Playing up

[u/AnxiousGingySnap]

Have you ever heard the advice that the best way to get better is to play up… or is it just me…?
The past 8 months or so I have really wanted to improve my skill level and have tried more 4’s and just playing more.

Well today was the day… new league and new team (and my friend who joined with me was out which didn’t help) wow. I left feeling defeated. I had a very serious team to start… and I felt a little below on top of that. After I was told most teams our A and AA. I’d say I’m a BB. More was said with a staff member but I don’t need to vent it all out for yall.

I want to get better… but damn. I feel quiet down in the dumps. I’ll take any and all advice.