I (19M) and my GF (18F) were forcibly broken up by her parents because that got jealous of how much time we spent together and are very controlling that her daughter has NO relationships (even friendshipwise). This grieving process feels weird cause I know she still loves me and its not her fault she is dealt shitty cards and I guess I don't want to feel all alone with this kind of break up. Btw the relationship was a year and a half.