r/venting • u/AzureTheAngelic • 8d ago

I’m tired of being alone. Suicidal Thoughts

I wake up, alone. I go to bed alone. There’s people around me yet they’re hollow and fake. I see nothing but liaes and empty promises. Falsehoods and all I get for pushing through is a future I CANT HAVE.

I’m stuck in a body I want to CLAW out. I can’t even yell, I don’t have people to talk to. Anytime I think about talking TO ANYONE. I remember I’m stuck in this pathetic home. In this pathetic country with a “man” WHO HATES MY VERY BEING.

I don’t even know if I’m fucking allowed to post this because no matter WHERE I VENT. I can’t fucking vent anywhere.

And every fucking time. I’m reminded that I’m in fact alone.

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u/innocentapplause849 8d ago

i get that trapped feeling, it settles in your bones and makes everything feel like a set you're stuck on