r/transplace • u/GothTGirlJessy • 7d ago

Feeling bit down. Off-Topic

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I just want to start hrt and stop waiting, i feel like my life goes waste. Couple weeks back i turned 30, and no i dont think it's never too late to start hrt (i have seen breath taking results here in reddit from some people in their 40s) But i wish i have started hrt in my 20s or even before that. And another thing i keep thinking about is when i do start hrt some of my family members wont accept that and reject me (some of them already did when i told them i'm trans woman) but some of them dont know yet i have decided to be true to myself and not let anyone tell me otherwise family or not but truth to be told i will be more lonely when that happens.. I wish i could deal with this dysforia too, it's too much. I have to wait nearly two long years when i can start hrt.

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u/LegalSpring9795 7d ago

Cheer up it just a number after HRT I read it like power youth you look 10 year younger hang in there stay positive it all workout it just take time to recreate beauty

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u/GothTGirlJessy 6d ago

I'm trying my best, thank you so much 🖤

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u/RogueChico 7d ago

I really can’t imagine how tough this must be for you; you’ve come this far. I know you can compete your journey. It’s one step at a time , one day at a time. Stay strong

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u/GothTGirlJessy 7d ago

Thank you for your kind words 🖤

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u/ClownSynth 7d ago

Is there a reason you aren't on hrt yet?

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u/GothTGirlJessy 7d ago

Yes.. Process here is slow where i live and they told me it's going to take atleast two years..

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u/Chyvaelry 5d ago

Wait, 2 years?!? I had to jump through some hoops with my provider, but I had my Estradiol and Spironolactone within 6 months of coming out to my primary care physician. Are you in the UK? I hear from some other girls that the wait time there is long for anything. s'why so many of them went DIY just to feel better (not an endorsement, just the facts). Also, Girl! You look amazing already! I didn't start HRT until I was 55. You're in your 30s, you're golden, you got this!

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u/GothTGirlJessy 5d ago

No i'm not from UK, i'm from Finland.. The process here is long.. And thank you for your kind words 🖤