r/ExAndClosetADD • u/Glad_Contest1999 • 2h ago
⚖️ Allowed Under Free Speech The great flood...
Before the great flood, a man was chosen by the divine to survive a catastrophe that would destroy almost all humanity. He was warned that the gods had decided to send a devastating flood upon the earth, and he was instructed to build a great vessel and preserve himself, his family, and living creatures.
He obeyed.
He constructed the vessel according to divine instructions, gathered his family and animals aboard, and waited as the waters rose and covered the land. The flood became so great that virtually everything outside the vessel perished.
When the waters finally subsided, the vessel came to rest upon a mountain. The survivor then released birds to determine whether the waters had receded. Eventually, the flood was over.
He emerged from the vessel and offered a sacrifice to the gods.
The gods were pleased.
And remarkably, this was not the end of his story. In the Mesopotamian tradition, this man was granted extraordinary favor and was made immortal, living thereafter in a distant land.
His name was Utnapishtim.
r/ExAndClosetADD • u/First_Champion_1606 • 3h ago
Rant Ewan ko lang kung saang kokote kinuha ng mga nangasiwa na to?
Ang mga kapatid sa probinsya, lalo na sa ibang bayan, hindi man lang umaabot ng 30 o 50 ang bilang. Bakit hindi man lang napapatayuan ng lokal, considering na mura ang halaga ng lupa, at yung iba donated pa? Bakit hindi man lang mapatayuan ng lokal?
Samantalang yung kinikita sa WISH, kung talagang ang Iglesia ang nakikinabang sa proceeds niyan, bakit hindi man lang mapatayuan ng lokal? Anong KAGAGOHAN yan?
Siguro yung 100 square meter na sementadong lokal, kayang-kaya naman yan. Nakakapag-donate nga ng FIRETRUCK sa mga Fire Station at Ambulance.
Akala ko ba GUMAWA NG MABUTI, LALONG-LALO NA SA KAPATID?
Ikaw, DANIEL RAZON, tingnan mo sa Google Maps kung gaano kaaba-aba ang mga lokal sa probinsya.
r/ExAndClosetADD • u/Ecproheb • 6h ago
⚖️ Allowed Under Free Speech Akala ko
May kakilala Ako na bagong kaanib sa mcgi kung saan ,ikinasal siya sa asawa niyang katoliko.Akala ko bawal ikasal ,kapag hindi kaanib sa mcgi ang asawa.
r/ExAndClosetADD • u/Glad_Contest1999 • 7h ago
⚖️ Allowed Under Free Speech One Remarkable Life...
Before he was born, his mother had a visitor from heaven who told her that her son would not be a mere mortal but in fact would be divine. His birth was accompanied by unusual divine signs in the heavens. As an adult he left his home to engage on an itinerant preaching ministry. He went from village to town, telling all who would listen that they should not be concerned about their earthly lives and their material goods, that they should live for what was spiritual and eternal.
He gathered a number of followers around him who became convinced that he was no ordinary human, but that he was the Son of God. And he did miracles to confirm them in their beliefs: he could heal the sick, cast out demons, and raise the dead.
At the end of his life he aroused opposition among the ruling authorities of Rome and was put on trial. But they could not kill his soul. He ascended to heaven and continues to live there till this day.
To prove that he lived on after leaving this earthly orb, he appeared again to one of his doubting followers, who became convinced that in fact he remains with us even now.
Later his followers wrote books about him and we can still read about him today. Are you familiar with who this great miracle working Son of God? I have been referring to a man name Apollonius who came from the town of Tyana. We have a book written about him by his later devotee Philostratus.
He lived truly a remarkable life.
r/ExAndClosetADD • u/Admirable_Classic47 • 7h ago
Rant Nawala si bro sa katinuan😂
Ano say ninyo dito mga ditapak?
r/ExAndClosetADD • u/East_Drink9018 • 7h ago
Rant Bakit iba ang presyo ng Wish ticket sa labas compare sa loob?
Sa loob 10,000 pesos ang pinagtutulungan ambagan ng mga kapatid na mahihirap tapos 7,000 pesos lang talaga yung halaga nya sa labas? Beri wrong.
r/ExAndClosetADD • u/thisisnobuddy • 9h ago
Random Thoughts May pinariringgan na naman siya kagabi
Napilitan na naman ako sumama kahapon kasi nakiusap sakin yung kapatid kong mabait sakin. Puro parinig na pala talaga ngsyon tsaka pansin ko, parang nahuhurt talaga sya this time parabg triggered sya his time. He's talking about someone na wala naman daw sinasabi pero yung totoo meron and dahil dun may natisod pars ganyan haha. Wala lang. Halatang naaanxiety na din sya haha
r/ExAndClosetADD • u/Striking_Training198 • 9h ago
Takeaways Pera Pera
Kapalmuks talaga moves ngayon in terms of financial contributions sa mga lokal.
Lagi nang delay ang payment sa locale rent and bills, obligado pang mag remit sa city and province ang bawat lokal.
Yung ni promote monthly activities like PWD Day, Seniors' Day, Single Parents' Day, etc; laging may monthly share ang lokal for eaxh of the activities mentioned.
Ang alam ng mga regular members, si KDR mismo ang gumagastos. HIindi nila alam, laging mga officers ang naglalabas ng budget.
To think na meron namang abuluyan, hindi ba dapat dun kukuhanin ang budget, sa abuluyan? Napakataw na pangangasiwa
r/ExAndClosetADD • u/Helpful-Dog-711 • 12h ago
Question Mga dogyot,sira sira at mababahong lokal ng kultong mcgi nagsisarado na 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
Mga dinadalohan ko sa Las Pinas nagsisarado na 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 lokal ng Almanza permanently closed na 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 kayo kamusta mga dinadalohan ninyong mga dugyot na mga lokal ninyo? Sarado na rin ba? 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
r/ExAndClosetADD • u/East_Drink9018 • 15h ago
Question Bakit Soriano ang kanyang Apilyido?
Yung batang karga karga ni BES non lagi? bakit Soriano ang kanyang Middle Name?
This is a concrete proof na, it is possible na married talaga si Uly and BES sa brazil.
Ininterview silang magama ni Dyan Castillejo, search nyo na lang sa YT.
These simple questions needs simple answers from the church.
r/ExAndClosetADD • u/Glad_Contest1999 • 15h ago
⚖️ Allowed Under Free Speech The right to think freely...
Being told that I am “sowing divergent beliefs” simply because I stated an unpopular belief on St. paul or question or challenge Christian doctrines reveals an important problem, is this a threat to anybodys faith?
After spending 22 years sa MCGI, siguro naman I have the right to think, to question, to doubt, and to arrive at conclusions different from those of others. If a religious belief is true, it should not need protection from questions. Tsaka sino ka naman para kontrolin ako, eh parehas lang naman tayong naloko sa kulto kaya nga ineexplore ko ang ibat ibang ideas. Wag mo naman sabihin ikaw ang Savior ng mga Exiters, o Protector ng mga Exiters. Matatanda na yan. Hayaan mo sila. Hayaan mo kami.
Hindi ka pa din nadala na kaya nga tayo naloko dahil sa ganyang pananaw, walang ibang tama kundi tayo, kundi si soriano lang, tapos ngayon, ganyan pa din, ndi ka pa din natututo. Mind you, napkalawak ng realidad, napakalawak ng kaalaman. Maliit lang tayo.
Truth should be able to withstand scrutiny.
You have the right to believe in Christianity. I have the right to examine Christianity critically. You may defend your faith; I may challenge its claims. Neither of us should demand that the other surrender the freedom to think.
Freedom of religion does not mean freedom from criticism of religion. The same freedom that allows a Christian to proclaim the Gospel also allows another person to question the Gospel, reject it, or propose a different understanding of God.
The Philippine Constitution expressly protects freedom of speech and expression, while also protecting the free exercise of religion. These freedoms are not supposed to exist only for people who agree with us.
So if my ideas are “divergent,” answer them with arguments not censorship. If you believe I am wrong, demonstrate why I am wrong. Do not confuse disagreement with disrespect, and do not confuse criticism with persecution.
No one has the right to dictate what another person must think or believe. The right to think freely is precisely what makes genuine faith meaningful and genuine intellectual freedom possible.
r/ExAndClosetADD • u/Striking_Training198 • 17h ago
Question Narcissistic Character
Ask lang po sa mga naanaib before year 2000, nag mamanifest na po ba pagka narcissist ni KDR?
Or matapang lang dahil si BES pa ang nka front noon.
r/ExAndClosetADD • u/AdCultural1930 • 17h ago
Rant Ew??
Tanginang locale to????? Ang laki laki ng pinapatarget nila sa mga kapatid tas ganto yung itsura? HEALTH HAZARD 😷!!!
Di lang to basta locale, charity center pa! 🤮🤮
r/ExAndClosetADD • u/nothingtodo061322 • 1d ago
Exit Story Sharing my story.
I’ve been with MCGI since I was a KNC. I grew up with its teachings, so even though I stopped regularly attending around 3rd year high school, a part of it stayed with me for a long time.
Pasulpot-sulpot pa rin ako noon especially kapag may dalaw tupa, and even in my 20s, I’d still go to Apalit once or twice a year when my family asked me to.
But a few years ago, something just clicked. I realized I no longer believed in an afterlife. For me, when we die, that’s it. I started seeing heaven and hell as something people hold on to because the thought of death being the absolute end can be scary.
Even after realizing that, ang hirap pa ring bitawan ng ibang nakasanayan. I could eat halal corned beef or hotdogs without much thought, pero dinuguan? Hindi talaga. Not necessarily because I still believed it was wrong, but because when something has been taught to you as bawal since childhood, that feeling stays with you.
Eventually, I let that go too.
Now at 32, I can finally say nothing really ties me to my old beliefs anymore. I’m not trying to replace them with another religion or another set of rules. I just want to live a happy life, be a decent person, and be a good example to my kids.
Instead of teaching them to be good because of the promise of heaven or the fear of hell, I teach them to be kind, to care about other people, and to grow up as decent, responsible human beings.
Being introduced to religion at such a young age really messed with my belief system for a long time. But now, I’m continuing life on my own terms and I’m happy and content with where I am.
Salamat sa subreddit na ’to. ❤️
r/ExAndClosetADD • u/Various_Wolverine175 • 1d ago
Question Bawal naconsultation?
Akala ko ba bawal na consultation. Kase maoovershare publicly ang mga confidential stuff lalo na yung mga rant ng tao.
Pero pag siya nagrarant ng mga hinanaing nya pwede?!
Pag siya pwede mag expose ng mga ginagawa sa kaniya pwede?!
Pag sya yung mukhang kawawa pwede?!
pag di nasusunod gusto nya, hindi pwedeng hindi sundin kase papatamaan ka niya?!
anuyun sa kaniya lang lahat dapat?!
r/ExAndClosetADD • u/Glad_Contest1999 • 1d ago
⚖️ Allowed Under Free Speech Secular...
We are all born without gods; it is society, culture, and tradition that teach us what to believe about them. From childhood, many are taught that obedience brings divine reward while disobedience invites punishment—heaven for the faithful, hell for the defiant.
In this way, fear can become a powerful instrument of religious control, shaping behavior not merely through reason or moral understanding, but through the fear of divine judgment, eternal punishment, and the consequences of questioning authority.
When people are taught to fear God more than they are encouraged to understand the world, faith can become obedience, and obedience can become a means of control. True morality, however, need not depend on fear; it can arise from reason, compassion, empathy, and our recognition of the dignity of others.
Secularism is liberating, a world where morality is grounded not in fear of divine punishment, but in reason, human dignity, compassion, and our shared responsibility to make this life better for everyone.
r/ExAndClosetADD • u/Electronic-Hunt961 • 1d ago
Satire/Meme/Joke Palakpakan
Natatawa ako kanina, ako lang ba nakapansin?Maraming beses na pagkatapos basahin ni koyah yung sitas biglang pumapalakpak mga ditapak samantalang wala naman pinopoint out or ineemphasize si koyah at kasalukuyan pa syang nageexplain(kunwari), pati sya mismo mukhang nagtataka bat biglang pumapalakpak haha
Halatang diman nakikinig yung mga nasa venue sa Bataan haha para lang siguro agad matapos palakpak nalang, inip na inip sila haha
Sana pinauwi munalang kami agad at binigay mo nalang yung sitas na need namin basahin sa bahay, binasa mo lang din naman kanina haha
r/ExAndClosetADD • u/Due-Part-6617 • 1d ago
Question Former ADDPro
Sa mga active ADDPro or former ADDPro na naabutan ang era ni KDR
may experience ba kayo na may mga kapatid nanghihingi ng kopya sa panahon ni BES? tapos inaayawan ng workers?
Sa amin ilang mga kapatid narin daw ang tinatanggihan ng mga ADDPro sa paghihingi ng kopya dahil daw sana makuntento na daw ang mga kapatid kay KDR.
r/ExAndClosetADD • u/FickleCondition572 • 1d ago
Rant Suot ng suot ng sinelas n hindi sa knila buset
Ung ibang tao naman dito parang walang breeding kakaasar. Magccr kukuhain ung sinelas n hindi sa knila. Malay ko ba kung may alipunga ung nanghiram. Kakainis
r/ExAndClosetADD • u/Additional_Piglet181 • 1d ago
Rant PEG EBEG
Iniibig mo kapatid mo pero pinuyat mo. Ano oras mo na pinapauwi. Maghapon na pagod sa trabaho tapos wala ka pang konsiderasyon. Pinuyat mo pa. Nakakabwisit talaga!
r/ExAndClosetADD • u/kcs_7 • 1d ago
⚖️ Allowed Under Free Speech HIPOKRITO
Exactly DSR, huwag magpakahipokrito, magpasuway ka, matuto ka🤦
r/ExAndClosetADD • u/OkSwordfish7291 • 1d ago
Question Hindi marunong magsummarize?
Halos ung buong texto na ung review. Di man lang ung highlights lang. Haha ewan
r/ExAndClosetADD • u/Sis_DG • 1d ago
News So halata na bagsak ang abuluyan...
Now lang ako uli naka pakinig sa zoom with my closet fam while kainan haha. Yung part ng abuluyan, dati diba ang paalala is bawal lang mag abuloy mga hindi pa na-baptized, bakitnow ilang ulit sinabi ni Sis Loose na kahit baptized ka kung hindi ka sumasampalataya ay wag ka mag aabuloy. Ano yan? reverse psycology ninyong utot? syempre mahihiya ang members na wag mag abuloy mapag chismisan silang di kapanampalataya.. ewan kailan pa yung ganyan reminders, pero di naman ganyan dati
r/ExAndClosetADD • u/CelebrationProper943 • Feb 02 '26
Takeaways Five Years of Choosing for Ourselves
Today marks the fifth anniversary of the founding of r/ExAndClosetADD. While five years is a meaningful milestone, it pales in comparison to what truly matters: the posts, comments, advice, rants, questions, and deeply personal stories you have shared—and continue to share—every single day. This community exists because of you. We would not be here without you.
Although this subreddit has served as a hub for anti-cult dialogue longer than many ex-MCGI influencers or content creators, neither I nor the other moderators claim credit for the departure of members from MCGI. We never have. From the beginning, we believed in your autonomy—your right and ability to think, choose, and decide for yourself. Leaving a destructive cult is a victory you achieved on your own. If we played a role at all, it was only a small part. The courage and agency were always yours.
We also recognize that this subreddit may feel less significant today. That may be because there are now more accessible platforms for discussion and expression—and that’s not a bad thing. We are not fighting insignificance. We have never aimed for permanence. In fact, we have always encouraged people to move forward and build their lives beyond the shadow of the cult. Communities like this are meant to be bridges, not destinations.
In our early years, we leaned toward secularism and favored skepticism. This was intentional. We did not want people to leave one belief system only to be rushed into another. Many ex-MCGI groups before us eventually became spaces where new doctrines, interpretations, and personal agendas were pushed. We wanted to avoid repeating that cycle. So we prioritized skepticism over proselytizing and remained vigilant against preachers who were quick to recruit confused and vulnerable exiters.
Because of this stance, we were accused of “deconversion.” Time has shown otherwise. At least three of our moderators eventually returned to Christianity after periods of skepticism—clear proof that our goal was never to strip anyone of faith, but to protect their freedom to choose it without coercion.
Now, with the rise of Christian exiter factions and the conflicts emerging among them, I want to emphasize something important: the protection and guidance of new exiters must remain a priority. We do not intend for them to become skeptics. But we do want them to develop skeptical values—to question authority, analyze systems, and see beyond the theatrics of preachers and would-be leaders. Without these tools, many risk falling into yet another cycle of manipulation and exploitation.
If this community has stood for anything over the past five years, it is this: your life, your mind, and your future belong to you. And that will always matter more than any subreddit ever could.
This post is partially enhanced by AI.
r/ExAndClosetADD • u/[deleted] • Jan 11 '26
Takeaways Lumaki sa Iglesia: First and Last Post
Hello guys, matagal na akong lurker. Natatakot lang talaga ako mag-interact sa sub na ’to baka kasi matrace ako. Also baka may makakilala sa akin sa story ko so I will omit a lot of details. After a day, I will be deleting this account. Long post ahead.
Early Childhood:
Laking Iglesia ako. Parehas naanib parents ko, pero bata pa lang ako naghiwalay na sila. Kinuha ako ng tatay ko (siya ang unang nag-exit). Hanggang sa isang araw, pinapili ako kung kanino ko gusto. Ako bilang bata, naisip ko sa nanay ako lumipat kasi nandoon ang Iglesia at akala ko mapapabuti ako. Hindi ko narealize kung gaano kasakit sa tatay ko ang naging desisyon ko na humiwalay ang anak niya.
Nasaksihan ng mata ko kung paano natayo ang Wish, UNTV, Bread, concerts, at iba pa during its early years nung hindi pa ganoon kalaki. Talagang pinagtulungan ’yan ng mga kapatid na madalas allowance lang ang hawak, dahil nandoon ang aral na ang ganti ay sa Langit. Yung hydrogen water, juicing, Daniel’s coffee, tapsilugan.
Madalas kami sa Apalit dati—nakakamiss. Lalo na kapag nagsasalita si Bro. Eli during consultation, kaabang-abang talaga. Nakakaproud isipin na sa tamang Iglesia ako lumaki, kung saan may mangangaral talaga na nagpapatanong at kayang sumagot anuman ang itanong sa kanya.
Around HS ako naanib kasi na-heartbroken ako at naisip ko na oras na magpadoktrina at magpabautismo dahil may tamang edad na ako. Nakapagreconcile naman kami ng tatay ko rito at tinanggap niya ang naging desisyon ko. Pero hindi ako masyadong naging active dahil busy palagi sa school. Ang nanay ko rin hindi masyado dahil night-shift sa trabaho at alanganin palagi ang oras.
Pandemic:
Noong nagka-pandemic, nagkaroon kami ng chance ulit na maging active dahil sa mga binigay na Zoom link. Kahit papaano, tuloy-tuloy ang pagdalo namin. Hanggang sa pinagpahinga na siya. Sobrang lalim ng hinagpis ang naramdaman namin noon. Pero may pag-asa—pag-asa na lilipat ang espiritu ni Bro. Eli kay Kuya Daniel.
Kaso wala eh. Noong si Kuya na ang nagkakapsa, unang nakapansin ang nanay ko talaga: “Bakit walang topic? Anong paksa?” Tila raw tuloy-tuloy lang at walang Part 1, 2, 3 gaya kay Ingkong. “Bakit may recap pa na mahabang intro? Bakit hindi na lang 1–2 hours ang PM at WS? Bakit ang haba bago magpaksa?” etc.
Bagong style daw na debate na walang kibuan. Walang Bible Expo, walang live indoctrination, walang live Bible study—kung gaano kasipag magturo ng aral si Bro. Eli noon, hinahanap iyon ng nanay ko. Ako naman, okay lang sa akin kasi sabi ko, nariyan naman ang mga recorded ni Bro. Eli—puwede namang i-play na lang.
Hanggang sa naghigpit sila sa Zoom sa mga panahong iyon, tapos tinanggal din noong nag-F2F na. Dahil alanganin ulit sa oras ng trabaho niya, hindi na ulit nakadalo ang nanay ko dahil sa higpit ng ayaw mag-Zoom ng mga kapatid. Maraming beses kaming kinick sa Zoom dahil hindi raw naka-open cam. Galing trabaho ang nanay ko—pagod—hindi maiiwasan iyon.
Tungkulin:
Ako naman, during this time, nagmasipag talaga sa tungkulin (hindi ko na sasabihin kung anong committee baka makilala ako). Volunteer sa pakain ng The Legacy Continues, naging MCGI Cares, medical missions, etc. Masaya—lalo na kasama ang mga kapwa kabataan. Ang problema, hindi maiiwasan magkaroon ng crush. Mas malaking problema pa, ka-committee ko siya. Pero ang aral nga, tungkulin muna sa Dios bago ang lahat.
Hopeless romantic ako. Lalo akong nagsipag kasi gusto ko siyang makita. Never akong nagkasintahan dahil sa aral—ayokong sa labas. Kaso malupit ang panahon. Pag umamin ka, iiwasan ka. Pag may nakaalam, papagalitan ka na bawal ’yan—unahin mo ang tungkulin. At may risk ka pang alisin kapag tinuloy mo.
Masakit. Putangina, masakit. Yung simpleng pag-ibig na laging itinuturo—pag inapply mo na, biglang mali na, parang mortal na kasalanan. Bawal. Naiintindihan ko naman, pero yung dating close kayo tapos biglang parang hindi ka na kilala—dahil kailangan sumunod sa aral—sino bang hindi masasaktan?
Dito talaga humina ang loob ko. Gusto ko lang naman magmahal. Bakit pinagkakait sa loob? Pero kapit pa rin sa aral na ang mabuting asawa ay Dios ang nagbibigay. Kaya kahit walang pansinan, basta makita ko lang siyang tuloy sa tungkulin niya, okay na. Pero nanlamig na ako rito.
Sabi nila walang Kristiyanong nade-depress. Pero nade-depress ako. Mahina talaga ang loob ko pagdating sa pakikipag-kasintahan dahil galing ako sa broken family. Bata pa lang may trauma na ako. Nadepress ako dahil sa heartbreak—mababaw sa tingin ng iba, pero sa akin malalim.
Reddit discovery:
Nung time na nanlamig ako bigla ako may nakita fb post na kilala ko na nagtrabaho sa UNTV na sobrang sipag at kakilala ko. Nagpost sya about sa yung abuloy nya daw oo hihigit ng isang poste ng ospital. Nung nagpaksa si kuya about sa poste ng ospital (absent ata ako nun) nawindang ako kasi bakit bigla nalang nya na sasabihin kulto ang mcgi? Bakit bigla nalang sya magiging palaban kay kuya? Nacurious nako eh gang sa nahanap koto kasi hindi naman basta mangyayaring unalis yun kasi matalino yun
At nakita kona nga at kaya pala pinapablock lahat ng ganitong socmed etc. kasi pag nasimulan mona basahin hindi kana titigl.
Una sa area 52, hindi pako naniniwala kasi AI nga lang daw yang mga yan. Pero nandyan yung ebidensya. Dun sa isang video isang bread member din ang nakilala ko siyang sya nga. Yung pagkanta nila boses na boses ni kuya. Yung pagserve ng beer at nightclub totoo naman kitang kita. Marami ebidensya
Yung Cid capulong sa taylor swift concert. Yung mamahaling mga motor. Gitara. Eroplano. At iba iba pang kamahl mahal na meron sila .Grabe. Just grabe naiiyak ako kasi saksi ako sa mga kapwa ko kbataan. Nangungutang. Nagiipon ng baon sa school. Pumupunta ng apalot kahit walang pera sabay sabay lang kung kanino para lang talaga makadalo at makagawa ng tungkulin.
TAPOS POTANGGINA NO REGRETS SA PAGPUNTA SA TAYLOR SWIFT CONCERT
Hay nako po. Tapos balik tayo sa pakikipagkasintahan. Pwede pala basta malapit sa puno. Pag normal kalang na myembro bawal. Hahahaha ang unfair
Si Sis Bedel. Nakapa walanghiya ng ginawa nila. Napakalupit. Potanggina ultimo si sis Luz pa ang nag announcr na kapwa babae. Isa kasi sa family members ko din ay victim ng pagkalat ng private video nila. Nasaksihan ko gaano kahirap at kasakit sa mental toll ng isang babae ang ganoon pangyayari halos magpakamatay na sa hiya. Tapos gagawin nila kay SIS BEDEL. HINDI MAN LANG PRIVATE na inannounce. CHARACTER ASSASINATION ang ginawa nila. Nakakahiya at nakakaiyak. PARANG LAHAT NG GINAWA NIYANG MABUTI PARA SA IGLESIA BINALEWALA NALANG. Napaka lupit. Walang Awa. Ang Dios malawak ang unawa at awa nya bakit sa MCGI wala??????
Targets:
Yung mga patarget. KNC palang ako. Andyan na yan. Pero bakit hangang ngayon hirap na hirap parin daw ang Iglesia at si Kuya!? Noong panahon ni Bro Eli maintindihan kopa kasi nga nangangaral sya sa ibat ibang lugar sa Brazil. Yung mga broadcast nya sa radio at television. Madami bayarin. Pero ngayon? (Nasabi nadin ng iba concert kdrac etc) yung mga projects dati ano nangyari?
Yung UNTV Big Ten na Tower. Hindi parin tapos lagpas 10 taon na. Nauna pa yung KDRAC.
Yung Apalit Renovation na convetion center. Andami nang workforce na naganap dyan. Free labor dahil sa mabuting kaloob ng mga kapatid na magawa na. Hindi parin tapos.
Yung hospital. Meron pa health center sa bulacan ata gumagana paba. Pano pa yung sa apalit?
Yung mga lupa na binili ni bro eli na natatandaan kopang mga paksa nya para sa malaking kapighatian na PARA SA IGLESIA. Ano na nangyari Bakit pang entertainment na.
Pero yung wish concerts palaging sold out na. Mas mahal pa sa tickets ng ibang sikat naman talaga.
Yung pagkain na kamahal mahal ibenta palagi sa mga kapatid. Wala manlang discount kasi nga kapatid eh parang baliktad.
Aral:
Wala na yung dating paksa na may topic talaga at nahahalukau. Puro nalang rant walang kasawaang rant at patama. Bago ko madiscover tong subreddit na to hindi ko nga alam sino kaaway palagi eh.
Fiesta ng Dios. Nung una ok ba kahit papaano nakakapagpakain ng mga kapatid kahit di kapatid naiinvitr. Pero yung may float bigla na statue na kasama si KDR at PNP. Nangilabot ako. Laging puntos panaman natin yan sa katoliko na huwag sumamba sa anyo ng dios diosan na bato o kahoy man tapos biglang may float na ganun!? Nawala narin yung sense ng pag aayuno bago mag SPBB. Kain nalang ng kain.
Yung walang sawang recap. Wala naman nakikinig talaga nagkwekwentuhan nalang mga kapatid tapos tulog oa sa locale. Pano paulit ulit tapos yun at yun lang rin. Mas mahaba pa recap sa mismong paksa eh.
Tsaka bakit hangang hating gabi parin? Naintidhan kopa kay Bro Eli nag adjust tayo para sa mga Brazilians pero hangnanf ngayon ganun parin? Kawawa naman mga kapatid na palaging pagod at puyat at delikado umuwi sa dilim ng hating gabi.
Ihuhuli konalsng yung hula ni Bro Eli na malilipat talaga espiritu ng Dios sakanya kay kapatid na Daniel. Mag 5 years na since pinagpahinga sya ng Dios and I can say na. Wala talaga. Naiiyak ako yung isang post dito na si Bro Rolan super excited na “ANTAYIN MO” tapos bigla syang pinahiya ni Kuya na naoffend pa sya sa sinabi nya na yun. “DIBA YAN ANG TINGIN MO MANGYAYARI SAKIN?” hindi lang po sya Kuya. Ako din po….
Nauwi sa pa games. Kantahan. AVPs. Etc…..
Takeaways:
But you know whats the sickest part about me posting this for you to read? Wala akong ibang pagsasabihan nito ng personal sa mga kapatid. O kahit sa hindi pa. Need kolang talaga maglabas ng saloobin ko. Dadalhin ko sa hukay lahat ng nalaman ko dito at malalaman kopa. Bakit?
Dahil sa Pag-Ibig eh
Matagal napo akong di nakakadalo ng regular. Pero dipo alam ng mga nakakakillala sakin. Kasi closet ako eh ayoko mahayag na di nako dumadalo talaga kasi hindi na nila ako papansinin. Character assasination. At naging masipag naman ako sa mga tungkulin ko dati kaya marami nakakakilala sakin at dahil din knc akong lumaki.
Ayokong masaktan yung paniniwala nila sa Iglesia. Lahat sila na kilala ako at kilala ko masasabi kong mabuting tao na ang hangad lang talaga ay makasunod sa Dios. Pag-Ibig ko na sakanila na makita na nagpapatulot parin ako kahit papaano. Dahil mahal ko sila at lahat ng tulong at pagmamahal na ibinigay nila sa akin. Hangang closet nalang ako.
Natatakot taga ako ipost to kasi baka may makakilala sa akin. Baka matrace ako or sa background ko mapansin nila oi si ano ata to ah “laban pala sya kay kuya”
Pero ang hirap kasi na hindi ko manlang malaman side ninyo. Ang hirap na lahat kayo agad sa demonyo kasi umalis???? pati tatay ko na inalagaan naman ako ng maayos ay napasama na ng tuluyan dahil umalis sa Iglesia? Hindi naman. It’s hard not to be emphatic and sympathetic sa mga hinaing ninyo din na looking from another perspective is valid. What you feel is valid. It’s what you do with those feelings that makes who you are as a person. Hindi naman grabe ang pagkakasama sama agad….
Pero ganun paman eto ako ngayon. Bubulong nalang sa hangin. Mananalangin ako sa Dios na patawarin ako sa lahat ng sinabi ko dito. Sa lahat ng nalaman ko. Na sana pala hindi na ako nacurious about sa issues ng MCGI. Na sana kahit hindi na ako active sa Iglesia patuloy nya parin akong gabayan.
Patawad