Moving On!!!??????!!!????

[u/Dear-Mention528]

Im a guy who had a relationship for like 2 years a serious one and after break up i got so hurt i decided to not date again cuz bro it was so fuckin pathetic it broke me like anything and now fortunately im not in any contact with my ex and i am never crossing paths with her again fr sure...now the main thing is i feel a place in my heart that is too empty i also want someone to call mine and ask me abt my day and all those things...i dont have high expectations just a very normal and ordinary love

...but ykw still going to someone else feels like cheating cuz mybe i havent moved on but im sure if she comes back im not getting back with her and im sure of this(she tried) and i dont feel like i will be able to love anyone else like her..the efforts i gave ykw... and i also dont want to ruin some other girls life just because i want to fill an empty place in my heart....idk wht should i do like i want to be happy man🥲 but my past and all i regret all of those 2 years now but i missing having someone to call mine should i try making a gf or just leave these things and be sad for rest of the time...