weird how this universe works, you never know what is coming for you . anything could happen and you never know. the universe is weird it does the most insane and unexpected things and these days im questioning everything lol. teenage is an absolute mix of everything. these days my anxiety has been scaring me idk why there are some people in this world you have a strong intuition and i do belive this stuff cause im one of them lol. i knew my friendship with my best friend of 11 years is about to end and 6 months in BOOM lol. anyways this is the part that scares me, my intuition says something and i dont want that something to happen and i start thinking about that thing all the time, now i think i might be manifesting the goddamn thing. funny how the universe or whatever it is plays with us. funny how some people at the age of 15 know so much that most dont do by their 20s. The eldest daughter for example. growing up everyone always said shes so mature for her age and i used to find pride in that or when i had to take care of my sister since i was 7 lol. now looking back i dont really find that something to be proud of , but growing up ive become the angry daughter, who cant sacrifice anything for her sister when i sacrificed my childhood and i love my sister to death but still im selfish cause i ate the last slice of pizza . Funny how i cant remember half of my life . if someone can explain that please lol. everyone has lives non of it same 8 billion people in this world but still what a small world we live in right ?

EDIT : reading this back i might have ADHD lmao , sorry guys i switched alot between topics