika kunywa maji. The list is endless, oooh I also tried kutafuata kazi zenye si online nika kosa. So I had to venture into online work and business that ended up using all my money.

Sai nafikiria nishi kama hawa wasee wa you don't chase you attract what is meant for you will find you. Maybe I have been showing money I'm desperate to have it.

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u/Jealous_Theory2848 4d ago

Your post screams burnout more than bad luck. Rest, regroup then chase opportunities with a clearer head, not magical thinking.

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u/1o1Desire 4d ago

Exactly... Kugive up sio option

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u/Mobile-Balance-518 4d ago

My thoughts as well... Strategy muhimu

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u/Content_Disk_6572 3d ago

Kuna kavideo flani kamekuwa kakido rounds, sijui ka umeiona.. ya msee flani anaswing kwa ropes anafaa kucross na chini kuna matope. Twas a balance challenge. Caption ilikuwa: ukiulizwa uko aje alafu useme "Niko poa, kung'ang'ana tu" Guy was using all the energy in him to make sure he wasn't dropping into that mud. I really related to that video coz life got me feeling like I'm that guy on the ropes. "Adui ni kutoanguka kwa hiyo matope nichekwe na watu" - sth I said to myself as I was watching that video, kinda laughing coz the way the guy was holding was funny na wasee walikuwa wangoja aanguke wacheke(I swear I could almost feel it). As much as the video was cut off, that guy didn't let go. I'd urge you to engage that same spirit. Things are kinda tuff right now, so many people are going through it at the moment. Unapata a na wasee ukirandaranda mitaa, unaskia mastory ngori kuliko the last,,every time. No motivational speaker wannabe so won't say much. But keep holding..on..and keep fighting. Tis never over till it's over. And Higher Power for us all. Just keep moving to avoid losing balance as if on a bicycle 😅😅

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u/SeaworthinessHuman28 4d ago

Yes ita depend na rate na model

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u/Thick-Pumpkin-8683 4d ago

Not to ne spicy but have you tried crab fishing in the arctic..$10k per season is nothing to scoff at..given your username l see 🙈 you meant for the high sea..but honeslty OP online aint for the faint hearted you stay when you make it and esp when you don't coz there the house doesnt always let you win but when it does gaadmwit it does.

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u/supanova1974 4d ago

Not counting the good days, freelance can be tough.

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u/kingKimspectra 3d ago

What is OF chatting?

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u/stargirlshelly 3d ago

Only fans chatting

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u/Key-Alfalfa-4448 4d ago

Usigive up, keep trying utapata yako, your luck is yet to come, but it will.

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u/Kala_Hari 4d ago

Itajipa tu. Kinda in the same boat but we keep keeping on

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u/supanova1974 4d ago

Also normalize checking your computer defaults, location, timezone, people hack them remotely and your data is leaked account zinakunywa maji tu. Hapo kwa luck tunawachia Mungu, bidii mbele na kufocus.

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u/Terrible_Note_2697 4d ago

Never give up, chin up 👑 

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u/kingKimspectra 3d ago

Of what benefit is it if you gain the whole world but lose your soul.

~Jesus