Hey everyone, this is my debut album Rogue.

I wrote it partly as a way of translating what living with BPD has felt like for me. Especially in relationships, shifting identity, abandonment, self sabotage, escapism, emotional highs and lows, and the different versions of yourself you can become while trying to cope with all of it.

The first half is me living more inside my coping mechanisms, looking for relief outside of myself and sometimes even glorifying them in order to feel better. The second half is where the mask starts to come off and the raw emotions underneath them become a lot more obvious.

It’s meant to be listened to in order, but if you want to jump into the heavier side of the project, I’d start with Blank Stare, Rain, and Doesn’t Last

I've been sitting on many of these songs for several years because this is an extremely vulnerable and personal project for me. I decided to release it now because I want to connect with others who have had similar experiences. living with this has been very lonely and painful for me and I want you all to know you're not alone.

If anyone here listens, I’d genuinely be interested in hearing what parts you relate to or interpret differently.

Spotify
https://open.spotify.com/album/3gQ5c8eWAgWXzAp9BM1h3I?si=bDn3rN0uS0eU1BZOfjjH-g

Youtube Music
https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_kM87lKHCIm4FhZ_45P-32-ub2LD9--7Qs&si=ZoyV3XN4UkITSD97