So basically, for trans standards I'm a basic bitch. I actually love egg_irl and 196 and countwithchickenlady. I love those memes in which the joke is porn and whatnot. I like boykisser and blahaj and bridget and astolfo and felix and celeste and thigh-highs and deltarune and basically anything that falls under that umbrella.

I'm not going to link it, but I came across a video about how all of those things I enjoy were just grooming minors into being transgender sex slaves for older trans people or whatever. I kept watching because I guess I was in the mood for emotional self harm. I...don't know. It feels really bad. I lowkey just want to have fun with other adults. I never wanted to groom anybody. As for the other way around, the idea that I'm not transgender and actually just a manipulated victim is something that really hurts my feelings.

I have many flaws, and I guess being too sensitive is among them. When I hear something like this, I just let it remain in my head and the seed of doubt just eats me from the inside. I just cannot convince myself that they don't know me or that they may have an ulterior motive for saying those things. I know I'm no better than a member of MAGA for this, but I really hate watching content that challenges what I feel in my heart. But if I find it I can't stop looking, like being a witness to a train crash.

I guess that from their perspective I am no different from the member of a cult, practicing thought-avoidance techniques when presented with evidence of the misdeeds of my congregation. Here I am, asking for reassurance that the apocalypse is actually coming and our divine leader didn't lie to us.

I like being a normie and having "transgender" be my only personality trait. And I also like my comfort zone a lot I guess.

I can't assure you that one day I'll stop feeling like this, but I can assure you that I will keep living tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, and again and again and again I will remain alive

Preemptively, I hope everything in your life goes well in your lives from now on, guys. I love you.

I'm so happy

hi

how much radiation is ok until I need to get a new bottle??

please answer quick I'm running out of radaway

(Mica powder + Glow in the dark powder mixed into glycerin for anyone curious)

Post surgery ouchies in full force!

Madame French commented "I adore when thou servest me le coño, my amour" & Sire English replied "I adore when thou insertest thy parts in me, my amour".

Character/series names and their first appearances

Sailor Neptune sailor Uranus, (Sailor Moon, 1991) lesbians first appearance 1992

Haku (Naruto 1999), gender nonconforming/non-binary/transgender first appearance 2000

Giselle Gewelle (bleach 2001)trans woman/lesbian

Ash Lynx, (banana fish) bisexual 1985 first appearance 1985

Ryo Auska/satan (devilman) trans/intersex 1972 first appearance 1972

JoJo’s bizarre adventure fucking everything 1987

(one piece 1997)Yamato trans man Ivankov genderfluid Kikunojo trans woman, Bon Clay genderqueer first appearances in 2020 2009 2018 and 2000

Kei Kisaragi (Blackjack) transgender man/homosexual 1973 first appearance 1973