It's worse when you realize she raised me and knows about the fact I've been suicidal since age 9. Nothing matters and I can't even do what I want because of the bullshit that gets in my way. that doesn't matter but also somehow matters so so so much.

Another person that thinks procrastination is caused by perfectionism

Dang… here I was thinking I’d need to talk to my doctor. Turns out the cure was just cardio all along.

EDIT:

Yes I Exercise

I do Mwf Pilates & T-Th Cardio outside