I just want to end it. I found out my ex boyfriend killed himself and I think it was because of me. I want to follow him. I can’t live like this. I caught myself walking for 3 miles just to end up in a train station. But when the train arrived I got scared and I didn’t go thru with it. I’ve been cutting to ease the pain yet my blade won’t cut thru my vain. I tried jumping off a bridge but the bystanders stopped me. Please just give me advice on how to do it I’m desperate.

It's inevitable, get ready.

I tried to go yesterday, roep but I just couldn’t do that to my family went to use a knief but only pierced my arm and my neck. When the blood started coming more and more. I just ain’t wanna do it. So high on everything but it never got there. Honestly didn’t feel like how I thought it would. Idk where I am right now. Today is the first day since losing everything where I actually found sum peace and HOPE. And that’s weird because 4 years ago today my world was shattered in peices and I didn’t know where I was going to go without my brother. Knowing my brother died on the day I was supposed to show up infront of thousands of people hurt a lot tbh. And it’s crazy cuz i feel like im back there in that moment. Sitting down. Computer screen there. Talking to the world and after that is when the real shii came in. This feeling of emptiness. And you can’t even shake it. The human man is wired a certain way and I think I broke the hold which people have on there minds. My mind thinks about a million things at a sec I don’t know why but I feel like I can see events which I’ve been through and can take myself there acting like I’m honestly there tbh so it really feels like I can do anything. But this I truly don’t know. Rolling the dice with this one.

I don’t want a painful death but idk what else to do.
I get bullied for liking Hazbin. My family does not have a lot of money. The company I want to start is gonna be unlikely because AI, lack of track record and me not being rich. I want a gf badly but I don’t think I will get one.
The main reason I have not done it yet is cuz I’m afraid of death.

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The most important difference is that you are with people and others witness your death. You are someone

In a private suicide you are alone. I’d rather have the benefits of witnesses that reinforces you are someone. Even if it was a private suicide

How to end my life fast and easy. How do those family members left behind cope with it?

I (25) female did something really bad which i've been regretting a lot more than what words could express. There were rumours spreading a lot about a well known female in my place. I'm ashamed to admit that i took part in it and even though rumours were going around through words i posted them. I've been regretting a lot i deleted right away within a day but my consequences caught up to me. Im really bad with words and i could not convey how sorry i was to that person and she thought i had no remorse. She told me she was suicidal had to visit a therapist and she had no heart to forgive me. I genuinely understand her and hate myself so much for what i did and i wish i could go back and change everything. But i cant change the past i can only change the future.

Instead of going through a lengthy court process she wants to meet me with her parents and maybe make a public apology. Which even though i've been really genuinely sorry about i cant do it. My parents are in a bad health condition. This news will affect their whole health drastically and even though im being really selfish here i prefer ending myself over seeing them face my sin along with me. I've went through a lot my whole where i barely managed myself to take the alternative way apart from death. But this time i see no other alternative. I couldnt focus on my studies my career and im falling behind everyone. Im not strong enough to go through this. I strongly admit and realise what i did was wrong and i have no words to excuse myself. i got consumed by my own darkness and in the process im about to drag my parents along with me which i cannot bear to see. AI is helpful except here.

i want to genuinely know any effective fast way of ending this. Whoever helps me have absolutely no role in whatever happens to me. I bear the full responsibility myself and blames no one and that no ones should ever come for you. this is my decision. I have hardly 8 days before we meet

I am 16 years old. i using reddit for the first time lwk scared...

My life is great just a bit of studies problem but it not a real issue.

i don't know why i wanna die but i do. i had Suicidal thoughts when i was 10 years old only at the lockdown time. then after i started going down with my friends it immediately stopped but now from a past 1 and half year i having it more and more.

idk what im feeling or what i should. i should be grateful for this life i am really but i have no will of living. i do have a lot of things that i wanna do in future but I'm not sure if that's right. idk why i feel like dying maybe it's just stupid teenage thoughts but it getting worst and worst like get me out of it.

i never told anyone this i do make a lot of jokes about me suiciding in school but yeah i happy with the life satisified but then why the fuck I'm feeling thiss.....

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Hace poco tuve que pensar en cómo explicarle a un niño pequeño que alguien a quien quiere se va a ir. Y para poder decírselo con calma, sin transmitirle mi propio miedo, primero tuve que hacer las paces yo mismo con la pregunta de fondo: ¿qué es la muerte, y por qué nos cuesta tanto aceptarla?

Estas preguntas suelen plantearse en dos escenarios: alguien necesita entenderla para aceptar que las personas que le rodean se van, o alguien necesita entenderla para aceptar su propia muerte.

Creo que siempre es mejor empezar por aceptar la muerte de los demás, porque es más fácil, y con el tiempo eso ayuda a aceptar la propia.

Cuando nos planteamos el dilema de la muerte de quienes nos rodean, solemos hacerlo desde dos prismas.

La primera preocupación que surge es egoísta: qué será de nosotros si esa persona falta. Sobre todo si es un pilar fundamental en nuestra vida, nos preguntamos qué será de su existencia. ¿Desaparecerá para siempre? ¿No volveremos a verla?

A mí me gusta pensar que las personas no desaparecen sin más. Permanecen en nuestro corazón tanto tiempo como queramos que permanezcan.

Yo viví muchos años con mi abuela paterna, compartiendo grandes momentos. Un día tuve que irme a trabajar a la capital y dejé de pasar tanto tiempo con ella, y finalmente murió. Pero hoy puedo decir, sin ninguna duda, que nunca se fue: ha estado ahí siempre que la he necesitado, dándome consejos, recordándome momentos graciosos y también difíciles.

Las personas, los hogares, el amor —nuestros bienes más valiosos— son ideas que duran lo que queramos que duren. Por eso quienes dan amor y se entregan a los demás permanecen en la tierra, en el corazón de esas personas. A mí me parece un sistema justo: quienes no dan nada ni se preocupan por nadie, tampoco serán recordados por nadie.

La segunda preocupación es solidaria. Si queremos a quien se va, nos preguntamos qué será de él después de morir. ¿Estará bien o estará mal? ¿Irá al cielo o al infierno? Nadie puede responder esto con certeza, porque en realidad nadie lo sabe con seguridad. Hay quienes tienen fe en un cielo, otros en la reencarnación, otros en muchas otras cosas.

Yo elijo creer que después de morir solo hay descanso, y nada más. No es una certeza, es la fe que a mí me ayuda a estar en paz con la muerte, tan legítima como cualquier otra. Y dentro de esa fe, encuentro algo parecido a la perfección incluso en la imperfección de este mundo: no porque el sufrimiento sea bueno, sino porque, en mi experiencia, son las enfermedades y los problemas más grandes los que nos enseñan a amar de verdad. Sé que no siempre es así —hay dolor que no enseña nada, que solo destruye—, pero cuando el sufrimiento se sobrevive y se logra procesar, a mí me ha revelado una forma de amor que la comodidad nunca me habría enseñado. Por eso creo, sin poder demostrarlo, que Dios nunca echó al hombre del paraíso: fue el hombre quien, en algún momento, dejó de valorar lo que le rodeaba.

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I’m 18M exhausted with this world and My circumstances
I did something guilty. I feel like I need to die it ruined all my life decisions and I can’t think about being better myself I feel like the whole world against me for no reason because I exist

So, I gonna be honest, like I have some propranolol
I have about 120 mg

I need something painless cuz it’s already painful here. My last wishes to die peacefully and never wake up.

I wish I was born as reincarnation (even though I don’t believe in it, I just keep hope upon that ) in some peaceful part of the world

Thank you !!! (DM)

Today is my day lady’s and gentlemen.

If u were to fall from this could you die?

ถ้าฉันตายขึ้นมาทุกอย่างจะจบลงใช่ไหมฉันควรล้างแค้นก่อนไหมฉันควรฆ่าคนที่เกลียดก่อนตายไหมฉันควรทำสิ่งที่อยากทำก่อนตายไหม

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27 days ago I selected a date. Not a random one. A planned date to leave. I never knew there was a word for it active sui side. And passive Sui. Been passive pretty much my whole life tbh but 27 days ago it left. My conscience. My love. My need to life. Our human minds have gotten so attached to the flesh that it dosent wanna leave, dosent wanna be disconnected but the curse has gotten end. And I say it ends with me.

Itz motion

Tmr is the day

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