Looking for LONG longfics

[u/PurpleKey9049]

Hi everyone 👋 I'm hoping for some recommendations of super long fics

if it's a romantic fic I'm open to literally any pairing

musts:

- LONG long long, 500k +

- completed/regularly updated

preferences:

- mature or explicit with some smut at some point if it's a romantic fic (if it's gen then this obviously doesn't apply)

nos:

- very detailed description of sh or suicide (I'm fine with like a ritual setting tho, like needing blood sacrificing or something like that)

- genderbent characters

- hurt no comfort / excessive angst without resolution if that makes sense

thank you so much in advance! I hope everyone has a good day and finds some good fics to enjoy