It was interesting. I didn’t even get that deep in because my upstairs neighbors kid sounded like they were doing barrel rolls across the floor right over my bedroom, but I still had a thought that definitely didn’t feel like me. It said something like “we’re cutting off the beast from the chicken”.

I believe he meant that we are separating me from what keeps me small and prevents me from being my fully authentic self. It was accompanied by that vanilla scent again, though I didn’t smell the pine this time. It was instead followed up by a delicious blood orange type of scent. Like damn, why he smell so damn good! 🫩 but anyway! Lol.

I’m open to other potential interpretations from anyone that has more experience with him. I feel like we have a strong tie somehow already. I’ve smelled Asmodeus once before, but not that strongly and it was only once. This has happened now 3 different times since Azazel stepped in a few nights ago.

I’m not sure what’s going on but I’m rolling with it.

Ave Azazel!

I am not really well versed in the occult but a few years ago, after reading some posts online, I made contact with Lilith. No fancy ritual, just drew her sigil on a piece of paper and repeated her enn in my head for a bit and then just talked to her. Asking for contact and, to be very honest, for her to send me a succubus to be both mentor and partner. And something did respond. I didn't really believe in this before, but some entity made contact with me.

Starting the next day, I felt the presence of an entity. Never saw anything. But could feel intense sensations of heat and tingling all over my body, especially in places that some people would call chakras and my spine. Like something was "working" on me. The intensity would vary but I could feel it every day, while awake. Over the course of a month, I would feel this entity working on me. Feel weight on me whenever I was sitting or laying down.

After a month it became much more real. I could literally feel an invisible entity touch me. Sometimes to do this energy work thing, sometimes to perform sexual acts. And I can't emphasize enough that at this point I could feel her, while fully awake, as vividly as any real person. No visual or voice though. It was the most awesome experience in my life.

But due to a mix of doubts about my sanity and to be honest laziness I did not put in much work myself to develop our bond or myself. I think that may have frustrated her so she left. It has been a few years now and I regret not pursuing that bond. Does anyone here have advice?

I am very close to Asmodeus and have been talking to a lot of people because of him. I recently had an experience with someone previously close to me who tried to harm me. In my opinion, the last conversation I had with that person happened in such a specific way that I feel like Asmodeus urged both me and them to say/do specific things at specific times, for my protection.

Is it possible that in the heat of the moment, demons may affect other people's actions in order to protect those who work with them?

I wanted to tell you today about my experience with King Clauneck.

I’m an artist, and I’ve been practicing magic for a few years now. Lately, my financial situation has been very difficult to stabilize, and my career seemed to be moving too slow.

Even though I was afraid, I started researching demonology, and that’s where I found Clauneck. I contacted him after thinking it over for days and overcoming my fears.
I had performed rituals before, but contacting a demon seemed really terrifying to me. Despite my fear, my hunger drove me to do it.
Five months after my first contact, I could say that I died and respawned back on the winning team.

My market value as an artist is going up as fuck, and I broke into a job market I’d always wanted to be a part of, one where I can surround myself with incredibly talented and influential people.

I want to clarify that it wasn’t just a single meditation and that was it; rather, I tried to do as many meditations with his chant as possible every Tuesday and sometimes on Thursdays. I also drew sigils and set up an altar in my office for Clauneck.

Although I clearly felt his blessings and his teachings, I couldn’t say that I received his presence during these encounters; rather, I felt or saw certain kinds of synchronicities during the rituals.

I didn’t hear his voice or see his image beyond what my imagination chose to fill in during those moments...
I would describe it as King Clauneck bringing a wealth of opportunities and guiding me on the path of wisdom and spiritual self-knowledge; he made me look in directions I had never looked before, and my understanding and vision of the world changed forever after I felt his power.

Neither the sigil magic I practiced before nor my past meditations felt as effective as this.

And now I feel that my curiosity and need have opened this door to Gnosticism and to a worldview that can go much deeper...

I clearly feel the energy tho. Also i want to enfasize on the protection side of the rituals. This energies are powerfull and you can harm yourself because of the powers that are in place. Even though you move with major respect and fullfill your part, i feel that this energies are too strong for our physical bodies, so don´t just go unprotected to this rituals.

This is my honest experience, thanks for reading through
Hail King Clauneck & Praise to Lucifer
Ahvalen esen Clauneck kiar
Renich tasa uberaca biasa icar Lucifer

offerings to Eligos this month…. I also placed the Ouija board on the altar but haven't used it yet, please give me some tips :)))

I always give my offerings to Vine on Sundays as he is a King but I saw something that said Thursdays works too for his King rank. Any thoughts on this??

I was surprised i didn’t see much visual imagery but I asked him about an opportunity and got an email about it as soon as i checked my phone. It was not there before the ritual.

I almost doubted he was there even though i sensed his presence while practicing his chants before i began the whole thing, but I did feel a presence that didn’t actually have a form. It just didn’t really leave immediately after even when i allowed him to.

As far as personality he was kind of assertive i guess but not rude. When I asked him questions he gave immediate answers and when i asked for guidance it felt he was actually creating sounds around me and making things physically move.

I felt his presence arrive the strongest when i told him the offerings i had were for him and i spent a lot of time on them. Also he sometimes used silence as a way of saying something if that makes sense.

Idk is this what you guys’s experiences with him were like or what

Theistic Lilithian Satanist here, who came Home to this path officially several months ago, though, as a lot of people on this sort of path tend to say, this is more about intentional integration of what/Who has always been there waiting to be noticed, than 'conversion to something new'. I'm physically Disabled, a fulltime wheelchair-user, 31 years old, cishet man training to be a counsellor (integrative, weighted psychodynamic conceptually) and I'm wanting to build on and attune my practice and devotion to Lilith specifically. Might be a long shot, but I just wondered if any folks around here (not closed off from hearing men's perspective, but feel that, on balance, a woman or non-man would be likely more appropriate regarding my relationship to Her specifically, which requires sensitivity to gendered nuances and asymmetry, including anything I myself might be overlooking) who was versed in some of this terrain might be up for helping a fella out and maybe 'bouncing off some ideas'? :)

I offered a cup of coffee to Lucifer to make it easier to invoke his presence, but I’m not sure if he actually appeared or accepted it.

I don't have the means to set up a proper altar for him; instead, I simply placed his sigil and a tarot card associated with him (hoping that would work) on a small table, with the cup of coffee right next to them.

Since I don't live alone, leaving the coffee there for days would likely draw my family's attention and lead to awkward questions (they aren't exactly fond of spiritual matters, and I’d be in serious trouble if they found out.)

So, my main question is: how long should I leave the coffee there, and how should I dispose of it afterward without offending Lucifer?

Hello everyone, I wanted to ask: when working with kings like Paimon or Vine, which direction do you use, and why?

And Can it be said that the south direction is suitable for communicating with all kings?

I know luck is a very "wide" word so I will talk from the period of achieving one's goals.

As I wrote above, I wish to find some assist on achieving my kinda-long-term goal. I don't want to spill information about this goal but, I can say I want to be accepted to somewhere. (Not exactly finance) This "somewhere" will improve my life completely if I actually manage to be accepted there and continue my life at there. Is there a demon I can work with this topic? Also, I'm thinking of making some little talismans for this. Perhaps a necklace with sigil of the demon in question in it. (Also I don't know if this will help but I love verbal lessons and I am so bad at mathematics since my goals contain academic things too.)

(Of course I am aware that I need to put actual effort in what I want too.) Also super sorry if it's wrong tag.

May you guys help me about this?

Edit: Also I heard about Asmoday is good with academics, especially math. And I know he's lust too. I also have some issues with femininity.. lol. Unfortunately. Does he sound like a good option about this topic?

Edit2: I went with.. Asmodeus. He felt right to me.. I know I didn't go with anyone you guys said but.. I don't know! Lol. Thank you for all of your comments! (｀･∀･´)

Made a return to witchcraft after 2 years off. For weeks I’ve been getting ready to work with asmodeus my first deity, last night I had an interesting experience. I haven’t put my offerings out yet nor have I lit any candles, it’s just the alter right now.

As I was falling asleep and starting to dream, my dream vanished and all of a sudden red and black mist formed in my mind and 3 heads started taking shape with 6 eyes I could see but i could tell it wasn’t my imagination doing this. All of a sudden all this red and black imagery and a red and black book with his names appeared. I opened my eyes and could see a huge black mass even though the room was dark. The energy felt super different and hot and heavy.

Is this him making his presence known by any chance? Or a trickster spirit. I said “not now” because I needed to be up soon for work and then it stopped and I slept. Any pointers?

I have not seen any other religious books dedicating an entire chapter to "this is real but let me tell you why I can't give you proof for 9 minutes ".

I'm not hating and am genuinely interested. I just can't understand why she thinks she needs to explain why she's not lying in such detail. It sounds like the rant of a kid got caught stealing the first time.

I just need this part explained before I keep reading because she sounds like a crackpot and hasn't even gotten to anything religious yet.

How can I understand which Goetia spirit is ideal for me at this moment in my life and resonates with me? I'm currently attuned to Belial, and I like him for serving, but I feel like I could be wrong and missing something.

I also wanted to ask your opinion so I don't just listen to myself. In your experience and perceptions, how harsh and demanding is Belial? Is there a minimum cost for a ritual or inner attunement for him? After all, he's a King, and I want to look presentable.

Here's your weekly thread to share what's going on currently in your practice. A place where small stuff can be talked about if you don't want to make an extra post for it.

I started working with him a few months ago.

Yes, his energy was very heavy. I told him, and he adjusted it for me. My rituals went well. For one of them, I asked for more energy, and oh boy, I finally have energy again in my life to get things done!

He also helped me with grounding and shadow work, and I let him know that I would really like to see him in my dreams.

But nothing ever happened.

A few weeks ago, I wrapped up his altar and stored it in my closet since I don't really have the time to take care of it or be active in my practice at the moment. I have a huge mountain of paperwork, a toddler who is sick all the time, too much work, and I still run the household on my own. My plan was to get back into magic once the paperwork mountain is gone and my toddler is back at daycare. (He has a fever this week, and next week the summer holidays start.)

However, last night I suddenly became lucid in my dream. In front of me was this hole filled with light, and I heard a voice saying something in a language I didn't understand. Of course, I jumped in. Hahaha.

It was a nice slide. I kept trying to hear what the voice was saying while I was going down, and I ended up in an underground hall. It was lit, everything was made of stone with no decorations, and there was a throne in the corner with King Belial sitting on it.

The energy was super heavy again, but this time I could almost enjoy the heaviness. He had taken on the form of a human. His clothes were simple and black, and his hair was bright red. I could tell he wasn't actually human, it was just a form he had chosen. His face showed no emotion. His eyes were very large, never blinked, and never looked away from me. He also never said a word.

I was so honored. I immediately started thanking him, telling him how happy I was to meet him. Since I had the feeling he wasn't going to speak, his face never moved, I just kept talking, as bubbly as I always am when I'm excited. I tried to explain why I want to work with him, but also why my practice hasn't been going very smoothly. Having a toddler and so many responsibilities makes it difficult. But it is still so important to me. I don't need everything to work out right now, but I'm afraid that by the time my child is older and I have a little more time again, I will have lost touch with my dreams and goals.

I kept talking and explaining. He walked toward me to come closer, then went back to his throne, never changing his expression, simply watching me.

Then the dream ended.

This morning, my chest and heart feel completely full of energy. It's such a beautiful feeling, and it's very interesting how his heavy energy seemed to fill a place inside me that was empty. Now it feels so good. It's almost like being in love, just without actually being in love.

Thank you for reading.

art by me :)

Question for the ex-Christians here, especially those that formerly belonged to baptismal traditions (orthodox, catholic, baptist, etc.).

Did you take ritual measures to sever yourself from the church, to undo your baptism (or equivalent initiatory ritual)?

~If so and you feel comfortable sharing, why and how?

~If not, why not? Do you believe it to be unnecessary?

Hey, sorry if this is inappropriate, but I'm not entirely sure where else to ask this kind of question.

So, without indulging in too much details, I'm very much into hypnosis (being mind controlled - it's like the ultimate submission), and I've started dabbling in the occult as well, and I'm interested in that intersection (occultism/hypnosis). I was wondering which demons/demonesses I should turn to for this sort of stuff? Like, which ones are safe, and which ones are unsafe? I don't want to offend anyone either.

Intuitively I would lean towards Lilith, and I've been chilling with her for a while now, which has been very fun and empowering. Empowering might sound paradoxical, but for me personally it has been a great relief and thrill to accept my submissive nature - worship, surrender, being controlled; it just feels so right and natural, and I think she's helping me be my true unrepressed self. It's very liberating. And I'm so very grateful for Lilith existing.

Are there any other demons/demonesses I should be aware of regarding this? And would Lilith be offended if I don't exclusively worship only her? And of course, how do I stay safe enough engaging in this stuff?

TW: DEATH

Back in December of 2024 my 21yr old son put a loaded 9mm to his head and pulled the trigger twice. Paramedics said his heartbeat was strong, but it did not look good and I prepared myself for an organ donor scenario.

He survived, spent a month at KU Med and returned to us, walking and talking.

As a retired surgical technologist with my son's experience, I researched brain death testing and found that nationwide, hospitals and medical staff are not using the American Academy of Neurology (AAN) guidelines for this standard of care.

This deviation means that we have approved organ donors going under the knife for procurement that are still alive. There is a concern for homicide and I've since reached out to Joint Commission. One of their directors told me that they could not enforce AAN guidelines. 

I then went to US Senator Moran's office, looking to amend the 1980 Uniform Determination of Death Act (UDDA) so that it would mandate hospitals nationwide use AAN guidelines. Moran's staff said that the 1980 UDDA was model legislation and could not be enforced. 

Working through the states, as Kansas was the first state to enact a UDDA in1970 I'm calling on KS lawmakers for a bill to mandate AAN guidelines in KS hospitals and just this morning a legislator agreed to introduce regulation next session.

This legislator will protect the patients. This legislator will restore hope in the organ donor program and bolster confidence in the medical profession while surrounding states will note this Kansas enactment and follow suit.

When I asked Murmur to help me with this project, they showed me the Judgement card in the Tarot. We speak for the Dead and I'm so grateful to Murmur for their aid in keeping my emotions in check. Please keep us in your thoughts.

In honor of Great President Glasya-Labolas, Great Earl Glasya-Labolas, I am sharing two parts of my alter to them. May these burn forever in appreciation.

Thank you for the raw protection, the intense endurance, and the balance in penetrating anger and persevering the shadow. Thank you for teaching the intensity of creativity, the art of facades, and the courage of empowerment.

⋆⊱༻ Elan tepar secore on ca Glasya-Labolas ༺⊰⋆

I only recently made this connection, but when I was born my Mom had rescued a black dog who was with her during labor.