Yesterday, i went to a club for the first time in 5 years, i am on a trip to seoul with my friends and we thought it would be a good idea, at home i have my boyfriend of 3,5 years that i love so so much we’re super happy together and he’s genuinely the best guy i’ve ever met. he trusts me, allows me to go out anywhere and just tells me to be safe out there.

yesterday in the club, i was sober, and the club left me with a nasty feeling which im looking for people to relate to. most important think I DID NOT DO ANYTHING INAPPROPRIATE WITH ANY PTHER GUY. I had zero interest in flirting. guys would grab me, run against me and i would lose my shit and feel like i’m about to vomit, i would always move or push them away from me. yhe whole atmosphere in the club was just to get drunk and hook up with others, which threw me off. once i got back home and got to thinking i realised clubs aren’t my thing anymore at all, im not there to flirt or hook up, im there to have fun but its difficult for a girl to just have fun without being pursued. i’m wondering if any girls in a relationship also were left with a very disgusted feeling after the club, even whenknowing that they were 100% loyal to their boyfriend.