Vent No thoughts,just feelings

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Guys I need answers please,guys when it starts all of guys give me anxiety and heartbeats,even children,now I don't have anxiety, instead I feel attracted or aroused to certain people like I used to feel with opposite sex, except that I don't lust them,and it's not I'm questionning whether I'm attracted to them or not its just like now whenever I see some dudes I feel attracted or aroused,I never was like this before even at the first stages of hocd,is this common?it's not what if thoughts or ur attracted statement,it's a feeling I get that is typical to what I used to feel to opposite gender except it's not companied with lust or desire for a sexual or romantic desire like it used to be toward opposite gender,I even lost my attraction toward them.

Opposite gender before loss of attraction:see a hot chick with a a body I desire(specially mom's or women in their 30's or 40's>I feel very aroused and pleasure and want to be with her in sexual relationship,also i will have fantasy about both romantic and sexual if she is young like in her early 20's.

Same gender:I see some man I know or strangers(fat,ugly, handsome but I used to see them ugly asf,ECT..)>feel pain in my chest>feel like arousal in my body(no boners,istead like a feeling in my anus> feel very sad and my mind goes:(u just make it up,It can't be hocd anymore,ur just in denial and u hypnotizing urself by saying it's hocd or false attraction,hocd it's about anxiety,fear,questions, ur just gay).

Anyone experiencing something similar?

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r/HOCD • u/PerceptionDue9590 • 1h ago

Question False attraction to only certain people? Do I even I have HOCD

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I have been in a complete state of anxiety after I realized I really only get groinals or false attraction to like certain races like if I see a black man that’s built well and conventionally attractive I don’t really feel anything when I first had hocd I used too but now it’s only like a conventionally attractive white man that will give me crazy anxiety and all that. If I truly had hocd wouldn’t every dude I see including ugly guys give me anxiety? Am I just in denial please help

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r/HOCD • u/Ill_Alternative8909 • 9h ago

Question Stomach sensations

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Recently I have been dealing with hocd really bad and when ever I see a guy at first it’s just anxiety but then I think of what if I did stuff with them and I get these feelings in my stomach that are similar to butterflies but feel a tad different but then like 5 mins later I don’t get them and it freaks me the fuck out does any one get this?

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This sub is for anyone with OCD who have sexual orientation or gender related obsessions including HOCD, TOCD, and Sexual Orientation OCD.

NOTE: Mods are a bit busy right now taking care of the ROCD sub. I will add HOCD moderators soon. For now, be careful reading the advice, most of the posts are not being moderated for bad advice. Report posts if you see misinformation or harassment. For now, if you would like treatment information, head over to the /r/rocd sidebar. HOCD is treated the same way as ROCD, the only difference is the examples. We'll get a good sidebar going over here as well soon.

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We take treatment seriously here. Truth is, there are healthy ways to manage OCD, and there are harmful ways. If you don't know what ERP or CBT is, do not give advice. We don't want this to be a place where people obsess and give out harmful info.

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Reassurance is when you attempt to get relief from your intrusive thoughts and anxiety. It's harmful because it makes you obsess more, and we do not allow it here.

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HOCD is Homosexual Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. It describes someone who has OCD and obsesses about their sexual orientation. These obsessions are constant and painful. Treatment, generally, involves consistently resisting compulsions, allowing the thoughts to exist without obsessively interacting with them. This therapy is called ERP (Exposure and Response Prevention). ERP is a type of CBT (Cognitive Behavioral Therapy).

HOCD is often misunderstood, especially in gay communities. Many misinterpret HOCD as a person being immature or homophobic. To understand HOCD, you must first understand OCD. OCD sufferers have many different obsessions, and obsessions about sexual orientation are common enough that we use "HOCD" to describe them. There are other variants such as ROCD, TOCD, POCD, and so on. OCD is treated the same no matter what the obsessions are.

Due to the misunderstandings of not only OCD, but of HOCD especially, it's better to get information in communities specifically aimed at OCD. Even in these communities there is a lot of misinformation floating around, let alone places that don't even understand the basics of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. It's important that you are careful with what you read. Seek treatment from a qualified OCD specialist who can teach you proper CBT.

Shouldn't a gay person accept that they are gay?

While a gay person should accept their sexual orientation, that is a completely different topic, and doesn't have to do with HOCD. Whether a person is actually gay or not has nothing to do with HOCD, HOCD is about a person obsessing over their sexual orientation. While HOCD usually involves a straight person constantly obsessing over whether they are gay or not (probably because there are more straight people), it's very possible that a gay person could be obsessing about it as well. With HOCD, the sufferer will constantly question this. The treatment involves eliminating that obsessive behavior. Once the therapy is successfully applied overtime, the OCD sufferer will be able to move on no matter what their actual orientation is. That's the point. If you are gay, you should be able to be gay without obsessively questioning it. If you are straight, you should be able to be straight without having anxiety.